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  1. Profound mental problems and lack of social contact robs me of any meaning or joy to be found. Corona did it for md
  2. Read Lsd and Mind of the Universe. Not recommended to do what he did unless your Life is really stable and grounded. (do really high doses, 73 trips in total, over the span of many years) Otherwise maybe some form of hypnosis like the life between lives regression (therapy) could get you access to these types of insights if the organic veil of amnesia you wear isn't too rigid
  3. This is similiar to the question of how anything can come about in the first place, it's like 0 = 1 So if I remember correctly we have 9 Dimensions (/perspectives) (even though Leo says there is an infinite amount of them) and from the first and last one (I am + All is one) everything is directly willed into Being/imagined into existence. Awareness, that which you ultimately are and which requires lots of practice to truly spot, is formless and permeates everything. You are not inside the Universe, the Universe is taking place within you. Thoughts are form, an appearance. All the shapes around you are thoughts manifest into this physical form.
  4. According to Erik H. Erikson. Stumbled upon this when I was trying to understand personality disorders
  5. It's possible that the more miserable this Life, the more expansion of the Whole & your Soul occurs. Imagine that your Soul really wanted to come here and that it's a great honor to live even one human Life. This is a really, really dense plane of existence and not every Soul chooses to incarnate. Of course I am just repeating what more enlightened indiviudals have claimed to know, but it gives hope that after a long time of suffering, this will be worth it.
  6. This is a great question and upon doing some research on personality disorders I found this definition that resonates: A healthy personality is...: - someone who actively masters his enviroment - a personality that shows a certain degree of consistentcy/integrity - ability to see oneself and the world as it really is And I would add 'ability to work and engage in true intimacy'
  7. So my psychiatrist gave me Effexor for my depression, after I told her that all sorts of SSRIs didn't really cut it for me. So I was given Effexor, an SNRI, that can cause many side effects and I am rather sensetive. I really fear to go another hellish round of Depersonalization episodes. ( i have it all the time but I really don't need to get worse)
  8. I agree. It's odd how we can just go about our day to day lives while being really ignorant of how fast and how bad things can really get.
  9. I mean it's all subjective but I've seen videos of people finishing university and then literally becoming crack junkies and ending up with horrible health and skin conditions whilst sometimes talking like they are possessed. Terribly wrong is that which causes [horrendous & unneccessary] suffering, especially when the chances were good to become rather normal.
  10. I watch those a lot too, just to reassure me that this place is not meaningless as hell. They are fascinating
  11. Is it sheer lack of information, because we are limited and lack omniscence? Is it because it was intended to be this way pre-birth, to be born in shit circumstances..? Lazy thinking, poor parenting? Karma? No access to intuition?
  12. Probably that I am in a low vibrational pattern and end up, especially at night where fear lingers, attracting borderline disturbing thoughts of demonic creatures or donald duck killing himself and becoming donald Trump and way worse and yeah How do I make them stop? Is it tied to dissociaton? .. do i need to cleanse my subconscious or something
  13. I don't know... Imagine being tortured and then killed, leaving you with severe ptsd etc, does that carry into the next life? Really?
  14. What exactly are grooves from previous lives, what kind of mark could impressions from previous lives leave..? And why do past life memories inevitably get stripped away