Jannes

Firefox for the customization options. I need to block various things for my adhd mind.

B: Take the Queen with the Rook on b7. W: White Pawn takes back. B: Then Queen to b1 buys a turn as W: white King needs to retreat to g2 or h2. B: Black King to f8. W: white Pawn to e7. B: Black King to e8. The b7 white Pawn can be taken and the Rook cant protect it. Queen vs Rook is winning for Black.

Ah got it! No worries. Yeah I started with crochet but its not really for me. The whole reason why I do knitting is for emotional regulation as adhd makes emotional processing more difficult. With knitting its said that it is more flow inducing. I dont know about macreme, is it hard?

Happy New years everybody !! and Happy Birthday to You @Natasha Tori Maru

Second Level

I am learning to knit right now. First steps successful.

There was one thing I was keep doing wrong for some reason. Well somehow I didnt do that anymore and I can do the whole procedure without support now. Great first lesson.

Thats what the weekend is for or do you want to do it daily?

Style in architecture

Maybe that will help:

@Something Funny Congrats!

Whats wrong with you?

I didnt plan well for today and my plans B, C, D all dont work out so I am home alone. Its all just peer pressure to do something today but I cant help but to feel left out. Anyone else in the same situation?

Left my old theatre club which was a tragedy for my social development. I kind of entered an extended adolescence, trying to fit in, connecting and building a new identity and it just didnt work out. I got blackpilled by direct experience about how girls can be in terms of cheating ... I feel like I lost so many years and opportunities and I am just too old to experience some of the things I could have experienced there. I am griefing over it every day to some degree. On the other hand I am much more emotionally stable thanks to leaving that place. I was a complete mess before. I am learning more about adhd and find ways to deal with it. I am working towards becoming a remote viewer which is either a huge hit or miss for my career path. I am also socializing a lot. I am putting so many good habits into place right now, some fruits need to come from it.