Jannes

Okay now I needed to sign in with my Laptop. Can you only be signed in with one device at once .. ?

Finally logged in with my phone. Don't know why I haven't done it before.

I need to reserve myself more time to cut some slack. Only watched one Rick & Morty episode today after work was done and my block is coming. I dont need to be a workaholic all of a sudden.

I think I need to brainstorm alternatives. But I have to be honest with myself that this isnt a mechanism to postpone the tutoring. I can ofc quit my tutoring job as well so thats that..

My amount of things that can be done in terms of grooming are insane. Yesterday I trimmed my eyebrows and picked out some hair. And it does make a positive difference. In a way I kind of like the process though. I dont think I am getting out of hand yet.

Its so trippy to get things done when doing body doubling. These task feel impossible and then in this calm state I just gently dismantle them. Before my eyes I see that they are nothing more then small practical inconveniences. I breath through this .. fear I guess .. with this gentle, calm energy. The goal is actually to get all the practical things out of the way so I can tackle tasks which I want to tackle. I actually didnt push myself to that point. Before that I usually went doing game in Berlin or something. So this is something I should do now. Get the practical stuff out of the way and that work on a passion.

Tutoring for students doenst pay well over the website I would use. Minimal wage or less. But here is the thing, I can learn a lot from that. I can learn if I like to work with people 1 on 1 and its probably a pretty chill job. Like seriously. Rather a chill job where I dont burn out then the opposite. So I am thinking a lot about it.

Nice find! I am confused by his interpretations of the results though. MRI has a error range of 1-2%, but there is a trend in all muscle groups.. It would have liked to see what exact rep ranges he actually used. 3 reps on the lower side or 30 reps on the higher side both seem a little extreme so if he in practice tried to be more moderate about it or not makes a big difference. Also a comparison between only high or only low weight training vs training with mixed weights would be interesting as a comparison.

RV was great today. Well, not the results but the doing itself. I am way more emotionally stable from just yesterday, which makes the RV practice way more enjoyable. The silence doenst kill me as all the emotions that would usually flood me were already dealt with. Thats at least how I think it works. I need to make body doubling an essential part of my daily routine.

That I started with body doubling yesterday is a bit of a shock to my whole system which flooded me with productive thoughts and healthy productive emotions, like I could emotionally work through some stuff. I needed to get out of bed two hours earlier even because my system switched to productive mode. Its ridiculous in a good way. And a bit scary tbh.

Body doubling works again. I got some things done. Wohoo Starting body doubling aint that easy though.

Cutting someone in pieces with this thing seems so uncivilized, I prefered the bomb version.

Gay people dont make me uncomfortable, but this homophobia, this expressed uncomfortableness about homosexuality makes me uncomfortable

Yeah but in a modest way. Most of what she talked about in that video was complete new territory for me.