TheLoneSage

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  6. Posted

    6 minutes ago, SQAAD said:

    @TheLoneSage @TheLoneSage

    I can empathize with your situation because i heavily abused molly in my early 20s. I abused it to a point where i had a serious derealization episode. Also for 2 weeks i was like a zombie. It felt like i was relearning everything again from scratch.

    I know from 1st hand how is it to feel like you have fked up your brain forever. It's a terrible terrible feeling. But i was lucky. My brain works just fine and have no serious lingering issues. Sometimes i worry about the future though.

    But what has been done cannot be undone. Many people are in your shoes. You can learn to cope with it. Remember there is always someone in a worse situation than you. I believe molly isn't that toxic. And the brain recovers from it. Just stop doing those drugs if you haven't already. Don't touch them ever again.

    Keep going forward. 

    That’s the thing I keep doing them. I’m not doing coke or molly. But vaping and smoking weed. I have almost no natural stimulation and I’m pretty sure I was derealized and depersonalized. For the past week I haven’t slept in the daytime. I eat less then a meal a day (2 if I’m lucky). My body is in physical pain every second of everyday. 

  10. Posted

    10 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Dude, 5g of real mushrooms will melt your fucking world. You will not be able to see the walls of your house.

    Sounds like you got some shitty mushrooms.

    Do NOT take 5g of real mushrooms.

    ^^ 

    and some strains like blue meanies are TWICE as potent 

    Do 2 grams is my recommendation or 1 tab 

  16. Posted

    Hey so I would like to find a coach that can help me career-wise really focusing on goal setting. And to assess where I am in life. I would prefer that they at least be spiritual or awake but if they're good I'll take the cut. If you personally have been coached by someone please let me know how your experience with them was.

    Thank you!

    p.s. (mods) not sure if this goes in self-actualization or life purpose discussion page, 

  17. Posted

    On 7/19/2021 at 7:00 PM, Roy said:

    I've noticed over the past 2 years that I've developed much more of a sensitivity to gore and extreme violence, to the point where I'm somewhat avoidant of it if I can be.

    Contrast to growing up where I could (and wanted) to see pretty much anything without a qualm. A morbid curiosity. I used to browse r/watchpeopledie without ever flinching at anything when it was still running.

    I wonder what clicked in me.

    lol 

     

  20. Posted

    23 hours ago, Thought Art said:

    Hmmm, Idk about that

    Yeah it makes no sense that it's just 'you' or just 'me' when there is a world and forum full of people.

    Teaching people it's just them and giving them psychedelics ahaha. I wonder what can go wrong?

    All that exists for me is this bubble of experience. 

    I am just kidding. But, honestly be careful with how you interpret things. 

    Only you can figure out what is true.

    “Only you can figure out what is true” YES ? that’s why solipsism and this other shit is a pain in the ass. Because you gotta just say fuck it and take the plunge into truth.