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  1. I am hearing disabled and I applied for a job at the warehouse. I also applied for a job at the airport. However, my application got rejected for both of these jobs due to my hearing disability. So, my question is that, is it possible for people with hearing loss to be of value to society in order to make money?
  2. Entry 119: My badroommate asked me to tell him what did I talk to my parents about otherwise he said that he will slap me on my face if I do not tell him the truth or if I do not tell him. He asked me multiple times what do I talk to my parents about. Entry 120: My former roommates broke the door of my room so I think if they are capable of breaking the room of my door when I am not their then they are capable of making my naked video when I have no one to help me against them. Entry 121: When I was shifting or moving from my previous apartment to my new apartment then my former roommates wanted to hit me and break all my stuff. Also, they were planning to frame me. I would have that time call my parents and return. However, I narrowly escaped with the help of my two other friends. Entry 122: I was driving a bike in very bad rainy weather and on slippery road. Behind me was my roommate H. He was calling me vulgar and bad words. So I pressed the brake and got accident. After the accident he slapped me on my face. Then my other roommate took me to my apartment and took care of me. He gave me medicine and all the prescribed medicines on time. Also, after a few days, he told me to come with him somewhere but I refuse so he hit me on my wounded leg which might have cost so much hospital bill and almost manage to break my mouth. I could have missed my exams then stayed behind for one more year. Then my parents would have to fund everything again including living expenses till the year 2029. Entry 123: I left a wechat group. The next day Shoaib called me over to the classroom. Shoaib asked me that why did I leave the group. He start to leave but before I was able to leave, he slapped me on my face so hard that their was a big sound across the classroom. Everyone laughed at me. I called Ali. I complained to the coordinator. Coordinator called Shoaib to office. The coordinator asked Shoaib if he slapped me. He said no. To my surprise, no one came with me to the office. Then the coordinator asked me to bring a witness. I had to insult myself by calling people but to my surprise people were lying about this incident. As I was finding for a witness AB lied to my coordinator it was a light slap and I left the 2022 batch group and I don't know how many more lies he told him. Some people like Tosiq said that he did not slap, some people like AB said that it was a light slap and some people like Miit said that they only heard the sound of the slap but did not see the slap. So a lied testimony came. The coordinator dismissed Shoaib. I personally think that I should not have to call people like that. Also, I was in depression for one whole month so I could have failed back one more year again. I was also sustaining injury from my recent bike accident that time. I personally think that he will not pass the Chinese Proficiency Exam and he will go back to work on his parents farm. Also, I think the majority will take 1 to 2 more years to pass the language exam. Instead of asking Shoaib why did he slap me or instead of asking me if I was ok, the coordinator is asking me that why did I leave the group. Entry 124: I went to red zone with Hamza to find a prostitute to have sex with. Hamza told me to go somewhere but I went to the wrong place. Then Amin came and saw me at the brothel. However, I ran away. Then Amin came with 10 men's in the classroom to beat me up so much and break my bones and make me boneless meat and kill me. However, Ali stopped him. Amin said to Ali that we are not hitting him because of Ali. Amin called me, my parents and my family extremely curse and bad words. No administration staff will help me. Amin will hit me on exponent till 100 than Shoaib. Amin is 100 times worse than Shoaib. After 2 years, I think Amin will go to his village but I won't. Amin said that we will teach him a lesson for running away. Amin said that they don't have problem with his brother but with me. Amin said that my classmates are doing a good job with me. Entry 125: Hamza and Ali said that they are living for free and paying less money because everyone is calling me sister fucker but no problem for Hamza when Ali says to me mother fucker Entry 126: A day after I got slapped, Tosiq was looking to me at extremely bad and evil eyes at how I was talking to other people. Entry 127: I hid and ate chocolate. I hid the wrapper of the chocolate in the bag. I was lazy to throw it in the garbage. Then Ali was going through all my bags and boxes. I took my bag and told Ali that he cannot go through my boxes. Ali then forcefully did that and he saw wrappers of chocolate. The bad and boxes were all bought with my own money. Ali said you are hiding chocolate from me. He said curse on me, my family and my family tree with showing his hand. He said he give free medicines and does so much work. He said he gives me more food than Hamza. He said he want to break the bottle on my head. He was living in My apartment for free. He said I should not have problem with displaying 1500 to 3000 yuan. In compensation to this, Ali and Hamza forcefully took me to restaurant for Xinjiang chicken dish and 30 barbecues thus the bill over 150 yuan and cake for over 100 yuan plus. I tried calling Ali multiple time when picking up the cake but he did not answer my calls. After that Hamza also took 100 yuan for sex. Entry 128: Hamza ask me for friendship fees in advance. I said no. He said that he will tell Ahmed to hit me, then he told Ali then he said that he was testing me. Hamza increased friendship fees, I said yes, Hamza gaslight me by saying that I said no from the inside. Entry 129: I and Hamza was going. I bought a cake for Hamza, Ali with my own money. I was also going to buy a cake for myself with my own money but Hamza stopped me saying that it will be so expensive and he did a barbecue party. People in the restaurant were looking at the cake with very dirty eyes. Hamza hide cake. I also bought barbecue and roti with my own money which Hamza ate for free. When I went home Ali said this time me and him will go to eat barbecue and I will pay the bill. He said he wants to slap me because I did not invite him to barbecue party but Hamza invited him although Hamza is 5 years older than me. Even after the barbecue party which I gave him from my money he said the same thing that he wants to slap me because I did not invite him to the barbecue party. Entry 130: Hamza kicked me for not answering exams question correct Entry 131: Hamza controlled my bank balance. They even took me to the bank. They controlled all my spending habits. He stop me from investing in girls or people Entry 132: Ali and Hamza forced me to go outside and buy many thinga for them. They even forced me to buy things for them from shops. Ali asked me multiple times what did I buy from shops with my own money or where was I? I mistakenly by coerced told Ali about my Canada funding and he even saw my forms. Entry 133: One time Hamza was riding my bike. I said it was my bike. He said that take my bike back. He asked me to Apologize to him in my own apartment. Entry 134: I had to pay money 3 to 5 times for Hamza dating trips and his girlfriend flowers. Entry 135: I paid 2/3 of the heater room fees and Ali/Hamza paid 1/3 Entry 136: Hamza and Ali had a fight. Hamza broke dishes. I paid for the dishes. Entry 137: Ali gaslighted me into that I did so many bad things with my old roommate but Don't do the same thing to them when blaming Hamza for breaking bike Entry 138: I told Ali about my not liking weakness in China and he used it against me Entry 139: One day, I was washing dishes and Hamza came in living room. Hamza told me to not wash dishes in aggressive tone and attacking Entry 140: My parents questioned them that are they good. They got so angry that they called me so many bad words and say that I am bad because I make so many problem Entry 141: Ali and Hamza do not even let me drink bottles, eat oranges, eat cakes, eat barbecues, eat chocolate, enjoy fan air, eat bananas and drink tea all with my own money. Entry 142: My roommate ask me if I wash my ass. Entry 143: Ali said that he knows that I am masturbating and made fun of me masturbating Entry 144: Ali called me chutiyah and behnchod in my own apartment in which he was living for free. Entry 145: I went outside to talk to my parents and Ali said this is why my classmates are bullying me and this habit will make people to beat me up Entry 146: One day, Ali and Hamza took me to a Muslim restaurant to eat Xinjiang curry. I paid all the bill for Xinjiang curry without eating. I did not eat anything throughout the whole time. The restaurant owner chief asked me that why am I not eating and my mouth was quiet. Hence, she did not let me know that Ali and Hamza stopped me from eating and told me not to eat while they were eating the curry. Entry 147: Shoaib said several times to me bad things, bad words, bad family words and he gaslighted me into saying that he is not saying to me and tosiq said to slap me for question Entry 148: The day after Shoaib slapped me Tosiq was Taichung me with very bad eyes. Shoaib once tried to confront me but Hamza came. He could have attacked me right their. He said I am Hamza sister husband. Entry 149: Hamza forced me to tell him where I am and what I am doing. He even gaslighted me that I lied I need to meet someone but I did not lie, I had to meet Song Yang Entry 150: Ali gaslighted me into why do I have so many habits. Entry 151: Ali and Hamza were tracking my every micro moveme Entry 152: Shoaib wanted to attack me before. Entry 153: Hamza told me to tell people that bike is not mine but his and Ali. Entry 154: Ali called me chutiyah man in my own apartment in which he was living for free
  3. Hi, Is using debit card more effective or is using credit card? What are the pros and cons for using debit card? What are the pros and cons for using credit card?
  4. This is a high quality YouTube channel because it teaches the fields of business, money, marketing and finance through various perspectives, including psychological perspective.
  5. Can you tell us the name of the book that explains the history of Communism and the history of Nazism as well as the author of the respective books?
  6. @integral @BlueOak @Michael569 @DianaFr @Hojo Thank you for your guys responses
  7. Ok. For example, if a someone has a spouse, is it that person obligation to spend money on his/her spouse?
  8. Hi, I wanted to ask a question from you guys is that on which relationships is spending money normal and on which relationships is spending money not normal? For example, my dad spent somewhere between $100000 to $200000 over the span of his lifetime on his brother's family including his brother's children while he neglected me along with my siblings. In my opinion, in retrospect, he should not have spent a single penny on the family of his brothers because that is not his family and should have spent money on my mother along with my siblings because we are his family. Another example is that I have spent $4000 to $5000 on my friend over the past year because my friend gaslighted me into thinking that spending money on friends is normal like that but it isn't and now in retrospect, I realize that I did a foolish mistake. So, my question from you guys is that in your opinion on which relationships is it normal to spend money and on which relationships is it not normal to spend money? Thank you for your responses
  9. @Aaron p For Your Information, China is not a human rights country. Police, security forces, cops, non emergency police line, coordinators and these kind of people only work to ensure the safety of Chinese citizens. I am not a Chinese citizen.Their was a case in my university where a Chinese student book got lost and it was returned plus the thief who was an international student got arrested. On contrary, their was also a case where an international student motorbike got lost and the student complained to the university but nobody did anything. However, now I am out of the situation but thanks for your post.
  10. @jimwell @LordFall Thank you for your responses. I left that university and that place where I was facing this narcissist abuse.That place was a very backward village area of China. China is a relatively developed country but the city where I was staying was very backward city and very poor city. That is why I guess people behaviors towards me was like this. So now I am starting to transfer to some top ranking university in Canada.
  11. What dating apps do you use? Can you please give me a list of dating apps that you use? Currently, I shifted to Toronto, Canada and now I am first trying to get enrolled in any university. After I get enrolled in any university, I plan to build my dating skills.
  12. Those gang members gave me a threat that if they do not move in my apartment then they will beat me up with 10 to 15 people. As far as my security is concerned by seeking help of paid black man, police staff or the building staff, in my city, people do not lend a helping hand to foreigners. I once complained to my teacher at the university but the teacher did not do anything. This is good and useful advice. Thank you for your reply and advice.
  13. Hi everyone, I wanted to share an incident with you guys on the forum because thinking about this is really weakening my mental health so that you guys can help me to reflect and analyze the situation. Also, it will help with my personal introspection and your responses will help me to reflect/introspect/analyze deeply about my personality too. The big picture scenario of what was happening with me: I was living with two people in one apartment so we were total three. The two people I was living with were biological brothers of each other and I was not their biological brother. I paid for all the kitchen utensils of the apartment, I was paying all the bills of the apartment including water, electricity and natural gas. Also, I paid for the heating system. I was also paying money to them for the service they were offering me which was their companionship. The cost of one friend friendship was 350 Chinese yuan per month which he says he charges it because of his service for helping me with university coursework like tests, exams and assignments. The cost of another friend was 900 Chinese yuan per month which he says he charges me because of cooking for me and fighting for me with the bullies at my university. They were also living with me in the apartment for free without paying me rent and using all the apartment facilities like kitchen utensils or water paid by me. You might wonder that why did I let them live in my apartment for free. For your information, I let them live in my apartment for free because many gangs from my university wanted to attack me and these two brothers claimed that they were protecting me from those gang members. If I had not let them live in my apartment for free then I would not have been protected by them from those gang members who wanted to beat me up. I even paid the complete 100% bill for these two people 1 to 2 times per month for approximately six months at the most expensive restaurant of the city which is an Italian restaurant. These two people also had control over my bank balance and my budget spending. Like they can take how much money they want which was sent to me by my parents from my bank account whenever they want or check my bank balance whenever they want. They even controlled how much money I am allowed to spend and how much money I am not allowed to spend. My specific action for which I need your guys help to reflect, introspect, analyze or comment for me: I bought a chocolate with my own money and I went to my room secretly in my apartment then ate it. I put the wrapper of the chocolate in my bag. My roommate went through my bag which was also paid with my money without my permission and he saw the garbage wrappers of the chocolate in my bag. He then cursed me, my family and my whole family tree in my apartment where he was living for free. He told me that he did so many good things for me like he gave me so much advice on life, he saved me from the beatings of so many people in the university which is true, cooked good food for me, advice me on the right set of clothes to wear, how to judge people personalities, he helped me so much that I can never repay him back and all the other things psychopathic personality type people like to brag about. He even then threatened me by saying that he will break my head with a water bottle or he will slap me on my face for hiding and eating chocolate. Then, according to them, to compensate for my this mistake, I gave them a barbecue party at a restaurant where I paid the complete 100% bill and I fed them cake from a very expensive bakery for free. My thoughts and comments: I think these two people controlled me more than how parents control their children. I don't think, parents even control their children the way how these two people controlled and manipulated me. Why are those two people dictating the way how I spend my money? You guys might be wondering how did I manage to put up with all this toxic shit, I managed to put up with all this toxic shit because these two people gave me a threat that if I do not give in to their demands then they will gather ten to fifteen people to beat me up. What I want from you: Can you please help me introspect and reflect whose mistake was this all? Also, can you analyze the situation to give me new insights of what I should do in future to make sure that I don't end up with anyone toxically controlling me like how these two people controlled me.? Any response of what you guys think of this whole situation that happened with me or your comments about it would be very beneficial to me. I had to share this with you guys because when sharing anything on the forum and getting advices from you guys decreases my stress and stops my mental health from weakening further. If I have been vague or unclear about anything then you can feel free to ask me in this thread and I will be happy to clarify things for you. Thank you for reading the post and thank you for your responses. Have a good time
  14. My diet is: - Omlette and bread in the morning for breakfast - In Lunch I eat heavy food like chicken curry, pizza, rice, soup, beef, pasta or noodles. - Between lunch and dinner, I sometime grap a snack like biscuits or doughnuts. - In dinner, I eat sweet dishes like cake, pastry, cookies or chocolate with a cup of tea.
  15. Thank you for all your responses