samijiben

Forget ethics; it's just a dumb move. Best jerk off. Going for prostitution is not only slimy, disgusting, and probably "immoral" according to a standard notion of morality, it is anticlimactic as hell, for what you are looking for is never sex: if it were that easy, then we would just fuck our problems away, wouldn't we? Going for a prostitute is like going for neo-advaita when you can just see God directly. It's also a waste of money when you could buy a fan or leather jacket instead, something that will provide value over time.

Yes, all those attempts are useless if goal is God.

Yes, it is true, you are imagining that you kissed a beautiful girl that is no longer with you, and you probably added a bunch of random shit to the story to make it seem more real. "This work" is about illusion busting, and if you do it right, your problem will have nothing to do with "beautiful women," that I assure you.

No read study. Those people did not recognize God. no one has realized God yet. Especially those claiming they have in a "mystical group setting" in this case, 5meo works as an illusion-amplifier Demonstrable empirical claim? Prove it. Sure, yes, but that is not God -- more creativity? better coordination across multiple dimensions? sure. But God? Ha! no chance you are getting any closer to THAT no matter WHAT you do.

Any of you fuckers in Nepal by the way? Hit me up!

I would say that psychedelics are fool's gold, and if you cannot see God right now, then you never will, not even if you take all the LSD in the world, that will just make you go crazy, it will turn you into some kind of rambling bafoon of "enlightened speech." The truth is that you only need food, water, and a little bit of warmth to protect you against the inevitable fate of death, and that is a possibility always creeping around the corner, not so distant as you THINK..............

This is pure, fucking gold! Goddamn! I thought you were a robot! But an intelligent robot?? Such has never crossed my mind, Oh Boy, HERE WE GO AGAIN! And yet even your finely spoken words cannot touch the untouchable isness of Allah, blessed be his Rotten soul, as it cries off into the distance, never to be heard again, INSHALLAH! And so we begin on a fresh page of insight and wonder, the devil calling us forth. And here on Leo's forum, all is permitted, for all is God, and, hey, why not, humour me some more! Give me something TO CHEW ON! I am laughing if not only for myself and to myself, because the magical corpus of all possibility is a clown-faced icon of spirituality, a 3-eyed, 4-faced. 5-headed demagogasuperdevil! Yes, self-deception is real. But without our lies, what more is left? Answer me that, and you shall be freed forever from the grip of nothing.

Lalala enjoy bro. Same here bro, used to smoke a lot, now am sober almost a month, but I wouldn't say that it had anything to do with "how I ended up where I am now" anymore than the other countless variables at play (family, genetics, geography, blahblahblah) But yea, glad you asked about me, answer is: I ended where I am now because I was born into this world. Mommy and daddy had sex and out came Swamijiben.

Beautiful, sad, enormous, a fleeting detail, a poetic drauma, either to be ended or entered without a glance in any other direction.

@ExploringReality I hope and pray that your insight leads you to a place that you've never seen before that cannot be unseen.

You are sure to find many a surprise and serendipitous anomalies and ecstatic pleasures and crazy, wild experiences that break your paradigm of reality wherever you go, especially if it is a new country, a foreign culture, a new routine no matter how organized or unorganized it is. This is going to be an educational and developmental journey for you, and it is sure to endure the throes of life that you are all too familiar and apparently fed up with as well, albeit with different content, characters, and more! BUT THE IDEA that you will find "IT" (what you are REALLY LOOKING FOR..) This is a fantasy. This is not true. Be honest that you want a better life for yourself, a change of pace and scenery, a new excuse or garment to add to your identity, your notion of being a person, your desire to fulfill that lack of attention, validation, and approval from other people. This may work. "To Each Xis Own!" But, again, I remind you that moving places and changing scenery is nothing more than a gamble in the interest of facilitating the Same Sudden Shift that will have to occur wherever you Find Yourself Now if YOU are to FINALLY "GET IT!"

great. so we shall Leave "IT" there! The long answer hardly fills my appetite! Our grasps at explanation are indeed falling away in the Face of this ALL-Encompassing Mega-Mystery! Cool story! Have you resolved your "anger issues?" Have you DISCOVERED what "Anger" really Is? I would delight in reading a response from you, and I would die a slow, non-existent death were you to not respond at all... Ha Ha Ha! Are we talking about cute giggles here? Or are we talking about the Particular Intensity of Cackling Insanity that leaves you with lockjaw and a mind so displaced that you haven't a clue What You are "laughing" about, that you are the one laughing, that Anything is Real At All?!?!?

Indeed, this bullshit never ends. I hope that you make it out alive, Natasha. Happy to hear of your material success! Good for you. Thank God. Indeed, it seems to that we are teetering on the Brink of the Irrevocable. Yeah man, that hits the SPOT! KEEP GOING! That's a whole lot of variables! Yes, yes, yes you did. And why? Why did you ask FOR THIS? ISN'T THERE SOMETHING BETTER TO BE HAD?

Feel free to answer in whichever way you please! I am not looking for a specific answer! Nor is there a "correct answer!" Please refrain from resorting to past-beliefs, presumptions, or even "premonitions" while answering this question. Aim to be simple, as my mentor always says: BE BRIGHT! BE BRIEF! BE GONE!

I had a friend in school who would burn his pubes with a lighter. Or maybe he was just dicking around.