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Beautiful, sad, enormous, a fleeting detail, a poetic drauma, either to be ended or entered without a glance in any other direction.

@ExploringReality I hope and pray that your insight leads you to a place that you've never seen before that cannot be unseen.

You are sure to find many a surprise and serendipitous anomalies and ecstatic pleasures and crazy, wild experiences that break your paradigm of reality wherever you go, especially if it is a new country, a foreign culture, a new routine no matter how organized or unorganized it is. This is going to be an educational and developmental journey for you, and it is sure to endure the throes of life that you are all too familiar and apparently fed up with as well, albeit with different content, characters, and more! BUT THE IDEA that you will find "IT" (what you are REALLY LOOKING FOR..) This is a fantasy. This is not true. Be honest that you want a better life for yourself, a change of pace and scenery, a new excuse or garment to add to your identity, your notion of being a person, your desire to fulfill that lack of attention, validation, and approval from other people. This may work. "To Each Xis Own!" But, again, I remind you that moving places and changing scenery is nothing more than a gamble in the interest of facilitating the Same Sudden Shift that will have to occur wherever you Find Yourself Now if YOU are to FINALLY "GET IT!"

great. so we shall Leave "IT" there! The long answer hardly fills my appetite! Our grasps at explanation are indeed falling away in the Face of this ALL-Encompassing Mega-Mystery! Cool story! Have you resolved your "anger issues?" Have you DISCOVERED what "Anger" really Is? I would delight in reading a response from you, and I would die a slow, non-existent death were you to not respond at all... Ha Ha Ha! Are we talking about cute giggles here? Or are we talking about the Particular Intensity of Cackling Insanity that leaves you with lockjaw and a mind so displaced that you haven't a clue What You are "laughing" about, that you are the one laughing, that Anything is Real At All?!?!?

Indeed, this bullshit never ends. I hope that you make it out alive, Natasha. Happy to hear of your material success! Good for you. Thank God. Indeed, it seems to that we are teetering on the Brink of the Irrevocable. Yeah man, that hits the SPOT! KEEP GOING! That's a whole lot of variables! Yes, yes, yes you did. And why? Why did you ask FOR THIS? ISN'T THERE SOMETHING BETTER TO BE HAD?

Feel free to answer in whichever way you please! I am not looking for a specific answer! Nor is there a "correct answer!" Please refrain from resorting to past-beliefs, presumptions, or even "premonitions" while answering this question. Aim to be simple, as my mentor always says: BE BRIGHT! BE BRIEF! BE GONE!

I had a friend in school who would burn his pubes with a lighter. Or maybe he was just dicking around.

Good to know — Hojo the hairless balled man. Thank you dearly for going into such depth. Best to You & to your nuts, Brother I'm sure you have a nice nest, my Friend. That is good to know. Simple man you are. God Bless & All The Best to you: Here's to a Clean Nutsack! Balance is Everything. I'm sure you have a nice cock. Nice, man! How big is your nest! Is it like a pillow? Do you have to brush your pubes?! Yes, it looks great. Obviously, the point in doing this is to get women to like me more. Thank you all for responding to my testicular question — you will all be rewarded in some way or another.

This post screams arrogance. It seems like "James" here is trying to tell teach us all something... Funny that he criticizes Leo for doing just that in the same breath. This is fake spirituality. It is hollow. James is programmed. That's why he always talks about the same stuff, in the same tone, with the same words, in the same old way. He is right about one thing, that the illusion & delusion runs deeper than you think...... way deeper......

I am fortunate enough to have met two individuals in my life who are on the same level of consciousness as Leo, if not higher. They were chance encounters. And neither are interested in friendship. One is a vagabond madman. Another is a highly involved Mexican Bodhisattva. I quiver in their presence. It is not "easy" to be around such folks. It is a wild ride of spiritual annihilation in every moment. If you are ever lucky enough to meet such a person in real life, they will kill you. Therefore, what recursonininmanando said.

There IS a niche "community" of yellow folks wandering the streets of Pokhara and other small hippie towns around the subcontinent. But they are usually shy and don't want to be your friend anyways. So, what recursonsimananando said.

This response is pretty kickass. Hard to beat it. To answer your question, go to Pokhara.

Just curious. Don't judge me! Bonus question: How?

It's because your attacking the question with a closed mind. Ask it with an open one instead. Who knows, the answer could very well be "nothing." Are you scared of not wanting anything? What if your desire to obtain (x) disappears? What left do you have to fight for? Realize that you want nothing, and stop fighting with yourself. Or, go to a club, do some pickup, and realize what I said is true later. You're only playing yourself. So, what to do? Leave it there & stop mansplaining.

Yall are NUTS lol