samijiben

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  1. Good for you. Next step is follow-through cash-out. This is where you gotta dangle your balls in front of the world because you want em licked, you dirty bastard. Who you are and what you want has nothing to do with your persona-game of getting them titties in your face. You should change your bio to this: "I bear witness to the reality that I am a titty devil and Leo Gura is the motherfucker that I use to buttress this point while simultaneously ignoring it because, deep down, I know better." Mashallah
  2. No, actually, you are asking nonsense question, Princess. If I said, blahblahblah, look at my toes, now look at my arse, now scratch it while doing a backflip and EXCALIM "OM MANI PADME HUM!" And this is not even to mention you are expecting an answer?? And have audacity to say other people response not logical enough??? Your op didnt even pose a proper question. You just said, look here, look there, now abracadabra whizzlepop, what happened? Explain me that. No! No one gonna explain you that! You are fknnnn insane! Insane! If you are not joking, and seriously looking for an explanation for whatever the fuck kind lf question you hopefully don't still have, then 1st place to look is psychiatrist office. All the best, Princess.
  3. I also believe you are strawmanning the fuck out of Israel. If savages came into your backyard, raping the women and burning the babies, what happens next? To call it a genocide is intellectual laziness. The issue is more nuanced than that.
  4. How do you figure the dog dies before you pull the trigger? This is not Einstein's physics. This is Gura's physics.
  5. Sounds to me you gotta break this shit off Obviously it's your decision, your situation, your relationship, your life — obviously! But that you would take the matter of breaking up with your 4 year old girlfriend to an internet forum shows that you are not clear about this. If you are not clear about this (and considering the beans you spilled, re: depression on her part and it weighing you down), it does indeed make sense to break it off (to me). That is, it makes sense to me. I was in a long term relationship with some nice lady. I totally forgot who I was in that relationship. Took me months after the breakup to realize that. You might be in the same situation. It might be the case that your identity and sense of self is so intimately wrapped up with her that you have no remaining Individuality and identity outside of her. Regaining that and finding yourself again is more than enough of a reason to break it up. My logic comes from this assumption: You are more important than her. And you specifically said that she has you feeling "emotionally drained." This should tell you everything you need to know to move forward. Go regain yourself. Sulk in despair. Fight demons. Kick ass. And do it alone. That's my advice. I hate people on this forum who give advice like the advice I'm giving. I recognize that. I hate myself. But if you do listen to my advice, it's because you know you needed to. One would NOT, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, break up with their girlfrienf because some anonymous fucker on the internet told them to if they truly, deeply loved them and were commited to the long term of the relationship. So, with that being said, break this shit off, and watch the cookie crumble. God Bless.
  6. There is someone lurking beneath all the concepts and judgements. It's just not a person. It's God.
  7. Why the fuck does Leo spend so much time watching YouTube videos? His whole blog is filled with YouTube videos that are hours long. Presumably, he is watching them. I sure hope that he is watching the content in full that he posts for his thousands of followers to watch. But this raises a question: isn't a mysticman supposed to be doing a lot more of nothing? Ramana never watched YouTube! Horror video games? Makeup tutorial criticism videos? Pop culture bullshit? In the name of God? I mean, c'mon, Leo! Get to work! Do nothing, man! It seems so obvious to me that an enlightened man must be doing meditation all day long, not out of a sense of obligation, but naturally. A wizard would not indulge in watching YouTube videos. A wizard would be honing his jinxes, brewing mystery sauces in his cauldron, cultivating a deeper connection with God... And here Leo is watching fucking youtube!! Hours of it a day! I mean, surely some days he locks himself in his closet, but why not everyday! Is it not true that an enlightened man must act a certain way? Aren't there standards? Conditions? Expectations??? Something to ponder.
  8. Thank you all for your responses. I have arrived at the conclusion that judgement and assumption are so intimately interwined... That the very distinction between them would be both an assumption and a judgement (or a series of both acting with and against each other)! That is to say that any question that can be asked must must must be grounded on baseless assumptions and judgements... Judging by the situation, the question is valid... And one assumes that the question CAN be answered, otherwise... Why even ask it at all? Seeking and problem-solving as a past time or hobby makes sense because one feels bored and so occupies their time. But acting out of a place of neccesity, that is, pretending as if any of "This" matters and holds any "objective standing" independent of the mind's endless fabrications.. Is hubris and hypocrisy at their pinnacle: the amalgamation of assumptions and judgements working together to Again obscure the only reason we all ever stumbled upon... This existence that we call X, Y, and Z!
  9. Please share any thoughts you have about the distinction between judgement and assumption to help fuel my contemplative efforts. AI: The line gets blurry, however, which is why I brought this topic to the forum
  10. Good question. Indeed you can't control the boiling of the blood. But you can choose not to react in childish way. Breathe. Be conscious. Don't feed the anger with story. The anger arose in the 1st place because of story. Because of past trauma. Identity. Attachment. If you were as conscious as Buddha, nothing piss you off. Buddha doesn't care to die. Buddha already dead man walking. To fully answer your question, force is the way. Call it rage reciprocity. Some people have to be put in their place, that is, if you aren't willing to just walk away, which is always the best option. If you are forced or want to stay around or engage with such people, that is, fucking dickheads, then temper them, scream if you must, point out their bullshit, put em in their place!! No problem with feeling anrgy... you feel the anger for a reason! Let it out! Let it out in a mature way from a place of love. Such a thing is possible but requires high degree of enlightenment. I know an enlightened guy. He does not act as you might imagine. Yes, he is infinitely compassionate. But infinite compassion does NOT align witb fhe fantasy you have of it. Infinite compassion can mean screaming at someone to their face in such close proximity and so intensely that you scare the living fuck out of them... Just sayin..
  11. ima tell you straight up bro Stop telling yourself that x, y and z happened. Stop recaptiluating your love story in your head. Such lies! Especially telling yourself how good it was and etc. Etc. Fucking etc. You need to stop dwelling on the past. Sounds like a platitude? Wrong!! This is the source of your problem, and it seems deeply rooted in selfishness! Go out and focus on something or engage in an activity that is NOT about you!!! Go revel in the mystery of nature, your toilet bowl. This is all RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU! Take a walk, a shit, a shower, something! Have a beer, a smoke, make a game, play a game, eat some rice. Do 10 jumping jacks. Realize that life is beyond you. In all ways. And you continuing to TELL YOURSELF about Allll the shit that you think definitely happened to you.... Stop that! First, it is myopic and selfish. Stomach that. It screams "look at me, my story so important, I am sad boy, so hurt and alone!" Bullshit! Life is happening about you all the while! So go dance and play! Have fun, man! Let loose! Why the fuck not?? Don't make an excuse! If not anything else, deeply contemplate these matter, bc if you understood them, there would be no chance for you to wallow in such petty problems. I say this out of love bro. You can experience such bigger & better dimensions of reality, just gotta step out of these self-stories and into your boundless nature, potentiality, wonder, insanity, perhaps, and MUCH, MUCH MORE!! GOOD DAY!
  12. Everybody simmer the fuck down & put your phone away and go eat some goddamn breakfeast, Jesus Christ. God is in your noodles, ladies and gentlemen.
  13. I make a distinction between "spiritual people" and one who is actually enlightened, free of himself, operating from a place of openness indefinitely, as breakingthewall CLAIMS he does... To actually meet such a person in real life is a gift so precious that you wouldn't recognize it. These people may be so hidden that even You wouldn't know it if they were Sucking Your Cock! I am talking about a modern-day Buddha. Have you ever met one before? If not, then how can you know how many of them exist, if there even are such people "out there?" How do you know that Leo actually exists, living in his Las Vegas home? What if you were to obtain his IP address, track him down, bust his door open, and find an ethereal ghost taking a shit with a newspaper in hand and a cigarette in the other? That is, what if even Leo is a projection of your MIND? Anyways, this is a divergence from the topic of this post: that is, what if more people are enlightened than you think? Fucking hogwash! Find an enlightened person. I dare you. You would know how precious and rare such a person really is. Even in this day and age. Perhaps especially so. It is so goddamn rare to find a person like this. And if you do, they are sure to break every fantasy you have of what such a person must LOOK LIKE! Good day.
  14. Nah dude, just the opposite. More people are fools than you think. If you ever find an "enlightened person," you better start counting your fingers.