Nemra

I don't seem to find a vendor that ships harmala to my country. It's not banned, but one vendor responded that they cannot ship that product to my country, and the other ones don't have my country on the list. If you know one that you think ships a lot of countries, please mention it here.

I have watched a video in which a person said that they had an activation from a psychedelic (DMT) and their mental health got worse. Sometimes, I think that mine would also worsen, especially when I notice the stuff that I mentioned in the beginning of this thread, even though it seems to be beneficial for me for now.

@Davino, I don't know if you know, but you can find on Reddit and other forums how to extract the active chemical from the leaves.

The most disgusting thing I've ever tasted.

Now, I have a good reason not to talk to a psychiatrist. 😁

@Eskilon, I hope you took my reply as a joke. 😔

@Leo Gura, perhaps, I'm lucky. I would like to say that it's a benefit, but, as of yet, I'm not completely sure if it actually is. I don't know, but it may fade after some time if I never use psychedelics. Was it also more or less the same for you?

No, it literally isn't happening to you. You are using your experience to project onto others because you think that if you have a body, then why other people, who have human bodies, wouldn't experience stuff with you. What you're doing here is illogical, because you're assuming that your experience and others' experience have the same level of existence. By the way, I'm not saying that people aren't conscious of things, because certainly, they can tell you stuff that you could also be conscious of. I wrote in my previous posts that limiting your identity is false. That should have made things clear to you. If you identify with everything, i.e., regarding everything as you, then you are the experience itself.

@Breakingthewall, by the way, you can say that your experience is limited, as in your cognitive abilities limit it and your experience is structured in a specific way, however, it doesn't prove that others are experiencing simultaneously with you. Experience being concrete has nothing to do with that. That limitation only proves that you are in a certain state, which is called human. You are confusing stuff together.

@Sugarcoat, but for me, seeing through the illusion of it is way more helpful because I would know why I'm doing it. Then, I just try to remind myself that something is me if I notice that I regard it as not me.

Well, it's very easy to forget that. But it's the same as identifying with your body, however, it doesn't give you permission to control people. But I don't claim that you could or even must identify with everything if you suffer from something.

Yeah. But you don't have to zoom in to understand that. The fact that the existence of any object isn't more or less real in your field of "view" should tell you that it's illogical to identify only with the body.

It's not logical to say when I pinch the body, it hurts; therefore, I'm only the body.

Being in lower or higher states isn't an assessment. It's the reverse, actually. Your human life is a stable hallucination. You helplessly believe in your human life to the core because your sanity depends on it.

I only became conscious of that on a psychedelic trip a while ago. It's not something that I can experience while being a human. Literally, at that state, being a human is a hallucination, which is not an easy thing to say. It doesn't even feel quite right to say I "experienced" it, because at that level, experience isn't a given. However, you may be able to reinterpret your normal experience after the trip.