Nemra

About two weeks. Its effects have started to get worse, so I quit. And I get addicted very easily to coffee. I just had to sleep early so that I wouldn't need coffee the next day.

Yes. Before I used them, I invented a bunch of scenarios in my head of what would happen to me. However, I was so wrong. Wrong to a radical degree. It's not a mere experience. It's beyond that. It's was like stripping away of all my constructions that I have invented in a few seconds. Direct consciousness. Also, you say I believe in Leo, and then you bring up the masters. We should be consistent, shouldn't we?

Yeah, that episode was great.

I enjoy watching movies, going on lonely nature walks, playing the piano, introspection, and learning technical stuff that I'm curious about. Recently, I started focusing on improving my grammar and writing skills. Also, not drinking coffee has become a hobby. 😄

@UnbornTao, I am not a believer in Leo, especially recently, which is not to say I won't agree with him. Psychedelics annihilate the authority of Leo, to be honest. He is just a guide who can help. I speak for myself. Maybe psychedelics work on you differently. You have to consider that could be the case. You can superficially make that logical connection, but if you didn't become conscious of what the universe was before you were born, then you don't really know what you are talking about.

@UnbornTao, in a delirious state, you might really believe that you are in a simulation. And you are in a certain state right now. Can you think clearly when drunk? No. So, state is extremely crucial. Furthermore, convincing yourself of some belief can change your mood, but that is not a change in state of consciousness. However, my point was that your belief is limiting you. I think that's where your disagreements come from.

@UnbornTao, you believe that there aren't states of consciousness. I think that's the main thing that's limiting you here; treating states as a construction, which I think all of your critiques point to.

@Leo Gura, sorry if that came off as rude or maybe its personal. When I don't try to focus on survival stuff, such thoughts start to creep into my mind after my recent illness, which put me in a delirious state for a few days; a terrifying experience.

@bazera, one time, I consumed LSD in my dream, and it started to affect me. I haven't even tried LSD yet.

Blue wagon (Голубой вагон)

Gosh, I remember the ice cream truck playing this song when I was little. Crocodile Gena (Песня крокодила Гены)

January Blizzard (Звенит январская вьюга)

A Little Song About Bears (Песенка О Медведях)

@Leo Gura, I am amazed how you survived the insanity of your awakenings, especially with your health situation. Have you ever felt that you might go mad, become clinically insane, or lose/break your mind?

@Leo Gura, I liked the conversation. It was refreshing.