Joshi3

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  1. Any good sources for ptsd? Whenever I do shrooms I become EXTREMELY conscious of repressed trauma and that my emotions have been numbed to oblivion. I grew up with 2 parents from extremely abusive households sexually, emotionally, and physically. My dad was a huge narcissist very conservative anti-abortion anti-gay toxic masculinity religious. Mom grew up with an alcoholic dad. Growing up from age 0 to 9 parents would rage at each full-on fighting screaming, Dad would use extreme amounts of anger at me ever since I was a child. Yelling at me, grabbing me and dragging me around spanking me. Pulling me by the neck and arm. Was terrified to be anywhere near him let alone being alone with him. Parents eventually got divorced and was forced to live half and half at both houses. Dad would just straight-up talk shit on my mom justifying that I need to be educated about how she is. I feel NUMB as fuck depressed in a way where you just dont feel anything.
  2. as someone from Idaho there is a trump flag or blue lives matter flag on almost every house in my town. I have concern for the people of this community @Lyubov
  3. @Muhammad Jawad bruh Imma tell you right now silence is the best answer one can give you ...................................................................................................................................................................................................
  4. Do you threaten our survival on purpose out of love to push us towards awakening?
  5. @28 cm unbuffed aye I made a little post with some stage turquoise games if you wanna check out
  6. I think it would be awesome to make a GIANT catalog of all the really conscious video games out there. As I believe these games are educational, strain your mind in a healthy way, and are just all-around AWESOME. ABZU Autonauts | Age of Enlightenment The Vanishing of Ethan Carter Minecraft Okami HD The Witness Firewatch A Story About My Uncle
  7. Are there any good specific practices that will help with that facet?
  8. Be impeccable with your word never assume Don’t take anything personal and always do your best
  9. Why are we afraid of our greatest potential? Is it feelings of unworthiness? Low self-esteem? Etc.
  10. @JosephKnecht good dinosaur will have to check that one out for sure. Will watch it tonight
  11. Have been watching avatar and omg it’s so juicy and full of stage turquoise insight. Does anyone know of any Disney movies that of that nature. Like brave, Pocahontas, Mulan, etc?
  12. "self-improvement is masturbation, now self-destruction..."- Brad Pit
  13. Are you afraid of people being mean to you if you're gay? And lmao calling it homosexual is probably making it more interesting for you. Also could you be asexual? and are you doing nofap?