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  20. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    What do i mean?

    Let's a run a thought experiment together. Imagine you are a billionaire. You have 8 billion dollars in your bank account BUT you are unconscious like Trump for example.

    Then you meet Buddha. And you say to Budda:

    "I give you all my money for exchange your level of awakening"

    Buddha would not accept that deal.

    That's How Good Enlightment is!!

    It's Better Than Your Wildest Fn Dreams. (Sorry for the copy paste Leo vocabulary).

     

    Why am i saying all of this?

    To Motivate the living sh*t out of you.

    Don't believe anything blindly please.

    Maybe i am insane.

    - Thank you for your patience thus far.

     

  23. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    Excuse me today. It is almost impossible to contain myself.

     

     

     

    I am Forever Grateful for Everything.

    I am Forever Grateful even for the things that i hated most of my life.

    I am Forever Grateful for pain, misery & suffering.

    I am Forever Grateful that some people think i am insane.

    I am Forever Grateful that some ppl will minterpret this post.

    I am Forever Grateful that Hitler existed.

    I am Forever Grateful for Leo, Actualized.org & every member on this site.

    Thank you God. Thank you God.

     

     

    Ok enough is enough.

    Get back to work fellas & listen carefully to this fella named Leo Gura .

    Maybe he is not insane.

    Maybe he is ...

    Only God knows.

     

  25. Posted · Edited by SQAAD

    Hello everyone.Today i consumed 4 caps of LSA alongside with Syrian Rue.
     & I had the Most Terrifying Experience of My Life!!!

    I am still at the effect of it & i am Totally Speechless!!

    Lessons from this trip

    1.  Being God is Too Much Responsibility!!!! TOO MUCH!
    2. I feel  Very Much Grateful that i am still a limited human being & That Reality is This Way and not some other way.During the trip i was TERRIFIED Of experiencing Pain & Suffering And Made Myself Puke to end the trip.
    3. God Can Traumatise you for good if you aren't prepared. I realised that i am not ready yet and need T o n s of Work But i am hopefull the work will be done in this lifetime Maybe.....

    I used Leo's technique with Actuality & the hand to Keep Grounding Myself on Actuality & I Was Praying To Myself to end the trip.

    Leo is Absolutely Right about Love!!! And Y e s Reality is Infinitely P - e r - f  - e  - c - t  . Also a Deep Lesson i want to  implement is, to Trust God No Matter What.

    to Trust "My" Own Deeper Knowing No matter what.

     

     A lot of trauma came out on the surface as well.
    I feel compassion towards everyone now.

    This Work is so FN Diffuclt!!
    How Much Truth Can you Handle??


    Now there is Fear of Ego Backlash. Did not Expect this experience to be so Strong. 
    - Thank you for reading everybody!!     :)