Rigel

By far the funnest sourcing method.

Travelling to trip once will not change your life. Tripping is a practice, you won’t be able to navigate it very well the first few times. Check if you can get your hands on spores in your country. Those are being sold in a grey legal zone in some places. It’s really not a magic pill. You need tons of experimentation to learn how to integrate. Going off and doing one trip is good if you go with the only intention of seeing what’s there openly and figuring out if you even want to go down that road. For safety you need enough substance to try micro first and slowly ramp up over many trips, weeks, months and years. You can’t just trip once and get all the benefits, that’s just not how it works.

I successfully switched to decaf. There are some really tasty specialty ones.

Did you read the book?

Here’s my shortest summary of it: Just stop.

The lens of movement. I like to pick anything at all and ask myself how is this moving? In how many dimensions? Physical 3D based movement? Poetic movement? Emotional movement? Then I think of vectors. Where is it going? How fast? Is it aesthetically pleasing? Does it make sense and harmonize with the meta-geometrical structures through which it’s moving? What trace is left behind? Is it sustainable? Is it intentional? What if I stop moving? Wait I’m still moving… ok I got it this time. Oh wait I’m still moving. This time for sure… Oh no, still moving. How wonderful. I get moved by it.

There’s a huge range of expression for your specific genetic make up. You can live well below your potential or close to it. Why not learn to ride the wave your on? Better than getting rolled over by it for 80years even it’s not the nicest wave. It’s still rideable and enjoyable if you self-helpify your attitude. No need for the books. Get to practicing. You created this human cause you wanted to experience this human. Enjoy it. Or not I guess. You could also from your divine power choose to curse yourself with a bad attitude about it.

Good for u, how was your first trip like? I never managed to like blue honey but I tried very hard. Hope you’ll enjoy it more lol. Maybe I just made it wrong idk

Health and spirit get fed by the same hand. The hand of harmony.

No it’s the norm and also the smart attitude to have. By all means don’t let me stop you from being negatively motivated.

You can love a challenge right now. You don’t need to trap yourself with more limiting beliefs. The noobs that usually can stick with it and stop being noobs are the ones that are in it for the love of the game. You think brut discipline will get you there? Lol

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Any answer you read here is also a story. Just like your desires. It’s fake. It’s an invention. It’s bias. You desire stuff that keeps the falseness of you’re identification intact. If you didn’t seemingly desire finite stuff you would just die and realize every thing that can ever exist is desired by God and that’s why it’s here. Human desires are stories for children. It’s crucial to play the human game. If you don’t pretend there’s a game there’s no more game. It’s a life and death story. Human desires don’t even exist. Free will is an illusion. God desire is infinite love & creation.

It’s a story. You can’t help but do exactly what you are doing right now. Wether the human desires it or not. You could say God desires everything infinitely. Which is why anything exists at all.

When I am locked up in the practice room I wear my clothes until they smell funny. Shirts change everyday cause practice makes me sweat a lot but I can keep pants for more than a week. When I am on stage I go completely wack with homemade, vibrant clothes. White canvas shoes almost all the time unless the subculture I participate in is conformist and forces me to wear « formal » shoes which I find stupid and uncomfortable to no end. Pretentious leather clown business shoes make me cringe a lot but sometimes I have to conform.