GeoLura

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  9. Posted

    12 hours ago, Joseph Maynor said:

    If someone tried to cut your penis off with pruning shears then come and tell me your Ego is fully gone.  Or another thing, face the death of a loved one and tell me your Ego is fully gone.  You're gonna find out real fast that that's just a belief, a mere thought.  You will experience the Ego-Mind, you just want to have a space there, that's what transcendence is.  Transcendence is not complete annihilation of the Ego-Mind, that's a mere thought, an idea, not reality.  But you can put some distance through cultivation of awareness between you and the Ego-Mind so that it doesn't totally dominate you.

    r/Murderedbywords xD

    Good thing about living in a cabin in the woods, with alot of bears and wolfs around is that whenever i think i've transcended self-survival, i'll go out at dark and imagine getting mauled by a bear and then quickly run back inside xD

  10. Posted

    @Sven

    On 8.3.2019 at 0:49 AM, Sven said:

    @GeoLura <3.. Thank you

    Good response. Of course i'm not more enlightened, the character that's writing this. Me. Can't be enlightened. 

    It's hard to seriously talk about enlightenment, because it's all false. I'd like to talk about it, but when i try, it feels "wrong", anything that can be said about it is a lie. Just more consepts to fill someones head. 

     

  12. Posted · Edited by GeoLura

    It's like... Consciousness is the only thing u can be sure is true. Anything else is just belief. Everything you experience seems real to you, but is not true in an absolute sense. Like dreams, people in your dream exist, but they are all you. The scenery and everything is you. So it's an Illusion of separation. 

    And it turns out even you don't exist, so...it's all consciousness. Or Being or whatever.

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    Thought this was pretty interesting. I haven't read anything about this, i guess it has some name in eastern mysticism, but anyways. The normal way of falling asleep for me before was to get lost in thought and at some point to fall asleep.
    It's different for me now, i don't get lost in thought during the day and have very little thoughts in general, so when i lay in bed waiting to fall asleep there's almost complete silence. Weird stuff happens when the body falls asleep, i'm aware the whole time. First time this happened i thought i didn't fall asleep at all, but when i looked at the clock 8 hours had passed and i felt well rested.
    Last night was weird, i fell asleep, tried to enter a dream on purpose and realized it was alot like daydreaming. I was in a dream and then came back and opened my eyes, couldn't move my body, so i was still asleep. Did this many times during the night: Reality, dream, reality, dream.
    If any of you have experienced sleep paralysis before, it's kinda like that, but no demons standing next to your bed :D

    Any of you have similar experiences?

  16. Posted

    >So... What am i? Ok, i'm gonna observe thoughts arising.
    >"Thoughts....Thoughts....Thinking....Thinking...." Ok so i can't know what my next thought is... they just pop from nowhere...So i can't be the thinker
    >Actions and emotions seem to also arise from nowhere, they just happen automatically or with first comes a thought and then comes the action of that thought.
    >So....I can't find myself. No-one is in control....
    >Every though is illusory it seems. Thinking seems to exist, but the content of thought is illusory. So that must be that only this present moment exist. Only this room exists right now. Everything else must be a fantasy, a delusion.
    >OH! oooooh... But something is aware about everything!
    >no... wait... It's not something, it's no-thing, it has no qualities.
    >So i don't exist... that's very clear, but there's awareness that's left and that has always been AND IT'S EVERYTHING!

    At this point everything is the same, everything is consciousness. I went to look around the house and yeap, everything. The next day i went shopping, saw other people and my family, yeap.. they're also consciousness.

    Then i realized that believing that anything exists other than consciousness is a belief. I can't know if other people are real, i can't know if anything is real. I don't call it illusion, i just can't know.

    And everything is perfect.

  19. Posted

    9 hours ago, Serotoninluv said:

    I’d just be mindful if the personality tries to take ownership of it and creates a new story. 

    I don't mind if that happens. I'm not trying to start a cult or be a perfect enlightened being. To get "here" was out of my hands, i stopped many times, but "truth" came back nagging. If i look back at my life as a person, everything was set perfectly, every situation that led me here. It seems like it was meant to be like this. That's just a story ofc, but it's fun to think back.

     

    6 hours ago, EmptinessDncing said:

    Does anyone else that is 'done' cop what I call extra-sensory dizziness?  It's like a swirling sensation in the head.  I guess it could be put in the kundalini syndrome bag, but added to the lack of any personal reference point and the oddness of experiential illusion it's like a permanent acid trip.  Is that a thing?

    Something like that. Weird energy pulses from bottom of my spine to top of my head, and if i look at a surface long enough the patterns start dancing like on a low dose lsd trip. No dizziness tho. Other weird thing is that before this i had aphantasia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aphantasia but now i can visualize things very clearly.
     

     

    7 hours ago, WelcometoReality said:

    That center is still there for me and it feels alittle envious of you. :)

    That envy might be the reason why you still have the center. Lower your expectations, no fireworks went off when this happened. More like "oh....right". I respect the enlightened masters that can "point to the moon" so clearly, if i had to i would have no idea what to say and how i got here.