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Yeah it is what it is . I'm bisexual. Im attracted to both girls and handsome dudes . So i allowed myself to stare at gay porn. The clip was between a "top ".and "bottom "gay couples.  The "top " dude was extremely good-looking and his dick was so impressive almost shaped like a fresh banana . So I nutted .and failed No Nut November. And I feel proud of myself that I finally came to terms with my gay side. I still like cute girls as well and been masturbating to softcore (boy & girl ) clips since I was 14 .

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7 minutes ago, AerisVahnEphelia said:

everything is clear about you know.

 

What ?!


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I can't with you. A fresh banana. Sure it wasn't a 🥒 


The "I" wants to know it's not. So, it seeks the end of itself. Hurray, there never was an "I". 

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11 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

I can't with you. A fresh banana. Sure it wasn't a 🥒 

Lol nah his penis was curved like a banana. Its all genetics I guess. My dick is like a straight hotdog. Some dudes have it curved .and some dudes have the curse of having a micro penis ..which in all honesty its the worst thing ever for a man. And if its designed by God then this God is the actual manifestation of the word  "Cuck".


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2 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Lol nah his penis was curved like a banana. Its all genetics I guess. My dick is like a straight hotdog. Some dudes have it curved .and some dudes have the curse of having a micro penis ..which in all honesty its the worst thing ever for a man. And if its designed by God then this God is the actual manifestation of the word  "Cuck".

The worst thing ever for a man is to not know what to do with his micro penis. You think having a large penis is some God given gift? Think again. Straight hot dog? Lol. That doesn't sound enticing. Like it would just frustrate a nice wet pink juicy cervix. Let me stop. Good thing this thread is about porn. Hard to get yelled at in a porn thread and told to stay on topic after inciting some wet juicy talk. 


The "I" wants to know it's not. So, it seeks the end of itself. Hurray, there never was an "I". 

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Congrats.

I tried looking at it once as an open mindedness exercise. Pretty much exactly what I expected but very much not to my taste. Tried half-heatedly to get hard, was unsuccessful. Never did it again.

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2 hours ago, Someone here said:

AMA.

when you finally gonna start that business you claimed you wanted to start 2 years ago?

too busy fapping I guess.


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5 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

The worst thing ever for a man is to not know what to do with his micro penis. You think having a large penis is some God given gift? Think again. Straight hot dog? Lol. That doesn't sound enticing. Like it would just frustrate a nice wet pink juicy cervix. Let me stop. Good thing this thread is about porn. Hard to get yelled at in a porn thread and told to stay on topic after inciting some wet juicy talk. 

🤣🤦‍♀️

4 minutes ago, The0Self said:

Congrats.

I tried looking at it once as an open mindedness exercise. Pretty much exactly what I expected but very much not to my taste. Tried half-heatedly to get hard, was unsuccessful. Never did it again.

Then you ain't gay or bi buddy. You are straight 🔥. 

3 minutes ago, flowboy said:

when you finally gonna start that business you claimed you wanted to start 2 years ago?

too busy fapping I guess.

Maybe my business will be a male gay pornstar career 🤔. 

Jk lol😜 


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1 minute ago, Princess Arabia said:

The worst thing ever for a man is to not know what to do with his micro penis. You think having a large penis is some God given gift? Think again. Straight hot dog? Lol. That doesn't sound enticing. Like it would just frustrate a nice wet pink juicy cervix. Let me stop. Good thing this thread is about porn. Hard to get yelled at in a porn thread and told to stay on topic after inciting some wet juicy talk. 

Too big is almost worse than too small. In fact I would advise anyone who wants to do jelqing or stretching exercises (and is not listening to my warning telling them not to do it as if they do it wrong they could injure themselves) to understand that they probably want to remain safely shy of about 7.5-7.75 inches, as this is the length beyond which (from what I’ve heard; I’m not a woman after all) the guy won’t be able to bury himself all the way in many women and certainly not without causing pain in lots of them. Best size is 5-7.5 inches long and the same width as 1.5-3 (maybe 2-3) fingers, but if one is 4 inches long even that’s probably fine as long as they can hit the right angles — if they hit the right angles and are really good at foreplay so she’s super high on libido, it could probably be even smaller and still rock her world.

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@Raze been keeping a close eye on me don't you ?;)


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3 minutes ago, The0Self said:

Too big is almost worse than too small. In fact I would advise anyone who wants to do jelqing or stretching exercises (and is not listening to my warning telling them not to do it as if they do it wrong they could injure themselves) to understand that they probably want to remain safely shy of about 7.5-7.75 inches, as this is the length beyond which (from what I’ve heard; I’m not a woman after all) the guy won’t be able to bury himself all the way in many women and certainly not without causing pain in lots of them. Best size is 5-7.5 inches long and the same width as 1.5-3 (maybe 2-3) fingers, but if one is 4 inches long even that’s probably fine as long as they can hit the right angles — if they hit the right angles and are really good at foreplay so she’s super high on libido, it could probably be even smaller and still rock her world.

Hard to say for me as I'm not that big into penises. All those figures you're quoting are just mumbo jumbo to my ears. If I'm feeling you as a man, size for me doesn't matter as long as its not too big, as in over 7". A man has never rocked my world sexually just for sex's sake. Him himself may have and the sex was just an added bonus. I cannot have great sex with somebody I'm not into without the sex. So if he has a 3", it wouldn't matter to me because I wouldn't be with him for his penis. That's the beauty of love and real attraction.


The "I" wants to know it's not. So, it seeks the end of itself. Hurray, there never was an "I". 

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@Princess Arabia That's why i keep telling dont go for whats between her legs go for whats between her ears thats where the real "gspot" is 😏 but it can only be hit by the man that im with myself which is full of sexual,sensual,romantic,kinky adventure that pushes your sexual edge...

Look what gay porn got us talk about fuck 😂


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@Someone here Have you thought about doing it with a guy for real?

I think getting sex with a guy with online dating is a lot easier than with girls but I could be wrong. 

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8 hours ago, Jannes said:

@Someone here Have you thought about doing it with a guy for real?

I think getting sex with a guy with online dating is a lot easier than with girls but I could be wrong. 

No .

You want me to catch a STD?


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20 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

Hard to say for me as I'm not that big into penises. All those figures you're quoting are just mumbo jumbo to my ears. If I'm feeling you as a man, size for me doesn't matter as long as its not too big, as in over 7". A man has never rocked my world sexually just for sex's sake. Him himself may have and the sex was just an added bonus. I cannot have great sex with somebody I'm not into without the sex. So if he has a 3", it wouldn't matter to me because I wouldn't be with him for his penis. That's the beauty of love and real attraction.

Yeah, too big is worse than too small in many cases. I would guess it’s 7.5-7.75 for many women but for some like you it appears even 7 may be the limit.

6 minutes ago, Someone here said:

No .

You want me to catch a STD?

Yeah it’s >10x easier to catch one from anal but you could always use condoms. I would just have sex with women but hey if you’re just as attracted to guys why not

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@The0Self no I'm not 50/50 gay /straight .

I'm leaning more towards girls . 80% of guys are ugly creatures for me . Only a super handsome guy can get me attracted to him .

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3 hours ago, Someone here said:

No .

You want me to catch a STD?

No risk no fun lol. But you can use condoms then there is very little risk I think. 

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after my awakening my identity was gone and I said I could jerk it to gay porn and I did and then I said I could do it to everything and then I did and then I just stopped watching. do this and you can conquer pornography. How to conquer pornography is to cum to gay porn your brain knows this and its doing it by itself you just became open to this keep being open and you conquer the whole thing. Keep it up man good work !

Now shit and piss your pants

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