Is this true? (Suicide)

[blankisomeone]

https://medium.com/the-collector/where-does-suicide-take-the-soul-883faa98e15e

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Edited September 30, 2022 by blankisomeone

[blankisomeone]

U guys know of any wacky new age spiritual person who claims to have killed themselves in another life and knows what happens?

[blankisomeone]

teal swan talks about the law of mirroring and how it gets carried over. Like if/when I kill myself, all of my darkness will get reflected back at me and it will be hellish

 

i was going thru lots of stress at work once and was seriously thinking of ending it but decided to take a nap instead and I had a horrible dream which felt too real of me walking aimlessly in the street and then some people slapping me and shaking me to wake the fuck up

 

idk what that was all about 

and to a certain extent I’m almost curious now what happens to be honest. But the finality of such an act, the not being able to undo it is very very very very very very terrifying

 

im feeling too alone and idk if it’s fixable anymore

 

today was also stressful at work and I just did some crying in bed

 

my chest hurts like I’m on the verge of a heart attack and I’m only 23 (:

Edited September 30, 2022 by blankisomeone

[blankisomeone]

 

8 hours ago, Loba said:

What are you currently doing for a spiritual practice?

Nothing much. I did 3 psychedelic trips, first one was great. Second and third one my depression and loneliness and twisted thinking were amplified and the experience was not pleasant. Not willing to do it again anytime soon!!!

I had 2 therapy sessions but they’r hella expensive, don’t know for how much longer I can keep that going

im workin on cognitive therapy. Learning about cognitive distortions. Therapist says I need to have this down cuz it’s first step in the healing journey. I’m also trying inner child work but that’s not working well.. I just can’t seem to get it right

butttttt idkk if this is the right path. Idk what I’m doing

Edited September 30, 2022 by blankisomeone

[Leo Gura]

There is no soul. You are God and death is a dream.

With that said, don't harm your body.

Edited September 30, 2022 by Leo Gura

[Bojan V]

Perhaps try to read books Journey of Souls and Destiny of Souls by Michael Newton.

And i'm sorry you have troubles at work. It's ok to cry if you feel that way.

Hugs...

[Mz Hyde]

5 hours ago, blankisomeone said:

I had 2 therapy sessions but they’r hella expensive, don’t know for how much longer I can keep that going

https://youarerad.org/

[Gidiot]

It’s a good question you raise… if everything is gods will, then people who commit suicide are too.  Suicide feels wrong to me that’s why “I” wouldn’t do it but I’m curious as to what will happen if there was no longer a feeling of being in a body.  It’s said that it’ll be this and that after death but I haven’t had the consciousness to be certain of it yet. Way too many concepts

Edited September 30, 2022 by Gidiot

[blankisomeone]

9 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

and death is a dream

Yup. Terrifying.

[The Mystical Man]

Don't ever consider committing suicide. For suicide is not the easy way out. The consequences of such an action will be severe; it will cause a karmic mess, which you will need to resolve. Therefore, you cannot avoid life. Life is like one of those movies where the characters have to play a game, and the only way to stop the game is to play it until the end; you have to complete the game of life. When you kill yourself, you get another womb. And then life will tell you: "Choose again." It's better to make the right choice in this lifetime. In this lifetime, you have a tremendous advantage; it's a great opportunity.

Edited September 30, 2022 by The Mystical Man

[blankisomeone]

4 hours ago, Mz Hyde said:

https://youarerad.org/

Ok fuck it I’m gonna try this

i remember u recommended it to me twice before but I overlooked it

i have some prejudice regarding how that website looks because it looks too happy and positive and I am positivity averse (:

but ok I’ll try it

[The Mystical Man]

11 hours ago, blankisomeone said:

i was going thru lots of stress at work once and was seriously thinking of ending it but decided to take a nap instead and I had a horrible dream which felt too real of me walking aimlessly in the street and then some people slapping me and shaking me to wake the fuck up

 

idk what that was all about 

Nobody can tell you what your dreams are about. Only you can find out what your unconscious is trying to tell you. There is a very simple process that's described in this book by Robert A. Johnson: Inner Work: Using Dreams and Active Imagination for Personal Growth

[blankisomeone]

12 minutes ago, The Mystical Man said:

Nobody can tell you what your dreams are about. Only you can find out what your unconscious is trying to tell you. There is a very simple process that's described in this book by Robert A. Johnson: Inner Work: Using Dreams and Active Imagination for Personal Growth

Idk why I said idk what that was all about. It was clear what that was all about: I needed to wake the hell up from my suicidal impulses. The other characters in the dream were shaking me violently and I woke up from that nap feeling on my actual skin as if I’d really been slapped (which *really* happened for anyone who understands that there’s no difference between right now and a nightly dream)

Suicide is just one of my destinies. I know I can choose out of it even though sometimes it feels like a gravitational pull and I’m even overtaken by curiosity about experiencing first hand what happens (but like I said, the finality of the decision is really terrifying; and it does feel wrong and dirty to have so much anger towards my own self. Suicide is just wrong, period. It’s mechanical and driven by anger. It’s just very twisty)

Edited September 30, 2022 by blankisomeone

[Yarco]

All religions have an incentive to tell you that something horrible will happen if you kill yourself.

Otherwise everyone would just commit suicide whenever things get tough, if they thought they could just take a shortcut to heaven.

Until you're 100% certain though, I would operate on the assumption that this is the only 1 life you have, so it's probably worth living even if it sucks. You have infinity to not exist afterward.

11 hours ago, blankisomeone said:

i was going thru lots of stress at work

today was also stressful at work and I just did some crying in bed

my chest hurts like I’m on the verge of a heart attack and I’m only 23 (:

This sounds like a panic attack 

[blankisomeone]

1 minute ago, Yarco said:

You have infinity to not exist afterward

No, the shit show probably goes on forever. Non existence is not possible unfortunately

[The Mystical Man]

25 minutes ago, blankisomeone said:

Idk why I said idk what that was all about. It was clear what that was all about: I needed to wake the hell up from my suicidal impulses. The other characters in the dream were shaking me violently and I woke up from that nap feeling on my actual skin as if I’d really been slapped (which really happened for anyone who understands that there’s no difference between right now and a nightly dream)

Yes, the meaning of that dream seems rather obvious, but Johnson's process can help you to discover less obvious meanings. Dream work helped me a lot.

25 minutes ago, blankisomeone said:

Suicide is just one of my destinies. I know I can choose out of it even though sometimes it feels like a gravitational pull and I’m even overtaken by curiosity about experiencing first hand what happens (but like I said, the finality of the decision is really terrifying; and it does feel wrong and dirty to have so much anger towards my own self. It’s just very twisty)

I hope you choose well. 

Maybe Redemptive Love can help you:

 

Edited September 30, 2022 by The Mystical Man

[The Mystical Man]

57 minutes ago, Yarco said:

Otherwise everyone would just commit suicide whenever things get tough, if they thought they could just take a shortcut to heaven.

There is no shortcut to heaven. The point of life isn't to discover that all you needed to do was to kill yourself. That's violent. The point of life is to play the game of life well. Play it wisely and lovingly. Life is about wise action, and suicide is not a wise action.

57 minutes ago, Yarco said:

You have infinity to not exist afterward.

There is an eternity of existence.

Edited September 30, 2022 by The Mystical Man

[blankisomeone]

6 hours ago, Loba said:

I'd love to give you more helpful advice, but I don't know a whole lot about therapy so I can't really delve into that too much.  I've heard great things about it, and not so great things.  I think it will all come down to how you're feeling about the process.  Give it some time and evaluate if it is helping you and if not, try something else, if so, stick with it.

I really enjoyed my 2 therapy sessions. It seems like my therapist knows what he’s doing. He’s helped many people, he has experience. And he is religious so he’s not afraid of using the word God or Love, which I think is actually pretty nice. He guided me through a painful past memory of mine and I felt better afterwards. He really tuned in to the anger I was feeling at the moment.

only problem is I’m meeting with him only twice a month. I need a HELL of a lot more meetings than that! I don’t think twice a month is enough at all. Better than nothing, but still... not enough. I have TOO MUCH to say, to express and to understand and to learn. Meeting only twice a month for 1 and a half hour each session is laughable 

The ideal? 3 hours daily of intense work. Keep dreaming though?

Edited October 1, 2022 by blankisomeone

[at_anchor]

On 9/30/2022 at 4:28 PM, The Mystical Man said:

Don't ever consider committing suicide. For suicide is not the easy way out. The consequences of such an action will be severe; it will cause a karmic mess, which you will need to resolve. Therefore, you cannot avoid life. Life is like one of those movies where the characters have to play a game, and the only way to stop the game is to play it until the end; you have to complete the game of life. When you kill yourself, you get another womb. And then life will tell you: "Choose again." It's better to make the right choice in this lifetime. In this lifetime, you have a tremendous advantage; it's a great opportunity.

You're not your thoughts, your body, etc. All this changes so in the end you are basically nothing and everything. There is no boundary between you and another person. This dream is like a moving picture. The distinctions are imaginary. You make the other person as much as he/she makes you. There is no difference between people. Just different positions and apperances on this canvas of reality. As previously stated, there is no soul that you are, which is different than someone elses soul and will get reincarnated in another womb.

On 9/30/2022 at 5:01 AM, Loba said:

the Gods

Okay, we have various kinds of animals, humans, bugs, microscopic organisms and aliens. Am I missing something here? You can't be serious that there are Gods.

[ZenAlex]

On 30/09/2022 at 3:28 PM, The Mystical Man said:

Don't ever consider committing suicide. For suicide is not the easy way out. The consequences of such an action will be severe; it will cause a karmic mess, which you will need to resolve. Therefore, you cannot avoid life. Life is like one of those movies where the characters have to play a game, and the only way to stop the game is to play it until the end; you have to complete the game of life. When you kill yourself, you get another womb. And then life will tell you: "Choose again." It's better to make the right choice in this lifetime. In this lifetime, you have a tremendous advantage; it's a great opportunity.

Evidence?