Why does Leo's advice doesn't work for me ?

[Majed]

So, I am going to break down Leo's advice into 3 different categories: spiritual, dating wise, and career wise. 

Since I started my journey with actualized.org I've done a lot of work. Spirituality is probably where I've gotten the most success out of the three domains i listed above. I've done hundreds of hours in total of combined meditations and contemplations, and my consciousness really grew a lot. However, I had rare ecstatic experiences before doing spiritual work then I didn't have such robust experiences sober. I've tried mdma once, and it was a really great spiritual experience, however I won't do psychedelics anymore because I have mental illnesses. I should do more spiritual work like contemplation and meditation to get more mystical experiences, however that isn't a priority for now. 

Dating wise, I've had success too, I've had a lot of experience approaching women, close to 2700 approaches, a lot of make outs in clubs, however never got laid because I didn't have money for the hotel room, because of my mental illnesses I couldn't get a job, I was too dysfunctional to work. After treatment though I am planning on getting a job, to have money to take girls to hotel rooms and get laid there. 

Career wise is where I didn't have much success yet, simply because I didn't really work at it, since my passion is rap music and I need money for proper equipment, which since I am planning on getting a job soon, am planning to get those equipment and make higher quality rap songs. I have a talent for rap, but I just need more financial resources to actualize my vision. I have a strategy of posting reels regularly where I rap and create a Patreon where people can support me in exchange of exclusive content. If I can get some 50 people to donate 10 dollars a month, I'll be able to quit my job and focus full time on rap. 

I am still 23 years old. So yeah, that's that. 

Edited 4 hours ago by Majed

[LordFall]

Bro you're 23 lol

Chill out and keep working on marketable skills and you'll be fine. I think you're on the right path.