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Connor Murphy the fitness influencer, has passed away

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Just now, Inliytened1 said:

But there was something genuine in the awakenings.  Surely you could see that. 

Definitely.  

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I watched dozens of hours of Connor’s content because I actually believed that he was just trying to overcome his social anxiety like me and so many others. 

I can’t believe he’s dead. He’s stated multiple times he wants to be the most deceptive motherfucker out there. He’s really into numerology too, that’s why I predict if he’s not resurrected by 7/11 then he’s for real, for real. Until then though I just can’t accept this.

It was sort of its own awakening realizing Leo truly never was in cahoots with Connor though.

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Just now, LifeEnjoyer said:

I watched dozens of hours of Connor’s content because I actually believed that he was just trying to overcome his social anxiety like me and so many others. 

I can’t believe he’s dead. He’s stated multiple times he wants to be the most deceptive motherfucker out there. He’s really into numerology too, that’s why I predict if he’s not resurrected by 7/11 then he’s for real, for real. Until then though I just can’t accept this.

It was sort of its own awakening realizing Leo truly never was in cahoots with Connor though.

He said he is acting out mental illness to educate people about mental illness.

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2 minutes ago, Joseph Maynor said:

He said he is acting out mental illness to educate people about mental illness.

There’s multiple parts to his character which used to all be laid out on his YouTube channel ‘Connosis’ which just so happens to have been taken down (by him?) around the same time he dies again? Maybe he’s still alive… Or maybe I’m just in denial :(

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3 minutes ago, LifeEnjoyer said:

There’s multiple parts to his character which used to all be laid out on his YouTube channel ‘Connosis’ which just so happens to have been taken down (by him?) around the same time he dies again? Maybe he’s still alive… Or maybe I’m just in denial :(

Watch this video carefully.  He is very clear about what his purpose is, at least at this time.  
 

 

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@Joseph Maynor Again, he convinced me in this video that he really has control about these characters he plays. its crazy to see that now where he is gone.

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3 minutes ago, OBEler said:

He’s been able to fake news articles in the past

3 minutes ago, Joseph Maynor said:

Watch this video carefully.  He is very clear about what his purpose is, at least at this time.  
 

 

I’ve watched that video like 10 times. I’m saying his purpose went deeper than that but now I’m questioning all of it. My head feels fucked

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3 minutes ago, LifeEnjoyer said:

He’s been able to fake news articles in the past

I’ve watched that video like 10 times. I’m saying his purpose went deeper than that but now I’m questioning all of it. My head feels fucked

I haven't watched any of his content except this one video.  

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Just now, Joseph Maynor said:

I haven't watched any of his content except this one video.  

I’ve been following closely since his ‘escaping the cult of bodybuilding’ vid

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@LifeEnjoyer Yes like me. I question everything right now. I was 100% sure connor murphy was just acting. It is a mindfuck and I get mindfucked the more videos I watch about him. He sounds like a normal person.

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1 minute ago, LifeEnjoyer said:

I’ve been following closely since his ‘escaping the cult of bodybuilding’ vid

This is why I like to say it is important to meet people in person.  Especially nowadays when we don't even know who we are dealing with online.  You get a better sense of someone when you sit down with them for dinner or meet with them over a course of days.  

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@LifeEnjoyer yeah he played the character so well he needed to die exact the same way. 

 

The "Drug Overdose" Connection

The mention of a drug overdose is tied directly to a real-world musical that inspired Connor's online stunt:

Dear Evan Hansen: Connor explains that his entire online persona over the previous year was modeled after this Broadway musical.

The Character: A key character in the musical is named Connor Murphy—sharing the exact same name as him.

The Overdose Plot: In the play, the fictional Connor Murphy struggles with severe mental health issues and ultimately dies by suicide from a drug overdose.

Connor states that he used this coincidence to stage a real-life version of the play on YouTube. As part of this "act," he pretended to be heavily involved with psychedelics (like Ayahuasca) and feigned a drug-induced psychosis online to simulate the character's downward spiral and raise mental health awareness.

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Bro was manic and in a deep state of psychosis. How he was acting in his recent videos and for the past few years is exactly what psychosis looks like from an outsiders perspective. His death is exactly the end that many people with mental issues come to. It doesn't matter how many times he said he was acting or that it was some grand scheme. All that was a psychotic cope for his behavior and antics. Just because you are in psychosis does not mean that you are not intelligent or can't act in ways that seem normal.

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“The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God’s eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love.” ~ Meister Eckhart

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The truth usually arrives along with a whole bunch of horseshit.


It is far easier to fool someone, than to convince them they have been fooled.

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5 hours ago, OBEler said:

He said it over and over again, it's just a character he plays. He doesn't look crazy in this video :

That's what bipolar is like. He is only crazy during narrow manic episodes, not 24/7. Manic episodes happen suddenly after weeks of calm.

His own family had him committed for mental health nearly a dozen times over the the years.

You cannot trust his words because they are rationalizations. He was too irresponsible to own up to all his problems so he acted to mask them.

5 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

He wanted to reach the God state again. A normal person like you and me can wait for it.  He couldn't. And this was because he felt like he was not adequate enough. 

Well, he was warned many times the dangers of constantly using psychedelics.

Yes, if you use psychedelics daily for months, bad things will start to happen.

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You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity.

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