holy shit it's all a dream, i am all alone. I awoken.

[Majed]

@Sugarcoat 

11 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

It’s more than “inside your own mind”. Perceiving others is more than mind level, whatever you mean when you say mind

You can notice a thought is a thought, but still recognize your experience of others which is deeper than that thought. It’s still there with or without that thought 

You sound like you had some shift in your subjective experience of reality , some distancing from the mind level. And now you’re talking as if you recognized the nature of the entire reality . 
 

I see this all the time, from my perspective people are doing it so much, so many people talking about absolute boundless infinity  , but then my sense of them is not matching with the profound language they use…

You would be wise to open your mind to new possibilities, and drop your argumentation. You have to deconstruct materialism to a large degree, before realizing life is a dream. 

[Breakingthewall]

26 minutes ago, Majed said:

@Sugarcoat 

You would be wise to open your mind to new possibilities, and drop your argumentation. You have to deconstruct materialism to a large degree, before realizing life is a dream. 

@Majed 

How could you realize that life is a dream? "Life" and "dream" are relative ideas that happens inside that life or dream, then how that dream using relative ideas that happens inside it could arrive to the conclusion that it is a dream? It would be a relative conclusion, only an idea inside the "dream"

Edited Sunday at 02:27 PM by Breakingthewall

[Sugarcoat]

3 hours ago, Majed said:

@Sugarcoat 

You would be wise to open your mind to new possibilities, and drop your argumentation. You have to deconstruct materialism to a large degree, before realizing life is a dream. 

Youre the one saying I dont have a pov so why you invested in saying I should "stop arguing" if you state im not here

[Sugarcoat]

13 hours ago, Jirh said:

I think this is the literal definition of cognitive empathy, which is a feature of more developed species like us humans. I think it speaks more to emotional intelligence.

Solipsism never truly made sense in this light, because I tend to view others in a similar way by default. Not that I have thought much about it, although I did think about it briefly.

Empathy needs you to be able to sense someone's inner experience, even if it includes interpreting the outward expression. It has a quite limited definition conventionally, people talk usually about emotions. But you can sense so much more than emotions from someone's inner life. Cognitive, yes its included, emotional intelligence too, more common term

Same regarding solipsism. I think: if you have a subjective experience, why would all of reality be limited to yours only? I feel intuitively one would assume the opposite, if my "pov" has the possibility of appearing, then it makes sense different "povs" would too.

The tendency is spontaneous for me too, but the more I do things the more I notice patterns

Edited Sunday at 06:33 PM by Sugarcoat

[Mayonnaise]

@Majed take it one step further. You're not even you. If there is no one else but only you , then there is no you either. God is shapeshifting all of it for infinity including "you". Since you are god, its all one field, splitting itself off into infinite parts, infinite realities, infinite beings, infinite everything, either being experienced through your "god unit" or not being experienced through your "god unit". Think about "reflections of consciousness" like the actual direct experience thats being hallucinated. That hallucination is being hallucinated for infinity in all "subset units of mind" whether thats a dinosaur or a mailbox or a snowflake in a different dimension, etc. you get the idea...

When you go to sleep at night and have your dream experiences, the only main difference is a shift in energy pattern and perspective from this dream here. On the other side you have free range and more direct control over hallucination of the perspective. Personally i believe the other side is closer to true creative reality potential than this one here. This one here is so riddled with survival and ego backlash and duality. Not to say that there's not duality on the other side, there is, but its lessened and its not as "stiff" because you don't have to survive a "physical" machine like you do here. (not really even physical here though...just imaginary)

And even on top of that, on the other side its actually still "other sides" plural. "you" will always be experiencing infinite realities for eternity.

Edited Sunday at 07:11 PM by Mayonnaise

[Breakingthewall]

7 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

see this all the time, from my perspective people are doing it so much, so many people talking about absolute boundless infinity  , but then my sense of them is not matching with the profound language they use…

@Majed 

Sure you said that about me because I'm always saying: unlimited absolute blah blah. Tell me that I'm a fake, I want confrontation with anyone smart, I'm bored 😂

[Razard86]

Anyone arguing that your not alone has not gone all the way. This is why I like to use the DEEP SLEEP metric. Answer this, if you went into Deep Sleep and NEVER woke up again...is there a world? Really contemplate this. The Deep Sleep control in this questioning literally gives you the answer. You really need to know what NOTHING IS. NOTHING is perfect unity. All you do is use the illusion of time, and create backstories to tell yourself something happened outside of your current location. 

If you ever wrote a story you would understand this. If you ever directed a movie you would understand this. If you ever created a video game you would understand this.  I'll use a real life example. Go read Harry Potter. Notice that the book populates people who are supposedly older than Harry Potter. The truth? Everyone in the story is the same age!!! Because the story starts the same time for everyone in the story. It just invents backstories in the present moment to make claims of some time existing before Harry Potter but this is not true.

Since time is an illusion everyone is the same age and there is only an appearance of different ages. Very funny when you realize this. Then it just becomes a funny game where you come on here and talk to your imaginary friends who all claim when they awaken to have their own bubble of Consciousness when you know that simply isn't the case.

There is only my bubble of consciousness, which is to say I am the only First Person perspective and the rest of you are the Third Person Perspective and then through the power of imagination God accomplishes the impossible. It secretly behind the scenes lives your life from the First Person perspective simultaneously and at the end of the human dream it will reveal to me Infinite of Gods was happening the whole time. 

Since God is a singularity, it literally can only create Singularities. So we will all always be Singularities. But God as a result will always be the main character in every life it lives, but simultaneously all of its alters will act like they are the main character since we are all ONE. Its very funny.

[Jirh]

11 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Youre the one saying I dont have a pov so why you invested in saying I should "stop arguing" if you state im not here

Maybe your acting is terrible and you're making too many detours around the original script that was handed to you.

It would be wise if you stick to your role and stop making me doubt my precious solipsism.

Let's say it together: only Majed is real and the rest are all imaginary 😅

[Jirh]

@Razard86

Being alone is a thought.

[glassfire]

It's not a dream, I have just counted my fingers - 10 fingers, no artifacts, did it in English, not russian. I didn't find "lucid" in this topic.
https://www.thelucidguide.com/techniques/all-day-awareness-(ada)

[Nercohype]

There is no one else and yet there are many souls. At the same time. Solipism is not wholey true. It's än half truth. The other side of the Truth is that we do live in material world. We are all individuals. The world goes on without your consiousness existing here. Trees do fall in forest when no one is looking. Because they are all part of the same thing. I see people here making the same mistake. They try to THINK about this. No no no no! You must FEEL it and not THINK. Any thought is just a thought. You may think you know it is a dream. It is not a dream at all but it feels like a dream. There is a difference. The cold fact is that there is only one thing in the existance and yet at the same time there are individual souls. This is how the Great One has shown to me. People think of this like it's a video game. Ney! Far from it. It is as we see it. It is real. The pain is real, the suffering is real, the world and the people are real and yet there is no one else but the Great One. 

Just like a canvas. On the canvas there are many Characters but they are all on the same frame. That is how it is. Not that there is only black canvas. Nor that there are many canvas of each Characters. People here completely forget that. 

And I can say with wholeheartedly that non of us in this forum are Awskened. (Myself included) neither is Leo. Its all just words and stories you tell yourself. The best thing we can do is to be at service to others. Focus on overcoming your own darkness and not this Solipism bullshit. 

[Sugarcoat]

On 2026-06-28 at 10:54 PM, Breakingthewall said:

@Majed 

Sure you said that about me because I'm always saying: unlimited absolute blah blah. Tell me that I'm a fake, I want confrontation with anyone smart, I'm bored 😂

How you "bored" in the absolute? There you go. 

 

[Sugarcoat]

On 2026-06-29 at 7:27 AM, Jirh said:

Maybe your acting is terrible and you're making too many detours around the original script that was handed to you.

It would be wise if you stick to your role and stop making me doubt my precious solipsism.

Let's say it together: only Majed is real and the rest are all imaginary 😅

Beautifully put😄

[Joseph Maynor]

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Beautifully put😄

How so?  You made a stark conclusion.

[Breakingthewall]

38 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

How you "bored" in the absolute? There you go. 

 

Of course, what do you think? That I'm Buddha? I get expansive state easily and I have clean mind enough to understand the process as mathematics, but I'm in the human fight, and I love it. Trying to be able to connect deeper with people, to be as good as I can in my work, to find real deep connection with a woman. If tomorrow I break a leg and I ve to stay 2 week at home I will suffer a lot of frustration. 

Who wants to be detached? Only the cowards. We are humans, and that implies suffering, let's get as deep in everything as it's possible. And it's not easy because the tendency is the opposite . It's a day by day work, step by step 

Edited 5 hours ago by Breakingthewall

[Mellowmarsh]

Even as you know you are not alone as images are seen as and through you. You are still alone. How do you know that, you know that by closing your eyes to see there is no image of you there, and if there’s no image of you, there’s no image of others. That’s how you know you are alone when everything else perceived and sensed by you alone is also alone too inseparable from your own aloneness. 

[Sugarcoat]

50 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Of course, what do you think? That I'm Buddha? I get expansive state easily and I have clean mind enough to understand the process as mathematics, but I'm in the human fight, and I love it. Trying to be able to connect deeper with people, to be as good as I can in my work, to find real deep connection with a woman. If tomorrow I break a leg and I ve to stay 2 week at home I will suffer a lot of frustration. 

Who wants to be detached? Only the cowards. We are humans, and that implies suffering, let's get as deep in everything as it's possible. And it's not easy because the tendency is the opposite . It's a day by day work, step by step 

Ok I thought you didnt like whenever you are in some state of self, and I think its based on remembering you've talked about how if you feel closed then you feel miserable or something (if I remember correctly), so thats why I said that, as if you feeling "bored" was when youre in the more "self" state but since you talk about the absolute so much then I just mentioned the absolute state because I have this assumption that if you are accessing the absolute on regular basis then your "self state" will end up transformed too, so "boredom" will barely be experienced anymore. But maybe the word means something different to you than for most people idk

Edited 4 hours ago by Sugarcoat

[Hojo]

Your imagining that your imagining its not real.

[Breakingthewall]

2 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Ok I thought you didnt like whenever you are in some state of self, and I think its based on remembering you've talked about how if you feel closed then you feel miserable or something (if I remember correctly), so thats why I said that, as if you feeling "bored" was when youre in the more "self" state but since you talk about the absolute so much then I just mentioned the absolute state because I have this assumption that if you are accessing the absolute on regular basis then your "self state" will end up transformed too, so "boredom" will barely be experienced anymore. But maybe the word means something different to you than for most people idk

I had a very serious psychological problem that I couldn't solve. My father was a real malignant narcissist; it's something extremely difficult to decipher. My parents died when I was a teenager, and I was left with a feeling of murderous hatred. I had to live with it all the time, so I was very addicted to intense things: extreme sports, sex, and drugs (always controlling the last fortunately)

At one point, I realized I had to face my reality. I tried to talk to my family about it, but they forbide it and blocked me. My sister spread that I have paranoid psychosis and that I'm a criminal 😅. She lives in terror that I'm going to her city to kill her. She's a psychologist (now you might be thinking: "Oh, right, he's a paranoid psychotic") I lived from my own business from very young and some of them were, let's say bit unusual, so my family labeled me and bye.

In short, I decided to eliminate all external stimuli and face my reality without anesthesia. I spent about two or 3 years meditating for two or three hours every day, eliminating all distractions: novels, movies, socializing, alcohol, until absolutely nothing remained. I also took psychedelics in high doses hundreds of times. My focus was total. Little by little, with enormous effort, I delved deeper, and at a certain point, my mind shifted.

The entire trauma was first fully perceived, then integrated, and went from being a barrier to an impulse. After that, I started meditating constantly, staring into the abyss of death. It was fascinating, like having a terrifying, unfathomable chasm before me. My past gliding in worse condition possible, climbing walls, and sailing in search of the most challenging situations helped me a lot.

At a certain point, that abyss became attractive, and suddenly I wasn't looking at the abyss; I was the abyss. I had no limits, and all of reality was flowing, and I was that flow. Yes! Yessss!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Total.

I can do that with a little time, and I have that state many times throughout each day, but that doesn't mean it doesn't generate enormous anxiety if my economy collapses or if the doctor tells me I have something strange. But in background there is not a wounded psyche, it's always the abyss, and the abyss smiles me all time, be one with it is the best possiblity possible, and the energy flows free. But you are still a human and a human has to fight and grow every single moment, because otherwise you sink. Nothing is static, so we have to move forward always, not for a reason but because it's the drive of reality 

Edited 2 hours ago by Breakingthewall

[Mellowmarsh]

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

Your imagining that your imagining its not real.

You must imagine you are happy imagining that.