I miss myself

[ladelle]

I miss the person I was before I took the spiritual path. I didn’t even chose to take this path, it just happened to me. I want my old self back, I want her back, I miss her, where is she? Am I the only one to feel this way?

[Sugarcoat]

Imagine her

[Oppositionless]

You would have lost your old self no matter what, thats just life. Even if you never did any spirituality, the person you are now is going to die , soon you won't even remember what it was like to be this person . I think most people feel this way sometimes. But I've learned that nostalgia is tricky and usually not a super trustworthy metric. It's easy to ignore the bad and focus on the good when you're not living through something anymore. Like sometimes I get nostalgic for my early 20s, but I also know that my early 20s was HELL. Lol.

Edited 15 hours ago by Oppositionless

[ladelle]

10 hours ago, Oppositionless said:

You would have lost your old self no matter what, thats just life. Even if you never did any spirituality, the person you are now is going to die , soon you won't even remember what it was like to be this person . I think most people feel this way sometimes. But I've learned that nostalgia is tricky and usually not a super trustworthy metric. It's easy to ignore the bad and focus on the good when you're not living through something anymore. Like sometimes I get nostalgic for my early 20s, but I also know that my early 20s was HELL. Lol.

I’m very nostalgic and I’m afraid to age.

[ladelle]

10 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Imagine her

You think it will manifest? I’m tired to feel like I live more in my imagination than in the physical reality

[Mellowmarsh]

11 hours ago, ladelle said:

I miss the person I was before I took the spiritual path. I didn’t even chose to take this path, it just happened to me. I want my old self back, I want her back, I miss her, where is she? Am I the only one to feel this way?

Love this. 😭

Grief is Love with nowhere to go. 😥😥😥

[gettoefl]

If spirituality isn't making me happy, it is wrong. Do I want to be happy or right? Ah I am not right I am wrong. Let's change lanes. Perhaps I can be happy.

[Mellowmarsh]

I’m sad af.