I lost all my money gambling

[Jowblob]

I lost all my money gambling

My mind started to act up everyday and it was unbearable, i had enough money but it was telling me that i just needed more money to buy or do certain things otherwise i shouldn't be doing certain things or buy certain things that i wanted when i could easily.

So moral of the story, you will never have enough money no matter how much money you possess, because we're living in survival mode the ego will always crave more money for the betterment of your lifestyle without working or to do certain things, that's why you see
people with hundreds of millions gambling it all away it is because when you're feeling abundant it becomes one of few way to feel any excitement from life.

Gambling also lowers consciousness for some reason, i was living in my own peacefull consciousness bubble not hearing any loud noise or the sounds of quads driving in the distance or any noise from the neighbours. But when i lost all my money, suddenly i hear my neighbours playing loud bass music at 9:00 am etc...

My outer world became a reflection of my inner state, that is what hell is, it's you inner state.

 

But i think i'm feeling better now because the abundance is gone now. I still have abundance in other ways that isn't accessible to humans but this too loses it's value and excistement. So the middle way is the only way or from high to low and low to high.

 

Now i will have to go back to working again

Edited 15 hours ago by Jowblob

[Leo Gura]

Sorry to hear that man. Very painful.

Hang in there.

[Jowblob]

7 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Sorry to hear that man. Very painful.

Hang in there.

Thank you, i knew you were reading this. And was curious what you would say. It is indeed good to relieve suffering or misfortune, when you see it. I think this is a lesson for me too, to work harder on raising my consciousness to be not bound by money or survival aspects of life. I have achieved abundance in consciousness and unity in particular areas but i'm still not free from the survival aspect of life. I feel 2027 is gonna change that.

[Natasha Tori Maru]

Ah! no - I am so sorry to hear this (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

Do you think there was some unrest or lack of fulfilment that drove you to gamble?

I hope you get back on your feet as soon as you can. I do not know how to express myself here. But you have my compassion.

I will put you in my thoughts for my sunrise meditation tomorrow, at dawn 🙏

 

[Ramasta9]

Its just money, just material. I lost my brother who was stabbed and killed few weeks ago standing innocently on the side walk.

He was one of the sweetest and most kind hearted person i knew, didn't have a bad bone in his body, gave to charity, helped the homeless, and made friends with neighbours who were not initially friendly to us. He was like Jesus in a way but still a child in many other ways, saw the positive in everything, and didn't each reach his 40th birthday.

If it was money or things, would of been easier. He used to say: You can always make money back and buy the things you broke, they are just "things", but the human never returns once death takes him, the soul is absolutely unique. These situations are wake up calls for all of us.

Some worse than others, maybe this could help shift your perspective that there's always someone out there in a far worse situation.