I don't wanna go on prison

[Hezbollah]

But I must still and this not a  short time how can I manifest not going?

 

They are after me sadly nau

[Husseinisdoingfine]

Where are you? What country, and if you're in America, what state?

What were you convicted for and how long is your sentence? How old are you? 

[Hezbollah]

21 minutes ago, Husseinisdoingfine said:

Where are you?

Where they dont find me

 

21 minutes ago, Husseinisdoingfine said:

What country

Lithuanian laws. Realistically 10 years multipllied by two thirds.

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Hezbollah said:

how can I manifest not going?

By not being a criminal. 

[Hezbollah]

13 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

By not being a criminal. 

Thank you. The stuff is done. I woudln't be again.

[Spiral]

You’ll be ok

[Zenterus]

What did you do?

[CARDOZZO]

Be honest, assume your crime and talk to God. Is it something horrible?

[Hezbollah]

11 minutes ago, Spiral said:

You’ll be ok

Y tho? Im very short 165 and Twink build

 

7 minutes ago, Zenterus said:

What did you do?

 

1 minute ago, CARDOZZO said:

Be honest, assume your crime and talk to God. Is it something horrible?

I touched someone inappropriately

[Husseinisdoingfine]

Why is your username ‘Hezbollah’? That’s a Lebanese terror group.

[Hezbollah]

I didn't know what it means, thought it kinda cool. Saw it on news TV

[Judy2]

when i was little i always thought life ended with prison and that type of thing would literally be the end of the world. it isn't. prison environments are hositle, even deadly, for sure, but generally speaking they do a good job at giving people time to think and reflect on their behaviour. if you're smart, you can use this time to help you become a better person.

sometimes 10 years of being locked up are necessary for people to change tracks in life. it's still up to them, though. no one will do it for you.

 

and even if you don't go to prison after all (i'm not sure if this has been decided yet?), this sounds like a good point in time to start reflecting more on the impact of your actions. do you feel any remorse for touching this person inappropriately? have you taken the time to empathise with their experience? have you considered apologising?

Edited yesterday at 01:09 PM by Judy2

[Hezbollah]

My father said that I'll finally become a real man when I go to prison.

 

I have been bulking, added 100lbs of pure fat in a year. But i don't want to get abused. I am extremely prone to get abused, for whatever reasons.

 

And on the only community where I wasn't, I preemptively groomed a rabbit in fromt of everyone.

 

She's in bad condition.

 

My lawyer checked the rappe statistics on prison, (and my passport picture), and she found that the last sexual abuse was in 2007. Or 2022, not sure.

 

My father said that she can buy a fresh new Schizophrenia diagnosis from a dirty lawyer if I not wanna do this.

 

I don't know if this ever gonna be decided but 10 years might be an exaggeration. After all it's not about the length but the verious experiences I can get.

[Judy2]

2 hours ago, Judy2 said:

do you feel any remorse for touching this person inappropriately? have you taken the time to empathise with their experience? have you considered apologising?

 

44 minutes ago, Hezbollah said:

 But i don't want to get abused. I am extremely prone to get abused, for whatever reasons.

 

i understand that you don't want to be abused, and that your life hasn't been an easy one so far. 

however, it seems that change is only possible once you expand your scope of empathy and look just a tiny bit beyond your current horizon. 

if you don't want to be abused, why abuse others? 

i am not saying this to judge at all, but to point out that this is a huge learning opportunity for you.

Edited yesterday at 03:06 PM by Judy2

[CARDOZZO]

1 hour ago, Hezbollah said:

My father said that I'll finally become a real man when I go to prison.

wtf 

dude, where do you live? escape from your family. 

[UnbornTao]

Do you have someone you can talk about this with, like a professional therapist? I recommend doing that. This isn't the most suitable place for therapy or healing.

[Human Mint]

Just go in there and assume the responsibility. You don't know exactly how prison works until you're there, and also assume that no one there wants to be abused. So you're going to be around a bunch of men behind bars for similar reasons and you can quickly empathize with some.

Use the time to self-actualize and learn new things.

[Ramasta9]

God is always with you and you, you will experience in life what you need to experience. The sooner you surrender to life and not resist life and whatever the universe throws at you, the sooner you rise out of it altogether and vibrate at a new level. 

Yes you can shift realities and delete your name of the system, I have done this before, but its not always the most aligned path.

You need to go deep within yourself and learn and apply the greater lessons and the root cause of this current.

That is the only true way to free yourself, then no matter what happens afterward, you have a greater peace.

Prison is not always a bad place, a lot of wise and humble people are there, and many become transformed, they train, they meditate, they read books and when they come out, well they are a whole different human, especially if they have the heart and mind in the right place.

No one will hurt or bully you if you keep close to God, but you need to face all your demons first. 

[Hezbollah]

I got big charges including animal cruelty and harrassment. If this gots out im on the down low. Im very small so invariably will get tested by bigger. I watched MMA movie with my dad but guys in there fight dirty. Like real dirty more dirty then MMa. 

 

Im a typical med student thrown in a Prison...

[Hojo]

@Hezbollah They fight dirtier in prison. Like poop dick dirty.