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That means you are close. If you take the drugs enough times with the intent to break through eventually YOU WILL. It all depends on how badly do you want to break through. I've had a couple trips to the psyche ward because of this work as I truly lost my sanity, and then eventually it normalized and recontextualized itself and it placed me in heaven. Now even after that I am aiming to deepen the connection even more because...why not? For me I used mushrooms one time and then the rest were hero dose edibles. I'm naturally blessed that when I take edibles I retain about 75 percent of the high months after taking it. It was through edibles that I became aware of Nothingness and once I became aware of that I laughed at every forum member that ever argued against Solipsism because I became completely aware that I was every human being. That means I exist everywhere as nothingness, this means I exist in all dimensions that can be imagined. I realized that if anyone argues against Solipsism they still unconsciously think they are human. It's as simple as that. This means Rupert Spira is not really awake and Bernado Kastrup is not really awake which is disappointing because I respect them deeply and they all helped in some way on my journey. Understand that if someone has not realized that Infinity is ALL ONE= Alone in its infinitude they are asleep and are trying to keep you asleep unconsciously.

Yeah there is awareness of this in everyday life, but it took an open mind willing to investigate if this was true. Trust me I tried to falsify Solipsism and when I had an awakening into the nature of nothingness I realized how foolish it is. Because Reality is a miracle it can accomplish anything even falsifying that which is true, which it accomplishes through deception. Right now me and you experience ourselves as human and that is self-deception. Without an investigation into your true self you will always believe that your true self is human. So unless one is willing to investigate with an open mind they will never discover the Solipsistic nature of Oneness not even in physical death will they discover this. I learned this by investigating OBE and Near Death Experiencers. God loves Self Delusion because it allows it to be what it is not. Additionally Solipsism goes against the design of the emotional psyche of a human. Awakening to yourself as God does so as well as it is experienced as Insanity. So in truth I actually expect humans to reject Solipsism as they are God totally in love with other. It is the human love of relationships that fights and resists Solipsism and all Absolute Solipsism is saying is your Mind is Universal Mind. Many people believe that there is some separation between Universal Mind and the human mind. Realizing that this so called separation is just an appearance, and it can actually change and show you that what you have always experienced is Universal Mind NUKES all others. For example if you realize that everything is just a hallucination/imagination/dream then it really nukes other because you realize you are just dreaming it up. If reality is completely identical to your night time dream then it makes your POV Absolute. The irony is this could kill your motivation for awhile to do anything because why would you wanna work too hard in a dream? LOL. Society is not ready for this message because it threatens industry, it threatens ambition.

You are getting lost in concept here if you want to become aware of what Solipsism is you have to understand the difference between actuality and concept and you HAVE TO BECOME AWARE OF NOTHINGNESS. You must have these realizations to understand Solipsism if you don't have this STATE change which makes it completely obvious that there was never any separation you will never know this information. Also in an earlier post you said when you physically die you will lose all content that's not what will happen go research Near Death Experiences, all that happens when you die as a human is you become Infinite Consciousness and become unlimited. You experience limitation as a human and then you experience the lack of limitation as God. Also and this is a big thing, ONLY YOU CAN AWAKEN. So you can literally experience physical death, become Infinitely Conscious and STILL BE DELUDED. If you don't fully accept yourself as God then nobody else can for you. This is why I recommend people take state altering substances, this belief that just do nothing and things will happen is horseshit. If I never walked the Spiritual Path I would NOT have awoken. The experience of Duality while an illusion IS SOMETHING YOU STILL HAVE TO WORK WITH. For example if I want to go swimming I'm not going to sit on my bed and meditate and think that the swimming will happen by meditating. I will get my butt up and go to a water source and swim. Awakening is exactly like that! No amount of forum posts are going to awaken you in general with only few exceptions. So here is something that will help. Go get an edible you can order it online the name of the company is Mood. Then take it and watch this video. Sit and listen to this video with a quiet mind. If you come up with any objections at this point you just don't wanna awaken. Anyone that tells you that awakening is ordinary (and it partly is no question) has not awakened deeply. This is absolutely the case with no question. TRUE AWAKENING is becoming aware of the RADICAL SUPERNATURAL POWER OF GOD. This is no small thing, this is literally the power to create UNIVERSES, please explain to me how that is ordinary? The only ordinary aspect of it, is your ordinary human existence is an expression of that Radical Power. So yes its ordinary, but it is also SUPER NATURAL.

There is only nothingness which is a blank, a complete blank and because it is blank it is able to hold infinite potential, and the actualization of that potential is an appearance. That appearance is an expression of nothingness which creates an illusion of solidity because it is infinitely powerful but upon honest investigation that appearance is not tangible. Touch a wall, notice that the physicality you experience is just a sensory feeling. All of experience is just a sensory feeling, you have only ever experienced sensory feeling your entire life. Reality is just sensory feeling aware of itself, its sound aware of itself, touch aware of itself, interpretation aware of itself, emotion aware of itself, silence aware of itself, smell aware of itself, it really is just one experience aware of itself and that is it. If I take away your sensory experience, sound (both internal chatter and what you call outside noises), physical touch, smell, sight, and the ability to think at all, you would cease to be human. This means that what we call human is just a bundle of sensory feelings aware of itself. Human is a state of mind. Now notice that the human is afraid of its true nature. Its true nature is DEATH. It spends all of its life running from its true nature. For all the poetic things you wrote all you are communicating is that you are afraid to be what you truly are. You are limitless potentiality with NO MANIFESTATION. No manifestation is a LACK OF APPEARANCE. The funny thing is every time you sleep at night you get closer to your true nature than you do when you wake up every morning. Notice when you went to sleep nothing was harmed. The acceptance of Solipsism threatens nothing in actuality because YOU CANNOT BE HARMED. Even saying your identity is threatened isn't even true. What is threatened is your INTERPRETATION. You fear that if you some how accept Nothingness that you are accepting meaninglessness not realizing that Nothingness is actually = INFINITE VALUE. Nothingness is the creation, the expression of all value. The only thing that limits value is SOMETHINGNESS which IS THE ILLUSION. It's the belief, and rejection of nothingness that creates the experience of LACK. One of the biggest human issues of selfishness, of individualism, is FOMO which is the Fear Of Missing Out. As long as you think and actually believe that OTHER is not YOU, you will believe you are missing out or that somehow that other human is better than you or is living a better life than you. When you realize that human is YOU then you realize you can't actually live an inferior life. So the TRUTH brings peace because it ends all comparison, it ends all drama, it even ends all conflict because when your enemy succeeds against you, its just you succeeding against yourself. It is the attachment to individuality that creates all evil. Evil is just individuality. Individuality doesn't disappear in Solipsism it EXPANDS and becomes UNLIMITED!!! Its Expansion of individuality that is Pure Goodness, because it is a Goodness that equally takes and expresses all sides. This is the beauty of Solipsism which can only be raged against when there is a profound misunderstanding that it is ABSOLUTELY TRUE regardless of how you feel about it.

In Leo’s “Absolute Infinity Demo” (blog Nov. 29, 2017), the white sheet of paper which represents infinity is exactly equivalent to George Spencer-Brown’s “unmarked state,” from his 1969 mathematical text Laws of Form. This is interesting because John C. Lilly, who invented the flotation tank and tripped hard on acid and K in there amongst his dolphins, was using Laws of Form as his “guidebook to other universes” (cf. The Dyadic Cyclone). The key difference is that Spencer-Brown’s “unmarked state” is the context for “the first distinction,” which truly is the one and only distinction and all the “forms” of Laws of Form are exactly forms of the *indication* of the first distinction. Forms are thus the emptiness of the unmarked state, interdependent arising (pratityasamutpada) in the unmarked state. The first distinction is also something profoundly present in the ultimate structure of reality on Leo’s account: the Singularity! The potential connections here are quite rich because Laws of Form was hugely influential upon cybernetics and systems theory, and continues to be influential today in math and interdisciplinary arts and sciences (Distinction: Journal of Form, The Spencer-Brown Society, Laws of Form conferences, etc.). Spencer-Brown was fully enlightened, was the Buddha Tathagata, was on lots of acid (was a hypnotist and psychotherapist, close friend of R. D. Laing) which undoubtedly afforded purification of consciousness and even complete breakthrough to the realization of nothingness. The “unmarked state” is the white light, is Enlightenment, is nothingness, is the Absolute Infinite Ultimate Reality, is God. This is a perfect cross-over with Leo’s vision! The “first distinction “ is not a static entity but the crossing-point of transcendence: it is the absolute cosmological singularity of creation from nothing, from absolutely everything. It is the ever-present origin (Gebser’s, of course, but also the phenomenological-ontological Urbewegung or Urdynamik of the great scientist and theosophical mystic Hedwig Conrad-Martius), and it is the Pure Self-Referebce that is the Spirit, Penultimate Reality. It is also the point at which the pen strikes the page in the book in which all things are written. It is also the magic point of the purple crayon in Harold and the Purple Crayon, or the magic marker of Spencer-Brown’s “marked state.” The unmarked state is the nothing, the Absolute Infinite Ultimate Reality, and it is the “page of assertion” in Peirce’s Existential Graphs (though Peirce’s metaphysics doesn’t have sufficient architectonic analogues, despite being “ceno-Pythagorean”). The point is there are so so many parallels in the convergence upon truth, in the increasingly integrated integral philosophy-as-integration, which is such a powerful resource for the advancement of metaphysical science ascending through infinity! With Leo leading the way of astonishing insights thanks to the power of that glorious divine reference-experience that is pure consciousness, integration with the mathesis universalis et scientia naturalis perennis is an opening aperture of spirit in an world that will profoundly benefit from the ultimate paradigmatic revolution that the Absolute Infinite grants!

Just to chime in on the nature of the Absolute Infinite: no need to debate, given Leo’s already made it clear what the Absolute Infinite is, not only in videos dedicated to this thematically, but of course all his spiritual/ metaphysical videos about reality make it crystal clear: it is absolutely everything, including exactly this me, and you, and there is only the one (me or you) and there is everything too (contradiction is the nature of understanding being, for pure being is pure self-reference), and that includes the always already absent accompaniment of Absolute Apeiron, for that is pure and radical nothingness. How could there be anything else? Hedwig Conrad-Martius emphasizes that what is the real religious-consciousness “skandalon” is that there is anything at all, given the overwhelming overflowingness of Yes! Absolutely Applicable Affirmation, Pure Primary Positivity! Good without an opposite—that’s Plato’s “the Good,” highest God etc., the “beyond of being” (epikenia tes ousias) in the positive of all-inclusive sense. Is there room for “debate” or even dialectical positioning in such a sea of positivity? Yes! Of course there is! Is there room for a big ‘ol “No!?” Yes! Is it a sea of Nos? Yes! Why the fuck not? I can literally do absolutely anything, in finite reality and in infinite intelligence and infinite imagination, in the Godhead: where else is anything but in the Godhead? My own integration work includes reading the Srimad Bhagavatam not as a Hare Krishna devotee, not yet and maybe never, but because the white light of the “whiteout” experience on 5/ Bufo is understood by the ISKCON (“God-Realization,” “God-Consciousness”) crowd as belonging to the lower wrung of the “impersonalists” who see the effulgence of bliss as ultimate reality, rather than the divine super-mundane happenings of Lord Krishna as the Supreme Truth. That all works for me. I saw Leo mention ISKCON in a blog post or forum response somewhere, suggesting it’s cultish like most of religion, but I contend that everything can be recontextualized (and Leo too, and Leo’s expressed opinions too) to become conducive to Godhood (ACTUALIZATION, realization, consciousness, revelation, etc.). Happy Krishna appearance day, btw! I started the second Canto today, after midnight coincidentally (no such thing!).

Have you awakened to nothingness? If you have not then you will not understand the point I am making. The closest I can get to proving an example is remember that time when you went into DEEP SLEEP and were no longer aware of your existence? That is what the substance of reality is made of. It's literally made up of that which does not exist. This is what is meant by you do not exist, your true nature is never affected by the world because the world cannot touch it. Your ego gives you the illusion of physicality. Everything is just pure imagination, until you become aware that everything is pure imagination which is literally nothing then you will always be confused about whether something can exist without. NOTHING can exist without you it's literally impossible and how you accomplish that impossibility is you tell yourself you are a human.

Yes, but True understanding is not of the mind. It is the clarity that shines when the mind is still (no thoughts, no experience or experiencer,. realize or realizer). Seek the source of the ‘I’, and this clarity will reveal itself, not as something gained, but as what has always been present. As I said before in other topic: The realization of “nothingness, infinite, god or etc...” still carries the subtle sense of an “I” who dissolves into it, an experience that comes and goes. But to truly be nothing, or to be nothingness itself, is not an experience at all. It is simply not knowing in the mind’s terms, and simply Being in Truth. Why would you need to experience what you already are? Experience implies time, change, and an experiencer. Being is timeless, changeless, without a second. It does not come through effort, but by resting as That which is always present.

Seems like a limiting take on reality.. to say reality is ONLY a thing, excludes a whole host of manifestations reality could take.. to be ONLY a thing Also note that it’s possible that your understanding of nothing can be largely conceptual, based on ideas, assumptions and beliefs. Do you really know what nothingness is? How would we know that you know? How would you know what we know? There is a lot being taken for granted. Solipsism is primarily a conceptual notion in the human mind. Our existence cannot be validated by anything outside of it, but we constantly make appeals to authority in an effort to find something out about why we exists as we do without the hard work of contemplation to gain insight into the nature of our existence. Humans have constructed the idea of solipsism and applied many negative connotations to it as a distraction to investigating what is True.

Hey, you can laugh - just allow yourself to feel emotions, or anything else for that matter. Possibly "deluded" in that you take your view of the struggle as an unquestionable fact or condition. A good story doesn't feel made up, nor does it look like a story but as "the way things are." Why would emptiness and nothingness be negative, or resisted? They're likely misunderstood as well. Even if you mean them differently, we already live as if we were empty at our core. It's a consequence of confusing Being with self (we take the latter to be our nature.) The overly-simplified version is this: the self is already empty by its nature. Recognized for what it is, this is neither negative nor positive - just the case. It is seen as a natural and universally-shared condition. You need to become increasingly clear on what's what in your experience. How the mind is used determines and influences your experience - state, focus, level of satisfaction, the ability to feel anything and how it is felt, the likelihood of getting depressed and enthusiastic, and so on. For example, with enough work, I could make myself suffer a similar way by concocting, in my mind, a similar "condition" as yours - and by taking it seriously (assuming there isn't a physiological issue going on.) Nothing objective would have changed. My body would be just fine - the difference being what I do with my mind. We can see, then, that this is far from being a simplistic and superficial matter. The moment you assess some experience as negative, the possibility of a "positive" experience arises with it. It's not that you experience both negative and positive things at the same time - necessarily. The distinction "negative" exists thanks to "positive," and vice versa. It's an existential point. It might seem like you are describing your experience, but how can we get even clearer on what's experienced and what's conceptualized? Heck, even the sense of self may be conceptual, even though we regard it as a 'sense,' and yet, it seems solid and real, does it not? If even the sense of self was conceptual from the beginning, suffering its dissolution, partial or otherwise, was also based on figments of mind! You, and your experience, have always been complete in themselves. The task is learning to use the mind in a functional and healthy way - which usually includes shutting it off and being grounded in one's body. So, enough minding for you.

In our everyday life we really don't think of things being nothing. We live in the dream in which there are atoms and electrons. So that's what I am made of. Atoms. However, should I probe deep enough or awaken i can realize that I can zoom into my hand forever. But we don't go about our normal day with this in mind otherwise it would really make things difficult to function. On that note if I probed deep enough I would probe myself out of existence. The ego doesn't want this and really has a disdain for nothingness. It desperately wants to be something.

@Razard86 Ok yes that makes sense, thanks. But I hope this is not an on or off switch. I hope it is possible to gradually smoothly become nothingness. How have you reached nothingness?

When something is seen as nothing, truly seen as nothing you literally cannot unsee it if you tried. The ego is afraid of nothing because it thinks its something bad. Whenever you go into deep sleep and wake up its the same as death basically. Well most people believe that when someone shoots them they will disappear into nothingness forever and never have an experience again. This is why they cling onto somethingness so bad. What is missed is, something=limitation. Nothing= No limitation. What a human desires the most is actually to be nothing, but due to ignorance they think its bad. Without realizing your nothingness you actually limit your connection. Instead of watching a movie...wouldn't you like to BECOME THE MOVIE? Instead of playing video games wouldn't you rather BECOME the video game? The realization of nothing opens up your experience and makes it MORE intimate. Why? Because TRUE LOVE=NOTHING. FAKE LOVE= SOMETHING. FAKE LOVE= Subject Object Relationship. TRUE LOVE= Everything. Do you know how great it is to become NOTHING? It's so good it is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. Once you realize Nothingness you want to share it with EVERYONE. The solution to creating world peace is NOTHING. The solution to all problems is NOTHING. To the extent there is separation from NOTHING is the extent that there are problems. When nothingness is properly recognized for what it is as the only real connection that exists is when TRUE LOVE springs forth. True Love is the only reason I repeat myself on here at all because I sincerely want you all to awaken to the wonderful magnitude of NOTHING and yes I hope you don't have any bad trips along the way.

I haven’t gotten diagnosis as of yet for the physical. When I tell the doctors about the mental aspect they consider it a “delusion” so they put me on anti psychotics, which didn’t help In my journey of partial self dissolution, every time a layer to my self would dissolve, it felt freeing and I got more happy/peaceful. But it was temporary Towards the end, it started to rather feel like I was approaching a kind of nothingness, which is the emptiness I’ve described Problems I had in the past , such as social anxiety, existential anxiety, self image issues, all vanished the more my self weakened. So yes you and the spiritual people are right, it is freeing But mostly in spirituality they talk about complete self dissolution, and it’s described as positive sometimes (although some describe a nothingness too) Partial and full self dissolution are two different things, they don’t really talk about how it is to partially dissolve then being stuck in that state. It’s a different matter I plan on starting to exercise more soon, and going back to eating really healthy. I don’t know if I wanna do meditation tho lol .So I will see how that goes. I do think there is a neurological component. Like attention, the mind, awareness can and has changed something neurologically- seems possible. Dissolution of self seems to have neurological component (as you see I haven’t dropped the dissolution concept😂) I agree there’s two kind of self awareness. One which is just pure awareness of the internal. And another that is a self centered focus and concern for the self image. I find I have a lot of both. So yes I’m full of myself, but not only that I still don’t understand how negative and positive emotion arise simultaneously, do you mean that someone can’t be JUST happy for a moment? Like there’s always a negativity in the background of that? It’s ok if you find me impossible to talk to because I keep returning to the same description. To me it’s just me describing my experience

@Razard86 Knowing is biggest illusion Mr. İnfinite intellect 😊 İf Truth come knowing or experiencing, it can come in this forum to everyone who use psychedelics or reading a book 😊 Don't you guys still can not get it? 😊 Of course "you" can not get it. 😊 The realization of “nothingness” still carries the subtle sense of an “I” who dissolves into it, an experience that comes and goes. But to truly be nothing, or to be nothingness itself, is not an experience at all. It is simply not knowing in the mind’s terms, and simply Being in Truth. 😊 Why would you need to experience what you already are? 😊 Experience implies time, change, and an experiencer. Being is timeless, changeless, without a second. It does not come through effort, but by resting as That which is always present. 😊 Mind is so fucking tricky so funny 🤣 🤣 🤣 I fucking love you guys 😊

Whether I name it as nothing or not does not matter because EVERYTHING is nothing. It cannot be divided!!! You are literally creating a division right now!!! Your biggest issue that blocks you is you presume to know it all. You lack humility. For example you literally deny the existence of God and evidence of God is literally all around you. Creation, existence is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. If you don't like the name God you can use the name Infinite Intelligence. Also your biggest irony is you criticize the use of language, claimed you were going to leave Actualized.org then you returned and you keep using language. Don't you see how deceived you are? What you need to do is to take a break and sort yourself out if you want to make anymore Spiritual progress. Also there is a YOU in deep sleep, if there wasn't a YOU in deep sleep you couldn't remember it. The YOU is invisible. You think a YOU has to be visible to be a YOU. Right now your physical organs are invisible because you cannot see them or feel them (unless you have raised your awareness to full body awareness) and that doesn't make them any less YOU. Right now events are happening around you and you don't have to see them or perceive them for them to be YOU. Your issue is your allowing your finite mind to place a limitation on what YOU is. Selflessness is still a YOU. It's what is called a null identity. Which means it is an identity of no identity. If nothingness wasn't an identity, it couldn't create one. So it is still an identity it is just an identity that lacks awareness of itself. God has two extremes it can be completely aware of itself at the highest level, or it can be completely asleep and have no awareness of itself. For example a doorknob has no awareness of itself unless you as God give it that awareness by accepting it as a part of you. But if you deny that a doorknob is you, then it lacks self awareness as a doorknob. Even then your awareness of the doorknob is limited unless you awaken to all the inner energetic inner workings of it.

Its the biggest trap, because a community like this is so rare you can find yourself here for months without doing any real spiritual practice if you aren't careful. Also there are too many people who lack the proper foundation making threads masquerading as if they know what they are talking about. I mean there are people claiming to be enlightened on here who don't even know what nothingness is. In fact I think it's the biggest form of ignorance on these forum what nothingness is.

It existed as nothingness. You don't seem to understand what nothingness is. So I'll tell you. Nothingness is completely invisible. Notice how before your human life there was NOTHING. Deep sleep the dreamless dream= NOTHING Notice how deep sleep is COMPLETELY IDENTICAL to BEFORE your human life. So your true identity is NOTHING!! That is completely formless. THIS is why there is NO OTHER. This is why they say NOTHING EVER HAPPENED. THIS is why it cannot be divided. AND this is why EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS YOU!

Being isn't prior to formlessness because being is formlessness. Solipsism isn't a thought it is a realization that there is only Being. It is the realization that everything is Nothingness and thus nothing can be divided as such there is only ONE CONSCIOUS entity here and that will eternally be the case. There are no other minds or beings here, everything is just a singularity.

There is ONLY nothingness. There has never been something ever. Something is really NOTHING. You cannot divide nothing. All division is just an illusion. There is only ONENESS you just haven't become aware of that. You aren't even really human, you are just pure awareness fooling yourself that there is actually something. But once you awaken, truly something is ONLY seen and experienced as nothing. I only experience NOTHING appearing as something but its somethingness is seen as the NOTHING it really is.

God is also NOT nothingness. Stop dividing yourself

To be "Awake" is to not be asleep. If you are experiencing Reality, you are asleep. You are lost in a dream, and think it's real. If you awake from reality, into full God Consciousness, the realization you are infinite, omniscient, omnipotent, and omnipresent, nothingness, eternal, and created the dream of reality; you are Awake. Not the "self" you / the human perspective identity awakens (as that disappears as it never really existed to begin with), but the Self/God Consciousness awakens. The human self cannot awaken, as it's part of the illusion of the dream. The best one can do, is become a Lucid Dreamer of reality. To be lost in the dream (reality), experiencing it through a human first-person perspective, but still know without a doubt that you are God choosing to make yourself into this dream, so you can experience "other". Awake within the dream.

Ok, then Im going to a answer in your place: all that you're saying is illusion, there's no self or flow, nothing has ever happened, there's no one to whom it's happened, this is simply nothingness. Then I answer: What do you mean there's nothing? And if they locked you in a box with 300 rats that haven't eaten in a month, and also piranhas, would you say there's nothing?

If there was no way to connect....explain how he made a connection then? You didn't watch the whole video. It is impossible for God to be disconnected from itself because God is nothing. Also even without Leo making a connection wouldn't matter because God cannot be divided. God is nothingness. Nothingness is non physical which means it has no location, and does not exist in time. The only way God can disconnect itself is by IMAGINING that disconnection which it can break AT ANYTIME. Why? Because God is unconditional Love which means it will NEVER DENY ITSELF ITSELF. You humans and your tainted Love keep projecting your conditional love onto God as if its a thing. Now with that said am I saying that Infinity of Gods doesn't exist? No I'm saying they are COMPLETELY IDENTICAL which makes it THE EXACT SAME THING AS SOLIPSISM. There is ABSOLUTELY NO DIFFERENCE. The only reason God would do such a thing is because God is ALL ALONE and it is the GREATEST THING EVER so why not CREATE A GIFT(Another Copy) and then share the gift of yourself with yourself. Ironically God is doing that right now with your human life. It is gifting itself your human life. So its the same thing being done just at the Infinite Level.

I have realized I'm God. God is pure nothingness. Nothingness cannot be divided. This is practical. Forget the not knowing. Investigate what nothingness is. Once you investigate and realize what Nothingness is you will realize why even Infinity of Gods is just God imagining other Gods. Also you are mistaken, Leo says that there is direct experience and then there is imagination. I AM NOT SAYING THAT. I am saying something much more simpler...there is ONLY IMAGINATION. The same substance that human imagination is made of, is the same substance your HAND IS MADE OF. Leo complicates things too much, there is simply just imagination. To even create a difference between your human imagination and God level imagination of direct experience is to go too FAR. So once you realize THERE IS ONLY IMAGINATION, and IMAGINATION is NOTHINGNESS. Then please explain to me how something can happen OUTSIDE OF YOU? Your problem here is you are speaking as a human. Of course a human can have an event happen outside of them, that is because a human is located in a specific location. But nothingness? It exists EVERYWHERE. Nothingness is everything! This means if something as you say could exist outside of you, that something is YOU. There is only nothingness. Become aware of what Nothingness is! Once you become aware of it, you will realize this whole discussion is SILLY. For example ever go into DEEP SLEEP? Nothing how there is nothing? THAT is the building block of ALL of EXISTENCE. Nothingness is NON EXISTENCE THAT EXISTS. Are you getting it? You cannot divide that which doesn't exist. You can't stop non existence from being everywhere because it doesn't exist!!!! And yet....it does!!! This is how God breaks the logical mind and all parameters. You cannot box in or control that which does not exist. So God is a nonexistent being that has always existed. To understand God is to understand that God is so powerful God doesn't even need awareness of itself to accomplish a thing. For example your human body functions completely fine without you being aware of all the innerworkings involved, notice how you as God don't need to be aware of it for it to do what it is doing. God is completely autonomous and it can do so WITHOUT SELF AWARENESS. Now THAT is a MIRACLE.