Deepak sadhwani

i would say just do not get attached with trips or insight (also do not make those as fancy things to hold in mind) you just integrate those, do not distract yourself during trip if you wanna maximize trip result do nothing just sit or lay down eyes close or open however you prefer. during your trip if you distract yourself make sure you give love and acceptance it's okay to distract yourself i am not ready now it is long game i can have patience for next trip if you get attached with maximizing trip result during your trip you will spoil it, you will go into negative loop instead give gentle love it is very important. some supplment before trip can make your trip more pleasant, fish oil or algae based DHA. next day after trip take day off spend atleast 4-6 hours to reflect trip you have fresh insights best time to integrate although insights can take months to integrate but you get navigation lens how you can see world with those for insights later just you will transform your life with that lens your self, emotions, world and people etc.

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i would suggest you go with very low dosage and start with LSD take 12-25ug you have autism so i do not know how will it work for you do not live in delusion for considering it like magic pill, if you already have alot of anxiety, worry and overthinking (loop thoughts) it just ganna be amplify. they are magic pill only if you are being consistent with doing inner work most fruitful result you will experience not during trips but after taking 2 days break after trip and just reflect what happend what was it showing you intergrate. make sure you have ligit substance, my trips has been very better when one day before before doing meditation, doing releasing or letting go work and spending time in peaceful garden for hours. another advice take supplement before trip: fish oil or algae based DHA (for vegan) you will see feel good and see difference, take 3-5 gram creatine it helps me thinking more precisely (make sure good quality and keep drinking water during trip), multivitamin and b12. Never assume the dosage is linear. If you can handle 50 µg and feel like it wasn’t much of an experience, don’t assume that taking 100 µg will simply give you twice the intensity. The effects can increase much more dramatically than you might expect, and the experience can become significantly stronger and more unpredictable. For example, rather than making large jumps, some people may choose to start very cautiously around 12.5–25 µg and make only small changes, such as 10 µg at a time, while paying close attention to how each experience affects them. The goal should not be to chase the strongest trip, but to find a comfortable “sweet spot” where you can remain grounded and intentional in your spiritual work. If you want to go deeper into a psychedelic experience, try sitting in a peaceful, comfortable room and simply doing nothing, or lying down, closing your eyes, and allowing the experience to unfold without trying to control it. I used to distract myself by going outside, meeting people, making calls, looking at beautiful trees in the garden, or constantly seeking something to engage with. Now, I prefer to stay still, turn inward, and allow the experience to be what it is. I find that this creates a much deeper and more meaningful experience for me.

@yetineti yeah, I agree that ultimately I have to hold myself accountable. I can't really outsource that to someone else. I just see the relationship as something additional. @LordFall and I are already taking responsibility for our own goals, but talking regularly has given us a chance to learn from each other, get inspired, challenge each other and make the whole thing feel less lonely. I also think your point about being influenced by other people's energy is actually important. I guess that's why who you surround yourself with matters so much. The right people can pull you forward rather than away from your goals.

@yetineti I think there are a couple of assumptions in your response. “It seems like you're describing higher sociability or a partner” — it seems is already an interpretation of what I’m asking for rather than what I actually said. And “I find absorbing is easier than creating” tells me what works for you, but I don’t think it necessarily applies to what we’re trying to create here. I’ve actually already started doing this with @LordFall , and we had a call last week and another one since then. I’ve found it genuinely useful—not because either of us is responsible for the other person’s accountability, but because we get an opportunity to learn from each other, be inspired by each other, challenge our perspectives, and make the journey less isolated. I think there’s a distinction between outsourcing accountability and using relationships as an environment that supports accountability. I’m still responsible for my own commitments, while the relationship adds perspectives and feedback that I wouldn’t necessarily generate alone. From a systems perspective, I don't think it has to be either “personal accountability” or “an accountability partner.” Both can serve different functions, and the combination can potentially be more powerful than either one alone. So I’m not really looking for someone to make me accountable. I’m interested in creating a relationship where two people who are serious about their development can continuously learn, inspire, challenge, and support each other over the long term. And if it doesn't work for someone, that's completely fine. I just don't think the model needs to be dismissed before considering what it can actually create.

I’m looking for someone who is seriously pursuing their life purpose course and wants an accountability partner for the long game. I believe meaningful work takes time. It requires patience, consistency, focus, and the willingness to keep going even when progress feels slow. I’d love to connect with someone where we can: - Share our goals and direction - Regularly or weekly share progress and setbacks - Keep each other accountable - Track what we’re actually doing, not just what we plan to do - Encourage each other when motivation drops - Stay focused on the bigger picture - Learn from each other’s journey You don’t have to have everything figured out. I’m not looking for someone perfect or someone who has already “made it.” I’m looking for someone who is serious about building a meaningful life and willing to play the long game. Having someone walking a similar path, checking in regularly, and genuinely caring about each other’s progress could make a huge difference. If this resonates with you, DM me. Tell me a little about what you’re pursuing and what accountability would look like for you. Maybe we can help each other stay on track for the next few years—not just the next few weeks.

@a e l i if you find somebody's existence that much sweet that means you have never experienced your own existence independently or completely.

as per david Hawkins, consciousness level 700 beyond peace, it will subconsciously put you into non dual state if you will listen it attentively, very powerful.

@Nash why is there no 5 meo dmt in your list ? ?

@Victor Mgazi glad to see you found it fascinating

@Parththakkar12 thank you

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@Carl-Richard i am thankful for your answer :).

@tenta @tenta it is small conversation, between sam and deepak, i want to know what is going on, is deepak really talking woh woh stuff and i lwas laughing when deepak face got small sam was more trying to insult instead of understanding ? is deepak in yellow stage ?