OBEler

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  1. @King Merk you are very wise for your young age. I also was addicted to spirituality. Some other parts in my life suffered from this...but now it pays off a little bit. But always get basic first. You are young!! Be grateful to discover spirituality so early in your life.
  2. @Edan Thanks but her migraine was already cured from LSD sessions. She did it almost weekly for two month and her migraine is now completely gone.
  3. @Max Green Maybe there is one more reason she is not telling you for breaking up. she wont tell you because she wants that YOU find it out for yourself. Look for this reason.
  4. A simple computer program can do this also. And why this spooky voice, to make it more believable?
  5. @Danioover9000 dude, did you read my comment? this spirit box is a radio, which is programmed to convert parts of random talking voice into creepy sound. This is nothing paranormal and has nothing to do with spirits talking Lol this stupid spirit box is even designed as it would be used in the movie Ghost Busters. It is a clever business idea to exploit the market of spiritual people who believe in everything without questioning how this should work. He mixes spiritual truth with spiritual nonsense and you must differentiate from it.
  6. @machiavelli sorry but this ghost box is just a radio with creepy voice. Nothing paranormal
  7. @acidgoofy @acidgoofy Ah you are also from Germany yeah sometimes her whole body vibrates. I see these vibrations in some 5 meo dmt videos. I think I will introduce her to 5 meo then with low dose (plugging) I would not use the same sequence of music. I think this will be too restricted for LSD. Just go with the flow was always her thing. Only at the beginning and end I did a massage to her. Also she is a music student. she knows much better which music will be good to hear. Music should fit to the mind state she is in. Sometimes I think no music at all is the best. She should trust her higher intelligence which will choose automatically the right music if she needs it at all.
  8. @HereToLearn Actually from my experience definitely no problem starting with bad mood (at least for women). My girlfriend is the best example, she always takes LSD when she is in really depressive, even dark mode. She is the one who should normally never take psychedelics at all: she is easily scared, insecure, was diagnosed with psychosis, has very deep trauma in her, has self destructing behaviour, sometimes maniac episodes, is synesthetic and sees ghosts everyday during normal days. And STILL she handles psychedelica very well, she started doing LSD before two months ago. First 12 micogramm, then many 100 microgram trips and lately 150 micrograms. She tripped over 8 times, has deep ego death experiences almost every time and although LSD was sometimes challenging, she said she always came better out of the trip than before. I remember one of the trips started really bad, we went into a really heavy fight in the come up phase, she even said she don't want to trip and want to vomit so it can be out of her system but somehow it turned around in a very good trip. So even a bad beginning doesn't matter. Just go with the flow.
  9. @acidgoofy do you have experience in the healing potential of 5 meo low dose? I tried 20 times low does, sometimes I feel good energy, often I just breath heavy, my heart is beating and I feel nauseous. No insights, no visuals. Just tuning inwards and being aware of the now which seems frightening to me because it feels so serious. I always think the next second could suddenly lead to a non duality experience and this could scare me to death because I never experienced it (at least I did not recognized as it) and therefore don't know how I will react to this life changing event. How can this heal? Anyway hearing music afterwards is very very powerful to me. Maybe 5 meo is operating on deeper energy levels? I can call me a professional trip sitter because I have some experience in it and I know these drugs. Should she plugging 3 mg of 5 meo ? she has almost no distraction. Handy is off but she needs me always for massage or holding her hands for difficult times. Sometimes she watches youtube music videos.
  10. @acidgoofy why would you not recommend candyflip? Mindmed already has a study in switzerland going on for treating trauma with candyflip She had her trauma with being 14 years old(bullied heavy 2 years) . So She was almost not a child anymore I have no ketamin. Just lsd, allad, 5 meo and mdma
  11. @acidgoofy Ok yesterday she took first time 150 microgramm LSD. She wanted to know why she cannot be good at playing music (she is a music student). She always has the feeling that she is not good enough. This feeling is about anger and sadness because she tries so much to be a top music player but often times she does not play good. Her ego sabotages her not only by commenting that she is not good but also by taking away the sounds of her music when she plays. It sounds to me like a form of dissosiation. This sounds heavy and I dont know how she can cure from this Anyway, she faced the feeling of being not good enough. It was a total struggle, her ego died. but at the end she accepted it. Then she was ok. She also was automatically singing (it sound sad, like a cat which cannot go into the house). This dose did not face her childhood trauma but this was not her goal. She wanted to know whats about this feeling. She had no meeting of god this time, but I think she met her shadow. Althoug it was a heavy trip, she is fine now. She is thinking about doing 150 microgramm at minimum in the future. I think maybe she should do a candiflip (Mdma + lsd) or just MDMA next time for visiting her childhood trauma. PS: one interesting thing, she saw the first human being god built. it was an african man. She became this one and she said the first humans were only men, woman came later. Another interesting thing, she said I dont exist (this insight during the trip was no shock for her. she just said it to me like it was nothing special "Do you even exist? ...No you dont exist. Okay.") . I already know from leos teaching that I dont exist, but I cannot comprehend what she saw and how this feels. I would be totally shocked if I realize my girlfriend does not exist. How can she be so cool about this.
  12. @Leo Gura interview with Tom Campbell about infinity would great!
  13. @acidgoofy @acidgoofy ok this sounds heavy. Do you think it is possible with moderate doses of lsd doing it 50 times to have the same healing effect (just slower)? I recognize her trauma feelings are showing up more frequently lately during the day. She dont have access to the memory or cause of it. It is just showing up
  14. @acidgoofy When she meet her trauma, can she then really heal it ? Did it work for you? So far with 100 microgramm she just has various insights about union, god and reality (which is nice, but has no influence at all for her daily life struggle with her childhood trauma)
  15. @acidgoofy yes they give her healing support However this does not effect her mood/Depression or childhood trauma in any signifikant way so far. No significant impact on daily life therefore
  16. @Topann lol you are 24 years old, so young. Do you think you will be exact same dark space when you are 25, or 30 or 40 or 50 or 60 years old? Time will heal
  17. @acidgoofy she just can do it. she channeled so far in following order: Maria magdalena (mother of jesus) Jesus Poseidon Zeus Gaia (mother of earth) She never was religious, or interested in any of these gods until she channeled them. Each of them has their own strength. Maria magdalena for example is warm and give her unconditional love. Zeus is very powerful and gives her strength. She did not know of these gods until she described me exactly how they looked and what their spirit was, then we googled it to find out and it was exactly like she met on LSD. She was totally shocked As she first met jesus, she even did not asked for him. he was showing himself to her. he was a litte sexual to her she felt. Because this was too much she said to him he should go away the first times she met him (it was in a church, no LSD). Later on LSD she had direct contakt to him. As I said, she is not religious she just visit church because it is a quiet place
  18. update: last Sunday she took 80 microgram LSD. Met Gaia, the Mother of earth. No migraine so far. LSD clearly helps agains migraine!!!
  19. @Enlightenment ok that sounds no very promising. My girlfriend took 125 micro lsd on sunday with migraine symptoms. she met Jesus and jesus told her there is a bigger god than him. He introduced her to Zeus. Very powerful experience, she merged with the earth and cosmos. Migraine is gone so far.
  20. @Enlightenment I told my girlfriend about 5 meo dmt. Do you still use 5 meo for migraine? can you tell how often you take it, how much of the migraine symptopms are reduced and how many days it last?
  21. @Superfluo She will eliminate this food problem but it is just one of many problems. the root problem is probably her childhood trauma. Most people with trauma have migraine, there is a link there.
  22. Update: today her migraine came back. she is light sensitive again and is in the beginning of a migraine. She consider to take more LSD next time
  23. @Michael569 Yeah you could be right. We went to a physiotherapeut who did manual therapy on her. he said, she has a very very stiff neck. And her rip bones are not really movable. She has food problems and this has a direct link to her head he said. She has a lot of stress, so her neck is alwais tight. This could also explain why LSD works. It releases her tension in her body. Update: she told me that last week on the day where she took 100 micro LSD, she was at the beginning of a migraine. This was one of the reason she took LSD. LSD resolved the temporary migraine symptoms. However some days later she has some mild headache (but not a migraine).
  24. @Thought Art yes, 5 meo is a miracle. I tried low dose many times. No breakthrough. But even low dose has value. I feel energy in my body at will.
  25. Hello I ask me which drug has more healing potential for people like my girlfriend who have deep childhood trauma and want to heal (=release energy blockades). I introduced my girlfriend to LSD and she trips since one month weekly (50 to 100 micro) with no problem and heals every time a little. She is very sensitive to psychedelics, had god realization on her first LSD trip. She became everything and recognized that she build the whole world. However this was no shock for her, almost mundane. However I also have 5 meo in my hands so I ask me if it would be a good idea to introduce it to her also. Should she keep on with LSD or is 5 meo better for trauma release work? If so how should I introduce it to her? Can it help to do low dose 5 meo to release energy blockades? She needs to release this stored trauma in her.