OBEler

Can you make a video for understanding women ? Teal swan is best so far for that topic.

Thc, are you not afraid of brain damage? Other psychedelics hardly do that but thc really changes your brain over time.

@bazera She never took drugs, she never was into spirituality. She didnt even know sadghuru. But she went to one of his isha yoga programs because of her friend and had a hardcore kundalini awakening, for over 2 year nonstop tripping. And she was not the only one on that event. Sadghuru is legit.

He was popping 98 pills as a child to find out what death is. https://www.penguin.com.au/books/death-9781761356933/extracts/3228-death My father was a physician, so he had a medicine cabinet at home. I knew there were lots of medicines in it. Among them, I found a bottle of Gardenal. It is a kind of barbiturate that can put you to sleep. The bottle was supposed to contain a hundred tablets, but when I took them out and counted, there were only ninety-eight. Someone had opened it and used up two. I thought ninety-eight tablets should be a dose strong enough to cause death. Next, I went through my cupboard. I had some money and lots of personal property like marbles, catapults, and a few pet birds, which are of great value for a young boy. I decided to give them all away because I was going to die anyway. Some things I gave to my brother, the rest I distributed among my close friends. I told them I was leaving. They all thought it was a big joke. Then one day I decided that I would do it that night. I did not eat my dinner that night because I knew if there was food in the stomach these things might not work very well. I told my family I was not hungry and went to the terrace with the tablets. I popped in all the ninety- eight pills and just went to sleep, hoping that I would know where all the dead people go. In the morning, they did everything to wake me up, but I would not wake up. Usually, it was a little hard to wake me up in the mornings, but this time I just did not wake up at all. Then my father saw that I was limp. Everyone became terrified and took me to a hospital. They did a stomach pump, put me on oxygen, and all that, but I did not wake up. For three days, I was lifeless and in a deep sleep. On the third day, I slowly came awake. Still lying down on the bed, I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw were the rafters in the ceiling above the bed. Immediately, I recognized where I was. I had seen those rafters many times before when I had visited my father at the railway hospital, where he worked. There I was, lying in a bed in his hospital with all kinds of tubes sticking out of me. It was very frustrating, because I had gone through all this trouble hoping to see where one goes after death, and all I see are the damn rafters at the railway hospital! That was a desperate attempt to know what happens after death, but I had learned nothing about it. The only consolation was that I learned that this was not the way to know. Later, I managed to bully my friends into returning most of the stuff I had distributed to them, and life carried on! Many years later, when I was a young man living life at my cocky best, a deep experience came unasked that changed my perspective about life and death completely. Overall he got no good insights about this trip and probably didnt try drugs again. But who knows if he is secretly popping some 5 meo in his ashram. After reading this I think he is for sure open to it, he has a big curiousity. He cant use psychedelics openly because it would destroy his reputation. But in secret who knows.

A friend of mine went to his ashram. She had kundalini awakening in one of his initiations. She is not a fan of him or anything, but she went to a event where he was talking. she was not so interested in what he talked about but during the talk he stopped for a moment, looked direct to her and then she had some profound mystical experience. It was like he was seeing throuh her. She had some more profound energetic experiences , like infinite love experiences just sitting in the temples at the ashram.

Me too. I heard insane transmission stories first hand. He is really in a different state of consciousness.

How do you come to the conclusion? You speak probably about actual Owen not back then as he was successfull with dates ? Or at least it seemed that way?

The Problem is, Bryan Johnson is not intelligent. That's also he mesures everything but not his iq. He doesn't approach this whole health thing intelligent. Taking 100 pills, taking steroids, wearing makeup, his stupid training. It's funny how people can take him seriously.

Have some of you on your first dates come up with some spiritual topics ? Like about chacra or astral projection, or psychedelics, deep meditation whatsoever? If not why? If so how has the girl reacted in the aftermath? I for myself have mixed experiences. I can get quickly attention on that topic, normal girls with a bit of religious background are very fast interested if I tell them about spiritual experiences like astral traveling or near death experience. However when I go deeper into it and begin to talk about reality and illusion and explain them some new perspectives etc they become scared. At the end when I brought these heavy topics up even If I stay calm and easy, I get the feeling I loose attraction with that. They cant grasp it and get more serious, not flirty anymore. What are your experiences?

Thats what I also wanted to say. to hear these two words in one title seems interesting.

@enchanted Leo is not the only one. Many gurus try to get scientists on the right track. sadghuru did great work in that too:

@Holymoly If you do the MDMA - 5 Meo combo I personally would wait until the peak of mdma is settled and then take 5 meo. Thats probably around 1,5 hours after taking mdma. Please report how it worked. It can reduce fear to almost zero, with a normal dose of mdma (light dose will be too weak).

@Leo Gura your title includes two words not everyone knows so they get curious.

He had great insights on cocaine.

@Breakingthewall I really like your comments and you have great insights. But please for your own growth read and understand what she writes. I recognize the same pattern of you with other gurus like sadghuru. You instantly dismiss him, although you didnt do his work. Just watching some youtube videos is nothing. He teaches yoga, so you must do the yoga exercises he teaches. After one year of every day yoga then you can maybe have some opinion on him which might be not of ignorance.

@Breakingthewall Its not about values, I dont need any approval. I lost a partner and with that a whole lifestyle, an exiting feeling, purpose, meaning etc.

@Natasha Tori Maru How can I also have this shift in how I relate to my emotions/feelings/thoughts? I am ,constantly suffering. update: ah didnt saw your answer, thanks.

@Breakingthewall I can now understand. Thank you, this helps a lot!

So by becoming aware of it is not enough. Is it even possible? Do you see spirituality as a solution to reducing suffering as not working?

@Leo Gura What exactly was the turning point for you that convinced you that aliens are visiting our planet? I am also into aliens, its very entertaining, but so far there are too many grifters on that topic so I am not really conviced on what I have seen but I stay open. Also these whistleblowers can all be lead by the CIA for their tactics (hiding new military technology or whatever).

@Leo Gura It would be a good date that aliens disclose themselves, Super intelligence is also predicted by 2027. What better time would be, these aliens would know that humans cannot handle such an enormous intelligence and would intervene.

Can you say the same to someone who gets disabled by cancer?

@manuel bon Have you ever earned some money with that? Was it enough to pay rent? Your goal is highly ambitious but if it motivates you, then good. But I would not call that realistic.

@vibv @vibv You frame it really in a romantic spiritual way. It destroys me. Its like addiction. There is no good goal behind it other than suffering. You can say the same to a person suffering from cancer.

@AION Which wilber book would help the best to penetrate better through peter ralstons unneccessary suffering book? I hope my suffering counts as unneccessary in peter ralstons eyes and I can sleep well again.