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Oh, are you planning to anything with regards to game design in the future?

@Leo Gura Is your video game your working on a business venture as much as it is a creative one? Do you hope to make a lot of money off it at some point? Was that one of your original intentions?

How can you know that?

As soon as they get the crystals out, I'm gone..

is it your favourite game of all time?

You seem like a bit of a unicorn in this regard (I mean considering your supposed "level"), energy in the body has ruined my life. Perhaps maybe you just went full speed in one direction (the metaphysical) and somewhat bypassed this aspect, almost all energy symptoms (in my direct experience and from what I've read) have to do with mastering "physical" life and people. This has always been a primary goal of mine because of my upbringing. Maybe a bodily awakening is your next evolution. Have you ever deliberately pursued this type of work/phenomena? I can't imagine I would've ever experienced it unless I deliberately pursued it in the way that I did. Did you ever have a non-negotiable reason in which you HAD to master your emotions? Because I remember you mentioning that you've been alone/isolated for most of your life, maybe this could attribute to it, in that you were never forced to master people, it had always been an "endeavour"? Were you self-sufficient from an early-ish age?

@Leo Gura I find it absurdly strange that you have had no significant energy symptoms in the body, do you have any idea why you think you haven't experienced this yet considering how much psychedelics you've done?

So is this different from the “the minds eye”? How can you be sure you’re not just imaging what you want to hear? And then claiming it as sound?

Are these sounds vibrational, like how you would hear bass on a speaker?

Joe Rogan and his audience are at the very bottom of the list of people I would share my deepest insights with. I can't think of anything but abuse that will come from this. Sure you want to reach the most people as possible but at the end of the day the most serious people will find their way to truth regardless, if they don't then they just aren't that serious. People are more immature than they've ever been right now, right now is not the time to go viral with actualised.org. My advice would be to wait until America turns it's back on Trump before going on a podcast like Joe Rogan's, that way this audience is more conscientious and appreciative about the dangers of corruption. Gotta pick your moment, you don't up to a raging beast looking for any excuse to lash out and start poking it with the stick of truth. Wait till the climate changes, actualised.org isn't going anywhere.

This is your own life purpose though? Your not only here because its all about us? What else would you be doing if not sharing your development with us. It's for you just as much as it is for us. You say wasting your time but your not giving us your time purely just for us? Or is that not accurate? Would your happiest most productive life purpose not be in helping us? You said it yourself, what else is there to do? How can it not be about you "as well" when your deliberately choosing to do this because its your highest purpose, even if causes you backlash and suffering, you get the greatest "meta" satisfaction from it. Which is what YOU want. I'm not trying to catch you out, but is this not true?

@integral bro's got a gaming mouse

@How to be wise You can guarantee nothing.

@MsNobody I think studying Leo's video "What is Gaslighting?" would be very appropriate at this time. With trauma like this and your family in particular, your going to need to learn how to trust yourself before you can navigate through any of it. I too have very little memories from my childhood and I think this is reason, I was constantly manipulated and gaslighted so I never learnt to trust my own experience, and as such, it became a blur. I would advice against rushing into confronting your family about this, even your mom. If you don't build some kind of solid foundation of trust for yourself which you can rely on first, then you might find that bringing this up with them will just make everything worse for you and you will start to feel helpless again.

I'd appreciate you not doing that in future please, I was hardly demonising you. How is it fair that you can wipe your footprint off of other peoples comments but we cant?