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  1. Yeah, I am a dumbass
  2. Also how do yall be knowing who I am??
  3. So me and my ex are getting back together and she was expressing concerns to me about how she wants to feel safe and secure. How do I best do this?
  4. I am doing something about it. You are not here with me to see the work I am doing. I am homeless and going through a rough time in my life. I strive everyday for self-improvement. I do not understand why you think I am doing nothing...
  5. This post has substance in it. You just are expecting something different
  6. I am brought to tears by this world's corruption... The suffering on this planet is so great. Will we ever go beyond it? I am tired of coming across the same acts of selfishness day in and day out. I want to raise the vibration of this planet. We need to do something. We are being bogged down...
  7. Wish them Salvation from afar 🙏🏻 It is not wise to associate oneself with such beings...
  8. I don't care anymore I will give people what they want
  9. I know it's my time to shine and I'm already improving. There is just so much pain in my heart I don't know if I can go on without hurting someone. I can't help it. I'm broken. I need love.
  10. It does too make me feel better. I want that control back that they stole from me.
  11. They took control of my mind Leo. My parents conditioning is running me and I can't escape. I am trying so hard to defragment the conditioning but it is taking so long. I can't even think clearly. I don't know who I am. They stole my mind away from me.
  12. Thank you so much. I needed that
  13. How to make the mind tell me good things?
  14. Throughout my life I have been treated like shit. I am tired of putting up with it. Today I made a resolution not to take anyone's shit and to set proper boundaries for myself. I will not let people walk all over me. I will tell them what's up and i am not gonna let them tell me what to do. I have every right to control my mind and body and no one has the right to tell me otherwise. I am done with these sick games and I wish I could heal. I am completely lost. I hate everything
  15. I do not understand why people feel threatened by me. I am going out and gaming and people are calling security on me often. Is this a normal thing? Am I really so deficienct that people call security. Or are people just scared in general? My family were losers then. I hate my life and everyone around me I am not getting attention and I have no idea how to heal. I am homeless, jobless, and now am single. I want a woman to appreciate me for me. They all seem to hate me. What did I do wrong? Just for being myself? I hate the world. I want to hurt people. I don't care anymore. It brings me peace, because the world treats me like shit so i believe people deserve it. This is the only way to heal. By unleashing the anger out into the world. Nothing else makes me feel better. Especially locking myself up in a room somewhere meditating, that would just make it worse.