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Yeah, i started doing that. No matter what, my intention is not to escalate the situation further. I just want a peaceful divorce, protect my relationship with kids, and my financial situation. But just in case she goes in that direction, i want to be prepared.

I'm 35, living in Germany, and currently going through a difficult separation and divorce. We have two young children, aged 4 and 7. My biggest problem isn't the divorce itself, but the increasingly hostile communication with my ex-wife. We currently arrange childcare schedules monthly by email, based on my shift work in Switzerland. This has generally worked, but lately even small disagreements, like being 30 minutes late bringing the kids back, turn into major conflicts and threats of family court. She has hired a lawyer and has apparently been documenting things about me for years. I'm now being portrayed as abusive or violent, which I strongly dispute. I'm worried these accusations could eventually damage my relationship with my children. I'm also under considerable financial pressure from child support, taxes, housing costs, and rebuilding my life after separation. I've contacted several family lawyers and am considering involving the German Jugendamt (youth welfare office) to establish a more formal parenting agreement. I'd really appreciate advice from people who have personally experienced a high-conflict divorce involving children. - What do you wish you'd done earlier? - How did you protect your relationship with your children? - How did you handle accusations, threats, and difficult communication? - What mistakes should I avoid, especially regarding lawyers and custody arrangements? Please, I'm specifically looking for people with firsthand experience of divorce, custody disputes, or similar situations. I'm not interested in speculation or advice from people who have no real understanding of what this involves. I want to handle this responsibly, protect my children, and avoid unnecessary escalation. Thanks to anyone willing to share their experience.

Thanks! Yeah, I was also happy and surprised that she was so eager to try it. I don't think most people are particularly comfortable with sticking things up their ass, especially when it comes to their first psychedelic experiences. Vaping freebase has been my preferred method since day one.

I've pretty much perfected my e-mesh vaping technique over the years, so I doubt that's the issue. Yeah, the possibility of her having a bad trip does worry me a bit. She doesn't seem to carry much emotional baggage or unresolved trauma. Would that actually lower her chances of having a bad trip?

For the first time, I decided to share 5-MeO-DMT with someone - my girlfriend. She had never tried psychedelics before, apart from occasionally smoking weed with me. I'm using the e-mesh method, so we started very low, at around 0.5 mg. She had an absolutely mind-blowing experience! She kept repeating how amazing it was to be a woman. As she was coming down, she said she'd just had the best orgasm of her life. (Not gonna lie, I felt a little jealous hearing that 😂) Anyway, she came down smoothly, and everything went great. Two days later, she tried it again, this time at around 1 mg. But strangely, the experience was completely different. No trip whatsoever. Instead, she just felt nauseous, dizzy, and like she needed to vomit. Any ideas why a higher dose would produce no psychedelic effects, just unpleasant physical symptoms? Has anyone experienced something similar?

I had the same issues. REBT method solved this problem. Just sit with yourself in a room with no distractions for 10 minutes daily and observe these pictures you have on your mind. Don't fight them. Do this for 10,15 days and see what happens. Be aware that this condition may be even more severe at the start of doing this, but it's normal. I had huge leap after a fourth day. Now, 2 months later, I have no issues with it at all.

Using Teal Swan's completion process on low doses of 5-MeO-DMT is the best thing I have ever done towards dealing with root causes of my emotional issues. I didn't find anything that comes close to that level of healing, but it's also something that requires a tremendous amount of emotional strength. I am happy I came across her work.

It's a heat sink, meant to take away some heat while inhaling.

Exactly.

@Leo Gura What about e-mesh? I don't think there is anything more efficient and portable as e-mesh. It's easy to gather parts needed to build it.

Awesome. Good luck!

You wanna say you’ve never touched yourself? Ignore the potential double meaning behind my question

Ocasionaly we also eat cats.

Damn @Lila9 , that was beautiful. You make life sound like a love letter.

As I already pointed out in a PM a month ago.