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  1. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    1 hour ago, max duewel said:

    I did Kambo in Mexico with shamans. You go through physical hell for 20 mins if you drink the necessary water to puke and flush out the toxins. (A lot of water) I did not feel any significant effects over the next weeks and months from it.

    I read the consumption of water is one of two ways to administer Kambo. Regurgitating is not the determining factor of if benefits present themselves. 

    My assumption is people are taking too much to start. I will self administer one dot only. Similar to too much nicotine consumption on day #1. You end up very sick and nauseous. 

    The second way of taking sapo is with very little water. I have read various benefits using this route as opposed to drinking so much water you make yourself sick, then can't recognize its healing properties. I will give it a shot in my bedroom off all medication. I have watched various courses. 

    4 hours ago, vladorion said:

    Actually, you gotta vomit on kambo to purge toxins and energetic blockages.

    In a ceremony, you drink 2 liters of water beforehand and if you have trouble vomiting, a shaman will blow tobacco into your nostrils to make you vomit.

    If you have trouble vomiting, put 2 fingers into your throat and try to make yourself vomit.

    I've done it 2 times. I wouldn't do it without a professional specializing in this medicine.

    I have the Kuripe and Rapè which is used prior to kambo administration. 

    I will do more researching into other ways of application. It may be a dud in the end but I feel it may be worth a shot. 

    I only lose 60$ in the long-run. I must figure out why people are reporting crazy benefits and why others are not. 

    Too much of water or of kambo may be the catalyst for such reported adverse side-effects. 

  2. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    2 hours ago, Michal__ said:

     

    I think the benefits are the same as with fasting. Both abstaining from food or sexual activity for a time period gives me the same benefits. And the rebound is the same too (with fasting it is harder to digest food for a while, giving you the food equivalent of POIS. If I abstain from sexual activity for days /weeks I get POIS too. If I have any type of sexual activity frequently I dont have ANY POIS. Same with food.)

    a) women get automatically attracted with both fasting and retention

    b) manifestation is way easier

    c) meditation is way easier

    I am almost certain that it is about self mastery (not some magic seed) and the attraction is because women can intuit it from micro behavior. That is why fasting can have the magical pussy magnet effect too.

    The reason why manifestation works so well after a certain period is that it builds your will. The closer your will is to Will the better it works.

    This is correct in my experience. If I am fasting or in Ketosis (0.5+), then It feels like Bramacharya. Sugar and carbs may be what makes POIS present itself to the degree which it does. 

  3. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    1. I track when I ejaculate, both time and day in my Google calendar.
    2. Day 3 I feel horny again.
    3. After day 7 I transform into a mass pervert. 
    4. 7+ I can sit in my room for 8 hours, staring at a fork or a kasina disk.
    5. Day 14 I am so horny I could do things no man should speak of to the back-side of a pretty young lady - using only my mouth.
    6. I never make it past day 14
    7. Damn, POIS is real..

  4. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    1 hour ago, onacloudynight said:

    No this is not a troll post

    My girlfriend just told me today that she wants to have group sex and have sex with big and strong men. This really upsets me because I am skinny and will never be able to look like a genetic freak like some of these guys. I can gain muscle for sure, but there is only so much genetic potential.

    I told her I am upset with this and am awaiting her response...

     

    "I literally just want men with bigger penis', it's just so not fair ugh... You know what? I think we need to take a break :)" - was her reply to the poor fella. 

  5. Posted · Edited by Aiwass
    Had to add Maharshi hahaha funny image in my head when I think of him Dodging five-0 with his diaper on lmaoooo

    5 hours ago, axiom said:

    Enlightenment is not in any way dependent on the apparently good, bad, healthy or unhealthy conditioning of a human character.

    The more conscious you are the less evil you do. Look at every sage. Many modern and ancient so-called enlightened folk were only enlightened because the general public deemed them as being so. Look at sadhguru for example. 

    The more conscious one is the less selfishness one posseses.  Anyone can parrot scriptures. I have a pet Quaker and she can parrot(pun intended Hahaha) whatever non-sense and fool the fools that she is enlightened. Then, tomorrow murder a bird she doesn't like.

    You don't see buddha, Jesus, Ramana Maharshi and Sadhguru Râping/Mölesting women then "Ducking ' N Dodging" the Five-0, Riding dirty...

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    @Juan Fasting in Ketosis might do the trick of preventing me from vomitting(I never throw up). Thanks for the insights!

    1.] Curious, how many dots did you complete? 

    2.] I read removing sugar and carbs can have anti-inflammatory benefits which reduce asthmatic symptoms. Suffering from asthma myself(only when I sprint or jogg intensely) I attributed it to that. Was this possibly the case for you also?

  9. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    19 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    It's not a psychedelic. You're not gonna be tripping on it. It's basically like getting bit by a snake. I doubt getting bit by a snake is gonna cure any of your illnesses. Although it might have a very strong placebo effect. Once you go through that torture your mind will have a strong incentive to convince you that the torture had some higher purpose.

    But of course there's no way to know without trying. Good luck. Post us a report if you try it.

    P.S. You can easily buy Kambo on eBay.

    Purchased kambo on ebay today. When it arrives I will give it a try, then hope to write a comprehensive report. :)

    I saw your post on Instagram of you using Amanita Muscaria. If  Kambo goes nowhere I might do some careful digging into its preparation. Did that substance bring about any positive impacts on your health or psyche?

  13. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    On 1/4/2023 at 2:19 PM, bazera said:

    Hey,

    I just found out that there are people who only eat fruit and nothing else.

    There is also a YouTube channel from that type of guy:

    https://www.youtube.com/@TheFreeMelonSociety

    What do you guys think of this? How healthy is it?

    Maybe it's worth trying in case of some autoimmune diseases. But I worry about a lack of protein intake and too much sugar. This just doesn't seem natural.

    I reccomend giving it a shot temporarily, getting a comprehensive blood-lab simply to see if any adjustments may be necessary.

    I think the idea is not a pleasant nor beneficial one unless it is a fasting technique of some sort(fruit has sugar so we can exclude that logical chain of thought).

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    7 hours ago, mr_engineer said:

    What do the SJWs really want?! Someone said they don't want to suppress healthy masculinity, right?! 

    What you study during your free time is your business. Resist the temptation of making generalized assumptions based on a sample size. Most are not quite sure as to what all feminists think about whatever. See it just as group-think and do what you can to treat women respectfully. Be an honorable human. It is easy to attack others. 

  16. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    On 1/15/2023 at 8:25 PM, onacloudynight said:

    Do not go

    I may be getting flack for saying this but I have seen things from both sides. Both as a patient and as a security guard working for the hospital 

    The nurses and doctors treat the patients like trash. I have personally seen and heard nurses joke about putting sedatives in the patients drinks. They do not care and are borderline psychopaths

    Just because they are doctors doesn't mean shit. Most of them have giant egos and get off on the power that they have over their patients. 

    The psychiatric system needs a major overhaul like for real. I would avoid it like the plague.

     

    If someone is too unstable for living Inside a house with their own parents then that is an obstacle. Your own flesh and blood would not wish to ship you off unless you are being interpreted as a threat to their safety inside their own home. 

    I think it is responsible on their end to discuss the matters with the OP, as opposed to kicking her out of the house. I am glad go see these Guardians of hers have compassion and want her to get help. 

    Get help if you need it. Creating a mess for others to clean will only slide for so long. 

  17. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    On 1/11/2023 at 10:35 AM, Raptorsin7 said:

      @ardacigin Hey, you were a student of the guy wrote TMI right?

    I'm curious about the role between medication and purification of the mind/being. If the guy wrote a book about meditation and meditation works to purify you, then how did he still get involved in sex scandals?

    My dog(German shepherd) can write books and type on the printer. Hahahahah get it? ;)

    If you were not getting the basic need known as sex, as a male, you'd be in quite the similar situation.

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    On 1/6/2023 at 5:27 PM, OBEler said:

    https://www.greenmarketreport.com/atai-life-sciences-ketamine-treatment-for-depression-fails-in-mid-stage-trial/

    they gave 110 people with non treatable depression 30 mg or 60 mg r ketamin (IV) or placebo. After the day and after two weeks there were no significant differences between placebo group and ketamin group. 

    This is surprising, for everyone, because there are so many anecdotes out there and other studies, which show that ketamin can drastically improve depression even long term.

    Was the study design not good (dosis too low, just one trip) or are there really no effects of ketamin on depression?  What do you think about this?

    No diagnosis has a sigular cause, nor only one factor contributing to its presence. There is no one thing that will cure a psychological state as all states of consciousness are impermanent. 

    Depression is a transient state not a physical object to alter with material-agents. 

    We have no cures for the majority of clinical diagnosis known today. We have temporary band-aids, chronic forms of treatment for chronic impairmemts. 

    ♡Ask the right questions:

    1. If I have an auto-immune disorder(for instance) and consume a material-agent said to cure me, but continued exposing my body to that which is causing the attack on the body, then mean the "cure-all" material I took is a lie? 

    2. Is ketamine now useless or does it become a material able to temporarily alleviate certain symptoms for certain people(based on genetics and dna)?

    3. How does one prove if there is improvement of depressive symptoms? With a questionnaire(self-report)? How much integrity are you placing on suck folk? 

    4. I have done ketamine many times. It doesn't cure anything. It is a drug. This is mainstream chatter which is using and marketing the legality of medicinal materials for profits.  Is there a meta-study for this study? What is Depression? What is a state of consciousness? Even if they were given the limitless pill they would still be depressed because there are other parts to the puzzle which is the reason why you are PUZZLED.

  19. Posted

    On 1/7/2023 at 8:55 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

    I find it strange to be honest. And a bit old fashioned. 

    And a bit funny.... Like after doing 5 Meo, weed? 

    Maybe weed helps Leo unwind and relax. 

     

    Weed is the mainstream substitute for alcohol. If it truly got the job done many wouldn't dare touch it. 

  22. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    On 1/11/2023 at 0:51 AM, PenguinPablo said:

    And then I go back to sleep... 

    Hello God ??

    Define God realization: God realization is when you literally realize that you are God

    If you as God did not realize that you were God, that means you literally don't have self-awareness. Therefore, how could you be mature in the first place if you're not even aware of yourself of who you are and self-awareness yourself aware you're lost in a f****** child

     

     

     

     

     

     

    **Definition: "A partial expansion and absorption of one's own "I"dentification with that of 'Absolute Infinite Mind(Consciousness)'. Absolute unification or Realization results in the death of the physical body. Precisely, as how the dream ends upon awakening from REM-Sleep. Many lucid-dreamers realize they are in a dream. Awareness is not a possessions of the ego-mind, rather a constantly Infinitely impermanent stillness, that's Absolutely self-knowing,  Absolutely Meta, Hallucinating itself(identification) in relative forms within itself." 

  23. Posted · Edited by Aiwass

    On 10/24/2022 at 2:37 AM, flyingwhalee said:

    LSD has been a very useful chemical to me for the past 3 years. I grew a lot, and working with it in a non-dual context allowed for beautiful awakenings and spectacular God realizations I will forever cherish the memory of.

    It seems like I cannot use it anymore. My 3 to 4 last trips were horrific. I lack the words to describe how hellish they become. It goes like this:

    - I meditate like I always use to for the duration of the come up (1h). The familiar Lysergamide very energetic body load takes place. I place my awareness on itself, going deeper along with the feeling of existential love growing.

    - In a matter of a few minutes, everything goes very bad. Heart starts racing, all the love turns into extreme despair. It's not just panic. Multiply this by infinity. Everything in me is convinced this is the end. In fact, it's far worse than death: it's the end of every joy, love, hope. It's just like reality, that you used to love and recognize as yourself, turns against you in the most heartbreaking way. It's suicidal.

    I used to think that this was result of consuming Nbomes. I wish this theory was true, it is not. It happened again today with a light 150 AL-LAD, that I tested.

    At this point, I think the problem is in my brain chemistry. I have no idea if this is a Lysergamide problem only. I was planning on working with 5-Meo-DMT in a few weeks, needless to say I got cold feet. 

    Does this ring a bell to anybody ? It's hard to imagine this is a me problem only.

    Lsd is grade-school. The Dmt's proceed graduate school. 

    Lsd(for me) = twitching of the body, heavy prana-like body load, electric zaps - even following 15 properly executed chelation rounds.