Megan Alecia

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    I am skimming through a Jung book right now. 

    In one instance I spotted a passage that accurately described one of my most deepest unconscious inner workings. It made me feel disgusted (idk why), nervous and terrified.

    I kind of want to keep reading, given the merit of doing it, and in spite my own lackluster attention span. But I know its gonna be hard read not only with not just many rude awakenings, but also with some sacrifices to make (in terms of habits and hidden desires).

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    I feel alone. And I'm afraid of being isolated, stuck with my own thoughts... I wouldn't be able to function during those moments. Along with the feeling of "fuck this why am I even alive??" A sense of purposelessness. A disgust for humans for not caring about my pain and emotions. 

    How do I deal with all these? 

    It's like my entire life is about building something... A good life, an attractive outside facade, a healthy body. What if all those are nothing, and love is all I need? 

     

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    While reading some Internet forum, I was just disappointed and slightly disgusted at the fact that people seem to prioritize themselves in basically every situation and care very little about others. Like it always has to be "me, me, me..."

    But of course I'm not beyond this. I just have this inkling, but that's it. I guess that's why I'm asking here; how to care for others without it being an egoic trap/self deception ?