Raptorsin7

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    Wow I am loving this hippy community. It's pretty amazing how much my life has shifted since I left my basement to travel.

    I am meeting some incredible people in this community. I believe I will spend some significant time here, it feels like my destiny is to be here and to evolve, and also to evolve the community.

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    @Zeroguy I am 19 days no porn, no fap, and no orgasm. I didn't even intend to do no nut November but I started my streak nov 1.

    Because I'm travelling it had been pretty effortless. I feel very good, and I feel like I'm getting less consumes by lower chakra based drives. 

    My intention now is to find a heart centered connection, and I find I have an extra motivation and vitality because I haven't fapped

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    @Ulax I'm going to stay for another week and during this time I will get some pics

    I love this place. Omg these hippies really found some magic with these kinds of communities. I'm going to stay for at least a week maybe longer.

    I've felt such warm and heart centered connections with the people here 

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    I am a stage green community in sweden attending a dance retreat. It's a really cool experience. this is the next step in my evolution. 

    I am self conscious about very judgmental towards green ideals in the past, but I am approaching this place with humility and a willingness to learn

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    @catcat69123 I am in Europe now for at least another month. So these places will not be open to me while I'm in Europe?

    Ideally I would go there in mid December, if not then there is an ashram in Canada that offers long term intensive retreats. 

    I did a 10 day vipassana retreat a few months ago, and there I felt genuine purging and healing. But I reverted back to my old habits and addictions almost immediately and since then I lost the feeling of healing I felt after/during my retreat 

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    @catcat69123 So have you returned back to your life or are you planning on staying longer?

    What is your next step? Are you concerned that by returning home you will slip back into the same unhealthy patterns of mind and lose the momentum?

    And what is the process by which you can apply to stay there?

    I'm from Canada, but currently travelling in Europe, and that sounds like something that I'd be interested in.

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    Just flew into Brussels now I'm waiting for my flight to Stockholm.

    Headed to a 3 day dance retreat/festival at an intentional community in Sweden. 

    I'm going to start a private personal journal to flush out my mind and get out any lingering thoughts. Also feeling the call to spend long hours in meditation or simply sleeping. 

    I think my trauma first began as a young child, and at that age it's necessary to get lots of sleep so I may up my sleep to 10-12 hours (maybe 8 hours plus naps).

    I also feel a call to begin psychidelics again. When I go back home I will likely rent an airbnb and try 5 meo Malt. I've felt the power of psychidelics and I believe they can really enhance healing. I may look into some kind of psychidelic therapy or something too

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    Just now, Tristan12 said:

    If you ever happen to layover or something in Toronto I'd be happy to meet.

    I'd love to visit Vancouver. I feel like I'd like it way more than Ontario.

    Cool, maybe on my return flight I'll spend a day in Toronto.

    Yeah, Vancouver is awesome. It's a really developed area, and BC as a Provence is amazing