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About CelticQueen17

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  1. I appreciate all replies. I am just currently a bit frustrated with my life circumstances-although I am accepting of them
  2. *Advance apology if this type of post is not allowed here.* I’d love to connect with a local actualized person! Even just to text, talk and hike etc.
  3. “Little needs manipulating” ... I see but wouldn’t it be better to be a middle class Mom with a partner than working my ass off being a single parent? Or is that whole stress about my kids going hungry thing just “in my head” ?? Or maybe I don’t have children, like I was not born? I think I’m lost & I have plenty of experience with loosing the ego. I was doing that when Leo was in Elementary school.
  4. As I watched Leo’s latest video, I found myself understanding the concept of nothing being “real” BUT since we think that we are here, we might as well have fun! Can we manipulate the dream through our conscious thoughts?
  5. I am having a day where I literally feel as though I may have been let down by every partner ( family-friends-lovers-coworkers) that I have ever had. Does anyone relate to this simple statement??
  6. "slowly crystallising from an amorphous nothing as a baby into ever sharper relief as an old geezer - only to go back to slowly realising I'm an amorphous nothing again. Is that a journey?" Yes! I think thats a great way to sum up what we do here. We are just here to gain things then lose them all ... life seems easier once you accept it, don't you agree?
  7. Great Question. I think thats my whole point of doing this....I have ways existed for others. Lost my identity after having children...its as if I became a machine, but a loving, warm Mom machine. Shortly after my second was born I remember a lady telling me "you will lose yourself, there is no "I" in mother"!! I am a hard worker and love the peace of mind that comes with nice surroundings free of toxic individuals so I am hoping my self actualization finds me working less and being extremely confortable & content. I raise my children on my own and although they are older now, nothing that I have found is more stressful than single parenting without support. I live in a very conservative religious pocket of Pennsylvania. I was in an Amish restaurant yesterday and chuckled at how they have their whole culture revolving around God which is really them..... Thanks for giving me the chance to write!
  8. So Last Thursday, where do you feel that you are in your self actualization journey? Other than just being no where experiencing no thing..... What else do you do in your life dream? Hmmmm? Lol I am very curious about others experiences.
  9. Thank you all again for your help & @LastThursday. Your answer made me go "a-ha!"
  10. Thank you for your time and for your heart felt answers.
  11. Okay so I have listened to several videos lately where Leo talks about realizing that no other human beings exist...is he saying this because we are all connected and all God....or does he mean that each listener is completely alone & how can this be? Maybe "it just is" I'm sure I'm missing something here....please enlighten me if you feel moved to do so.
  12. ENFP. Oh how I wish I was not an Extrovert by nature! Life would be so much easier, if I did not need to have relationships.