GeoLura

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  1. @SageModeAustin  It takes alot of effort to get away from egos gravitational pull. It's far easier to fall back to safe and familiar life as an ego. Ego is sneaky and you'll probably develop a spiritual ego after few glimpses, thinking you know it all and are above all these "ignorant people" xD Can't say for sure that it'll happen, but i was so sure i was "enlightened" multiple times. But no worries, just keep at it. Psychedelics can help alot, if you feel like you're stuck.


  2. @How to be wise  It's my god given name ;)

    @Leo Gura Yeap. I was the universe all along, or no-self, consciousness, emptiness, infinity, God or whatever label you want to give it. It's just mindboggling how i lived 22 years without seeing this.

    @martins name No, i really had no choice. It's just not what "i" imagined it to be, but of course ego needs to imagine it to be something that makes it better and happier somehow, to fuel it's own destruction.


  3. I've had multiple enlightenment experiences in the past 4 years. I started experimenting with psychedelics 2 months ago and i've tripped on average once a week since. Last weekend i had ego death so complete, it changed something radically. I have alot less thoughts, I'm conscious of my body, breath and thoughts 24/7, but i feel super disoriented. Everything feels empty. "I" think this is the egos last stand to try to stay alive. Everything is conseptual, expect consciousness. I get why Jed Mckenna and Steven Norquist say that enlightment is crazy thing to want. No ego really wants enlightenment, it feels like getting out of the amusement park, but can't stop now, too far to turn back.