Giulio Bevilacqua

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  1. Posted · Edited by Giulio Bevilacqua
    Wrong

    49 minutes ago, Pudgey said:

    Stop reading bad trip reports until after you have taken the substance multiple times. Otherwise, you will have self-induced anxiety and increase your chance of having such a bad trip. Bad trips are also not necessarily bad but can be terrifying. It's a learning experience, nonetheless. 

    Well said. It’s a good point.

    Many people just report their chronic resistance of the trip thinking that something went wrong. 
    It can badly influence vulnerable people 

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    I experienced the same last time.

    Would not see it as a problem but more as gross energy that  is trying to move and transform. Maybe there is some stuckness in the lower parts of the body like the perineum or bladder.

    I usually let it be until it changes form. It can not remain long if you just witness it and let it freely transform 

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    20 hours ago, LSD-Rumi said:

    This started very recently and has occured two times. It happens in the dark before I go to bed or when I wake up in the middle of the night. I start seeing a black-brown spider and it walks very rapidly, it also floats sometime. The hallucination is very solid, like looking at a real spider. I am afraid this is the start of something more sinister, like scizophrenia considering I have suffered already from multiple mental illneses already.

    What happens when you just let it be without worrying too much about it ? 
    does it still remain ? Maybe it remains but with less fear in the background 

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    On 4/2/2023 at 9:16 PM, Breakingthewall said:

    5meo is a purification process. it's not a game. If you take a dose that opens you to infinity but you are not ready for it, you will shut down, you will fight against 5meo. You don't want to live this experience. I would say that in some cases it can kill. you have to go little by little, many light trips, until you feel that you want total dissolution, and you open yourself to it without resistance

    I have heard this thing about readiness a lot but I really do not get it.

    Will there ever be a time where you feel ready ? 
    Ego is a fearful creature and I can’t believe you can train it to a comfort zone where it can easily jump into infinity. 
    Just my suppositions 

  21. Posted · Edited by Giulio Bevilacqua
    Adding

    @acidgoofy

    5 hours ago, acidgoofy said:

    A breakthrough happens when you realize Truth and in the same moment you fully accept what is.

    From a physical point of view, all tension in your body is released and you become completely relaxed. It's like you're falling deeper and deeper into yourself.

    Imo there is no need to have a trip sitter if you are reasonably mentally stable and know what you are doing. I've never had one and never felt like I needed one, but I think it's good if you have an emergency contact that you could get in touch with if necessary.

     

     thanks for the clarity ❤

  25. Posted

    I was wondering what you guys mean when you use the term breakthrough regarding 5meo. 

    And another thing. I read mostly on the reddit page that many users strictly recommend a sitter or a professional guide to help you in the process of a breakthrough. What are the real dangers? I am not talking about spiritual crisis or difficulties in integration.

    I really do not want anybody around me during this type of experiences.  It's a very intimate moment and having  someone around makes me feel too bloked.

    Anyways. Is it really necessary ?

    Thank you