Stop doing it.
You have to realize you are doing the suffering. Stop creating the idea of rejection.
Do not allow your mind to think the thought, "I got rejected" and the like.
Your focus needs to be on having fun and enjoying yourself, not on any particular girl accepting you. You don't need their acceptance. That is not why you are socializing. You are socializing for the joy of socializing.
You didn't get rejected, you just met a person who wasn't a right match.

@IJB063 Government is not a middleman. It is essential for your survival.
If it were a middleman, it would have been eliminated in the past 10,000 years, yet it only gets bigger and more complex. That should tell you how essential and good it is.
Roads cannot exist without government.

I AM GOD!
I AM CREATING EVERYTHING!
ABSOLUTELY TOTAL!
ABSOLUTELY SOVEREIGN!
ABSOLUTE INSANITY!
God is loving this reality.
God doesn't care whether the human dies or not. However, suicide is a deception.
God wants to experience and it designed the human experience.
I'm hallucinating this human experience!
I was able to awaken myself and go back to being human instantly. I tested that multiple times while tripping.
Leo! I created you to remind me that I can wake up. God is a genius bastard.
So much happened during the trip that I'm unable to write as of now! It was infinitely insane!
I ate a cannabis gummy three hours after I consumed 150 mg N,N-DPT orally. It contained 5 mg THC, 5 mg CBD, and 5 mg CBG. My insane trip began 20-30 minutes after cannabis consumption. The peak lasted for two hours. But I'm still tripping.
Almost all of my psychedelic experiences, although I've done very little before, are a joke compared to what I've experienced now.
Ideas of psychedelic experiences are also a joke after you have an experience. Ideas of it will probably become an obstacle eventually without serious experience.
Meditation will never, at least to me, be able to reveal something like that.
My whole being wants to align with that experience. I feel a strong desire to emulate it.

Yes! Good!
You are catching a sense of the undefinability of Being.
You fear it because it leads to very radical states of consciousness which dematerialize reality.
Yes, eventually it leads to insanity and beyond.

Contradicted by the fact that the greatest men have always been monks and hermits.
You can't be great due to group-think.

Values are where it really counts.
Imagine you value health and spirituality and truth but your girlfriend values socializing, drinking, and material pursuits like luxury vacations. That is not going to work.
No matter how conscious you are, you still have values you wish to live by. In fact, the more conscious you are the less you are willing to compromise on core values like health, consciousness, truth, honesty, peace of mind, etc.
The less corrupt you are the less compatible you are with corrupt people. And most people are corrupt.
There is also incompatibility in terms of life goals, personality types and sex drive. Life goals is stuff like wanting kids vs not. Personality type is like introvert vs extrovert. Sex drive can vary a lot.

It is possible to become conscious of it.
Death is you getting absorbed back into Infinity.

It's not an irony. Proper rationality self-reflects and recognizes its own limitations.

Everyone dies alone.

Good chemistry, values alignment, life goals alignment, personality type compatibility, sexual compatibility.

Low: 10-15mg
Mid: 15-25mg
High: 25mg+

Weed is stronger than LSD for me.
Weed is the strongest psychedelics I've ever taken hands down.
Nothing can beat 1mg of pure THC.

Of course. I am definitely a psychedelic freak. No one trips as deep as me. Why that is, I don't know.
Weed acts on specialized cannabinoid receptors which are different than all other psychedelic receptors. So my brain is somehow extremely full of cannabinoid receptors. Or maybe mine are special kinds of receptors.
I don't know what that means.
I do not like consuming weed as a plant. I will only consume pure THC isolate.
I cannot get stoned on weed. Weed for me is more potent than 5-MeO-DMT and lasts 4x longer. It only raises my consciousness. It has no other effect. If I take a higher dose I become so infinitely conscious that it is terrifying.
I have never had success with sublingual chemicals. Drops don't work for me.
The best way to consume weed is to vape pure THCA isolate. It's easy to obtain, it's cheap, and it's clean and potent as hell with none of the weed stink or lung irritation.
Very cool.
Weed is not addictive at all to me. No different than DMT in that regard.

That is harder. I could do it but then life is a slog. I do try to make my life enjoyable, not a constant grind or deprivation.
Mild is acceptable here because really all you need is many hours sitting in boredom.
The crazy high Awakenings are ironically too exciting to face bordem with them.
I easily get bored because my mind is very creative.
Well, that's the rub. It's hard to do.
Financial independence is an awesome goal and achievement but few will do what it takes to acheive it.
If you really value it you can create it. But most don't really value it.

The solution to self-deception is not-knowing.

God is just Imagination. If you can imagine a self, the next logical step is to imagine an other. An other is just a self that isn't you. You can imagine that.
Without imagining others you would be lonely and bored. Other is also used to fool yourself into thinking you didn't create yourself but came from some "other".
Where did you come from? Either you created yourself or some other created you. To hide that you are God, you need to invent an other to offload the work to. You need to invent a mother and father to offload the responsibility for your creation.
Think of other as something which can be imagined. Which is why it exists.
You can imagine a kangaroo. You can imagine an other.

Yes.
Because that's what a "human life" is. That's what birth is. How do you think you were born? You had to imagine that you are a baby human and then carry on with that line of imagination.
Life is an act of supreme imagination. There is no life otherwise.
Existence is an Absolute. Existence absolutely exists, always and forever. You are pure Existence.
When enlightened masters tell you to find who you are, the true self, what they mean is to find that you are not a human but Existence itself.
Enlightenment is the realization that you are Existence. That's what Zen is about.
But God-Realization goes beyond even that (but also includes that).

If only it were so simple.
Life forces you to think, anticipate, plan, predict, decide, model.
Not thinking is not an option. This is one of the stupidities of teachings like Buddhism or nonduality. There is no such thing as not thinking. Everyone who claims not to think is thinking, and thinking poorly.

It's quite simple: you don't know what can and cannot be known.
Very intelligent and rational people commonly make this simple mistake of assuming that, "Well, reality is so tricky and difficult to know that nothing can be known for sure, so we must be humble because we can't be absolutely certain of anything at all." But this is in fact unknown and not true. You do not know if anything can be known for certain absolutely. Therefore you must keep your mind open to the possibility that something can be known absolutely. And that turns out to be the case.
You can know absolutely that you are God. How? Well, by becoming God.
Since you don't know, you cannot dismiss the possibility that it's actually possible for you to become God. Not as an idea, not as belief, not as concept, not as a mere experience, not as an intellectual conclusion -- but ACTUALLY!
God is, absolutely, the only thing that exists. And its existence is Absolute. This can be known with 100% certainty. This is the heart of Awakening.
Becoming God destroys skepticism because skepticism is a lesser intelligence than God. Skepticism is a conceptual position while God is Absolute and non-conceptual.
The mistake almost every skeptic makes is that he overlooks the possibility that there exists a higher intelligence than skepticism.
Can anything be known absolutely? This is an empirical question, not a theoretical one. You must actually go out and find the Absolute. You cannot assume that the Absolute doesn't exist.
It is a bad dogma of science that nothing Absolute exists. This is false. God is Absolute. Which is why science cannot find God.
Right now you exist. This is absolutely true and can be known for certain by you. But everyone takes this for granted as trivial. It is anything but trivial.
Today, so-called skeptics actually misunderstand original Greek Skepticism. The original Skeptics did not doubt the truth of phenomenal experience. To a Greek Skeptic, if you see the color red, is it true that you see the color red. That cannot be doubted. What the Skeptics doubted was all the conceptual baggage added to that phenomenal truth. But if you are seeing red, it is absolutely true that you are seeing red. Even if red is a hallucination, it is still true that you are seeing red.
"But Leo, what if I'm actually not seeing red!" << that is self-deception
Do not overlook the simple possibility that you can turn extreme skepticism into dogma and self-deception. It is possible to doubt things which in truth are just true and not doubtable. But your mind is powerful enough to doubt even truth. For example, your mind can trick you into believing you don't exist. This would be false but it would seem to you like you're being "rational", "careful", and "scientific". But in fact you are just misusing your mind. Being too epistemically cautious and paranoid is a form of self-deception. Rational people mistakenly assume that the more careful and paranoid they are the more truthful their view of reality will be. But this is false. Over-caution ends in self-deception because the mind becomes too closed.

It is asymmetrical. The masculine does not need to do this.
This is a fuction of the masculine containment dynamic. The feminine needs to test that the masculine container is legit and won't collapse. The masculine does not need the same from the feminine.
The feminine is screening the masculine for strength. The masculine is not screening the feminine for strength but for beauty.
The masculine version of this is asking to see the girl with her make-up off. Haha! 
Men fake strength and women fake beauty. Which is what the real value is and why both are tested for fakeness.
Real value is always faked by imposers to gain survival advantage. It's all just unconscious survival.

This whole notion of shit-tests can just be subsumed under the notion of masculine containment. Once you understand that notion then shit-tests are just a natural consequence of it.
The man's role is to ground the woman and she will play around with that. That's what feminine means.

Be careful with these kinds of stories. Negative meaning is not Truth nor deep consciousness.
If you were really conscious you would be in love with Consciousness and Yourself.
Hatred is clearly a sign that ego is acting up and signing negative meaning to reality.
Please be gentle with yourself.
You're missing the Beauty and Genius of the illusion.

Just be alone and enjoy it. Notice that nothing is wrong or missing.
You literally need no one and nothing.
There is a lot of culture programming you need to undo in order to realize you are just fine alone.
You are not going to overcome it without spending weeks and months all alone doing nothing. That's what solo meditation retreats are for.
Really Awakening is necessary because without Awakening you haven't conquered boredom. Awakening is about boredom killing the ego.
Realistically it will requires spending years sitting alone. This is not a small task you accomplish in a few weekends.
I can go months without talking to humans.

The Absolute Good is that nothing matters!
Anything mattering is not good, it's bad. Only a fool needs things to matter.
Nothing matters -- so be happy.

I didn't say no phenomenology.
Yes to phenomena, no to a body or finite self or "a life".
You don't need to be in a human body to be conscious, experiencing, thinking.
Human perception will stop. But other perception could start.
You could be conscious of the totality of God. Or various parts of it.
You could enter all kinds of interesting disembodied dream states, similar to when you dream during sleep. That is a taste of what is possible.