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@JosephKnecht That's hilarious. I think he's ramping up his coaching business, started posting a lot of content on youtube, speaking on Clubhouse etc.
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What do you guys make of him? I am a bit perplexed that he asks to send "six figure proposals" for his content.
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Could you explain what you mean by 20-30 percent upgrade?
I've been microdosing weed, taking 5-6 mgT HC gummies. they are legal in my state, and I find it to be a perfect dose - I am still able to function and be present for my kids and family all while doing some very intense inner work. Pretty much, whenever there is an issue I need to explore, I do a "diagnostics" session. It's like 1 year of therapy packed in one evening.
Here is my experience: if feels like each time I tap into different perspectives of this mystical multiverse. Each time, it's a different lesson, different point of view, different aspect of shadow work. I've had numerous insights about my patterns with money, food, sex etc. One time, I even had a channeling experience, when I received a bunch of downloads from entities. I've started drawing, it helps me integrate some of the insights.
But! For the most part, it feels like accessing different layers within this dream. And no matter how magical, insightful and amazing they seem, it's still all happening within this illusion, if you know what I mean. Obviously, it makes me a better, more insightful/spiritual "human" but it doesn't lift the veil so to speak.
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What do y'all think about microdosing weed? I've have been getting insane insights and pattern recognition/integration on 5-6 mg THC gummies. This does feel like a cheat code to reality, or at least my life...
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I quit drinking with CBD. About 20 mg feels like a good fat glass of wine, yet there is no drop in energy, no hangover and I am still able to work/read if I need to. She pretty much describes my experience ->
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On 4/4/2021 at 3:40 AM, Michael569 said:Gut health is one of the most significant accelerators of all autoimmunity.
@Michael569 Thank you for your detailed response. Curious if you have any thoughts on Carnivore diet?
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I'd like to start this topic to share helpful tips on how to deal with this mysterious condition which seems to be turning into a pandemic. Just like Leo, I've been living with low thyroid, and it's debilitating to say the least. At the same time, Western medicine has been absolutely useless, I've been repeated called crazy for inquiring about different types of diets and supplements, and told that there is nothing I can do but take the pill aka synthetic thyroid medication.
Things that seem to be working: going gluten free and alcohol free, supplementing with selenium, Vitamin D and Vitamin B. I've done elimination diets but need to get back on that wagon. Another interesting piece of the puzzle - my integrative doctor thinks my thyroid may be reacting to badly treated root canals from gazillion years ago. Going to see an integrative dentist next (sic! there is such thing)
@Leo Gura, do you mind sharing what has worked for you? Super curious if water fast has made any difference at the end. -
1 hour ago, peanutspathtotruth said:It is ?
Very potent for complete, utter, final letting go! Did feel like that many times for me.And here is another one for you
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This is pretty powerful, thank you for sharing!
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I find him incredibly smart and inspiring. I recently attended a holotropic breathing workshop developed by Gref in the 70s. I definitely recommend it.
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Same here. Made a vision board about my future job. (Thank you, Nahm). After exploring what I truly wanted right that moment, I felt like helping my friend with her business. Gave her my free service while ENJOYING the process. A few days later started getting calls from recruiters. Coincidence?
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In other news, I had very interesting insights doing self-enquiry on CBD gummies. Like I could see and peal off layers of my own bull shit. On freaking CBD! It was similar to LSD microdosing. Anyone else with similar experiences?
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@Raptorsin7 The very last minute: "Resist nothing, seek nothing, need nothing, be nothing." Gives me goose bumps.
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It has been my daily meditation for a few months. Pretty amazing.
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@Nahm where is that magical yoga studio where you are gonna be working from? Sounds like a place I know. And how do I sign up for a Skype session?
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Mirror by Andrey Tarkovsky. "Everything is consciousness" is coded in every scene.
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@LastThursday well, yelling at your kids is not exactly a demonstration of emotional mastery, is it?
My kids are in the NOW, they act out whatever energy they feel, there is no little "I" yet trying to "control" everything. and it's an interesting paradox - I am trying to condition them, make them behave a certain way. And here we are, seeking to unlearn those conditions and go back to the basics...
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@mandyjw Curious how you deal with your kid's outbursts nowadays. I tend to lose it when it comes to my kids, the rage I sometimes experience is just beyond "my control". There was an interesting discussion about parenting and negative emotions in the New York Times the other day.
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Top 3: Gary Weber, Lisa Cairns, Ruper Spira.
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Who's asking those self-inquiry questions? And then - who's aware of them? So freaking twisted.
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you know what else is funny? These bio details about the writer behind the story "She is the most prominent journalist in the world exposing cults and abusive gurus with her independently published articles receiving over a million views in the last 1.5 years alone." Projecting much?
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1 hour ago, winterknight said:Probably the most important turning point was me realizing that life was not about me figuring out what I "should" do (even in terms of getting enlightened, which was already a goal) and then forcing myself to do it, but listening to what I emotionally wanted (no easy task!) -- whether or not it was what I "should" want -- and aligning myself with that... being honest about what I wanted, in other words.
Honest desire is the central pivot around which it all turned.
I heard this before from varies teachers but what does it actually mean? How do you distinguish between what "I" want and my ego wants? It's not always black and white, specially later in the process. The ego may say - but I really really want to reconnect with my ex-lover! It's an emotional want! Am I supposed to listen?
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I watched the Bohemian Rhapsody last night. It's obvious that Freddie was in the flow/channeling on stage or whatever you want to call it. And then I "heard" the Iyrics of Innuendo:
"You can be anything you want to be
Just turn yourself into anything you think that you could ever be
Be free with your tempo, be free, be free
Surrender your ego be free, be free to yourself"
LyricsOne two three four
Ooh ooh
While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sand
While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land
While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbow
Till the mountains crumble into the plainOh yes, we'll keep on trying
Tread that fine line
Oh, we'll keep on trying
Yeah
Just passing our timeOh oh
While we live according to race, colour or creed
While we rule by blind madness and pure greed
Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion
Through the eons and on and onOh, yes, we'll keep on trying, yeah
We'll tread that fine line
Oh oh we'll keep on trying
Till the end of time
Till the end of timeThrough the sorrow all through our splendor
Don't take offence at my innuendoDuh duh duh duh duh duh duh
Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duhYou can be anything you want to be
Just turn yourself into anything you think that you could ever be
Be free with your tempo, be free, be free
Surrender your ego be free, be free to yourselfOh oh, yeah
If there's a God or any kind of justice under the sky
If there's a point, if there's a reason to live or die
Ha, if there's an answer to the questions we feel bound to ask
Show yourself destroy our fears release your mask
Oh yes, we'll keep on trying
Hey, tread that fine line
(Yeah) yeah
We'll keep on smiling, yeah
(Yeah) (yeah) (yeah)
And whatever will be will be
We'll just keep on trying
We'll just keep on trying
Till the end of time
Till the end of time
Till the end of time
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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@platolol No, I get it. He's acts as a "bad cop" using "there is no how" narrative to plunge the relative "person" into sheer frustration. With hopes that he would eventually surrender, I guess.