RendHeaven

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  7. Posted

    @Enlightenment Bruh did you seriously just call David Laid natural lmao

    Obviously the least natural people will claim that they're natural. Read between the lines!

    @28 cm unbuffed You're shredded but don't have anywhere near the same bulk as Chris Heria. Not a comparison.

    Everyone reacting against Leo is dodging this:

    6 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Dudez, I've done bodybuilding. Don't bullshit me about why you're doing it. I know exactly why you're doing it. It's vanity.

    But if you enjoy it, knock yourselves out.

    What's possible or not possible is not the point.

    The point is that this stuff is all ego. And, it doesn't have to be that way for you if you listen to your higher values. Go meta.

  8. Posted · Edited by RendHeaven

    32 minutes ago, AnthonyR said:

    1) I have two more tea bags and was wondering if I should just do a 2 grams, next time (steep both tea bags) - I'm not sure how intense that would be for me, given that I live on my own?

    2) How do I minimize the nauseated feeling on the Onset?

    3) What else can you recommend I do during the trip to intensify the experience?

    1) Yes, just go for the 2g!

    2) Personally, sitting and breathing with an open mouth helps. Standing or Lying down makes it worse. Also fast for a few hours beforehand.

    3) For me, I've noticed that mushrooms help dissolve whatever I place my focus on.

    So, if you exclusively focusing on "outwards appearances" - that is exactly what will twist and warp. Nothing wrong with that, but that's still a very surface-level "dissolving"

    Try focusing on your your own mental concepts - and you'll notice them begin to twist and warp.

    Here's a fun one: Where do "you" end, and the "world out there" begins? Normally, you'd think that the line is at the outer layer of your body's skin. Next time you're on shrooms, just hold your attention on this concept. Don't overthink it. Don't try to achieve anything. Just hold that concept steady. The shroom will melt it for you.

    Another one: How do you know that there is anything outside of your door, once you've closed the door? Hold your attention on that concept. Don't overthink it. The shroom will melt it for you.

    Another one: How do you know that "physical" and "mental" aspects of reality are mutually exclusive and distinct categories? Hold your attention on that concept. Don't overthink it. The shroom will melt it for you.

    What are "other people?" Who are you? Hold your attention on these questions. Don't overthink it. Be open to any and all answers.

    To really tap into these deeper layers of deconstruction and insight though, you'll have to give up distracting activities. No 4k videos, music, food, or any other flashy appearances.

    Be willing to just sit there in silent exploration.

    It may also be helpful to watch this video sober first (again, even if you've already seen it) ;)

     

  10. Posted

    27 minutes ago, tuckerwphotography said:

    The challenge is I feel I have one foot in two worlds: one in Yellow that wants to focus on mapmaking and solving all the existential problems in the world while further self-actualizing, and one foot in the nondual world that wants to focus on deconstructing everything that's creating this "I" story and fogging deeper awakenings. 

    There is no conflict here. All of this is yellow :)

  13. Posted

    3 hours ago, blackchair said:

    turqoise wants for everyone to be turqoise.

    Not necessarily~

    Something characteristic of yellow is a fierce desire to pull others up to yellow as well.

    A turquoise person is fully capable of doing the same, but doesn't "push" for it in the same way.

    So, turquoise doesn't "want," in the way that the other stages do.

    Turquoise is also not particularly concerned with "saving" or "preserving" anything (to address the OP).

    The mode of being of a turquoise person is fundamentally different from even a yellow person.

    Turquoise accepts and allows.

    Turquoise wants Love [for all beings].

    Turquoise wants impermanence in Permanence, and permanence in Impermanence.

  15. Posted · Edited by RendHeaven

    2 hours ago, Karmadhi said:

    @RendHeaven What is untrue? Please explain

    Your opinion of RSD, that they taught "Flashy game that sells and brings views but not optimal for most people" is untrue.

    5 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

    @Rishabh R https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1iEmq4uiNAUFGaPoJhMr1Gc0Jodr2DqGx?usp=sharing

    Click here and watch the video titled "Tyler Picks Up Cute Girl On The Street And Shows You How"

    The whole point is that it's not flashy, and that it's optimal for the most amount of people lol

  20. Posted

    3 hours ago, Loving Radiance said:

    rather than an aspect of time & conditioning.

    Yes, it's fascinating...

    Nothing stops us from letting go right now... other than the imagination of some inhibition, which, nothing is stopping us from letting go of right now... other than the imagination of some inhibition, which, nothing is stopping us from letting go of right now...

  21. Posted

    On 4/30/2021 at 5:40 AM, Loving Radiance said:

    I collect insights and don't embody them. Instead of creating my expanded identity with the insights I download I continue to be this character moving on autopilot.

    Love tells me to die, to be reborn anew. I am afraid of dying. Being ice is tangible, supposedly stable. Water is not. Water is potentiality, not yet crystallized.

    Just let go.

    We've spent decades imagining ice.

    Of course it'll take a decade un/re-imagining it!

  22. Posted

    4 minutes ago, Phyllis Wagner said:

    Why is not possible to formulate one perfect meta perspective that everyone can just take on as dogma? Why does everyone need to walk their own path and do the work all over from zero?

    This sounds like a dumb question at first but on second thought it is brilliant.

    I encourage you to find your own answer. This is such a good question - don't let it go to waste by allowing someone else's answer cloud your personal intuition/realizations

  23. Posted

    3 hours ago, integral said:

    Yes, im not posting for this reason. It makes some people feel bad. 

    @everyone What is the more conscious perspective to take that justifies posting a pic? 

    Ah yes, the resident AESTHETIC SEX ICON has arrived xD

    ---

    If you upload without the intention to get any specific result, without self-doubts, I'd say that's pretty conscious.

  25. Posted

    38 minutes ago, Willie said:

    Does the fact that we’re both wearing masks change the dynamic at all?

    Yes, it hides your smile, so it restricts your nonverbal sharing of energy. Also makes you harder to hear. The absolute worst is when you say something flirty, and then she says "what?" And then you have to repeat yourself, but it comes out totally lame the second time.

    So speaking loud and clear is priority #1.

    Eye contact becomes x2 important as well, since you can't smile with your mouth... smile with your eyes :)

    45 minutes ago, Roy said:

    LOL I actually hate most people. I'm a massive introvert.

    Not truly hate, of course. Just hyperbole.

    I can relate :D

    Maybe you're not a "people person" in the sense of a dreamy extrovert making a hundred connections a night, but rather you're a "people person" in the sense that truer, deeper connections matter to you whenever you find them - and you've had these moments throughout your life enough to be able to say something intelligent about how to really connect.

    This is in sharp contrast to the "non-people person," who either disdains, is numb to, or lacks experience with connection altogether. Ironically, these are the people who crave connection the most, but they have a heavy social shadow, and hence they need "strategy" when asking someone out.