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@The Renaissance Man That's a limiting belief, it's like you would say something like that about Leo. Fuck you, Leonardo!

@Squeekytoy I already am not able to sleep properly because of the urges. I filled my schedule with work, gym, stretching, sauna, reading, and university. Will add YouTube to all of that soon. I added semen retention for one year on top of that. If these will not force me to change something, nothing else ever will. 🤷‍♂️

My problem is multilayered and I'm trying to hit it from different angles (just like your moms 👉👌) I'm understanding myself more and more, but I am sure that I don't want to end up with escorts, VR, or sex toys @Squeekytoy - thank you for your advice 🤗 My current reality is that girls act arrogant and have ridiculous standards and I'm not sure what more I can do tbh. I'm not going to simp for them or whatever they want, I'm not going to lose my dignity for pussy. They don't want me, I accept that. I go on a one-year semen retention journey, we'll see what happens. I'm already on one month or something (I'm doing NNN and I started a couple of days before November). On a side note, this is an observation that I made: 1. Most men are single 2. Most women aren't single How is that possible and what's happening here? Is that possible that they are all fucking the guys at the top, but act like they are such good, innocent souls, that they are taken and have boyfriends? 🤔 Because they can't have boyfriends, as there are no boyfriends having them, most men are fucking single, math. Hmm... 🤨😐😑

@The0Self What would be your judgment when it comes to my "polygon" results? A reminder: my mother was a narcissist, probably high psychopathic spectrum, she left my father when I was like 4, father-in-law didn't give a single fuck about me. I am afraid of cold-approaching women, I think they are delusional when it comes to their standards and they have way too fucking high self-worth, probably created by social media approval. That makes me sick and don't want to even interact with them, as I would feel like I'm kissing their asses just for the pussy. And I don't want to do that and lose my dignity for that. That's why I act like a meme-like sigma male grindset guy, that's just on his grind and never makes any moves and wants them to do anything No, just accept the fact, that they should be worshipped, approached, provided, they should be complimented, god knows what else, just because they fucking exist. That's the sad reality. And that's the realtity that I don't want to accept.

@flowboy This is what I wrote in my first post before I asked a question about what should I do: All of the advice was like: "There's something wrong with you, you should like them", and here's what you can do with that: (...) Fuck your musts and shoulds, I'm not convinced. If everyone else jumped off a bridge, would you?

@meta_male 😏

@UnbornTao Yeah, you're right. This topic is mainly an exercise to check-mate my brain so that my negative beliefs about all of that get shattered / I find some kind of solution that I didn't think about before. I'm fine. I know what I'm doing. I'm pretending a bit to get people's reactions. Thank you all for participating 🫡

@Princess Arabia I fucking love myself, you had a bad day or something? All I hear is you screaming at me for no reason than the ones that you probably imagined 🤗. You guys try to throw some nasty stuff on me, but none of you hit yet, keep trying 🙏. But also it would be nice if some of you could (at least try) to answer my question. It's easier to hate me because I don't agree with what you think is the ultimate truth and there are no other ways. I prefer to stay open-minded and do not accept your route, with all the respect. Of course, I did some name-calling, but you can't simply expect me to just sit there and accept whatever you're projecting/imagining/expecting me to listen to without fighting back. I know exactly what I'm doing and where I'm at with the process of healing, trust me on that. That doesn't mean that I can't do some experimental stuff. 😇

@UnbornTao Are you talking to me or this @Salvijus guy? Not sure

Never said that

@Salvijus It is truthful + I'm not doing anything wrong. If people get emotional, there's something to be triggered and that's not my fault🤷‍♂️ @Twentyfirst Yeah, let's just ignore the elephant in the room that is another man's dick in her mouth an hour before she met with you.

@UnbornTao Thanks for your response, you sound like a smart fella, don't know if what you're saying is that practical though. I mean, I know what you mean, yeah, my narrative is like that because I don't have a reference point of good experience with women, so I'm speaking from my own, fucked up, over-and-over experience. @Tenebroso Thank you, +1 @NoSelfSelf You are saying, once again, that if a woman behaves badly, it's the man's fault, because he was too weak. Not like she can choose to behave well, even if a man is weak. No, let's accept her as she is 🫡 I'm not saying that now we have to love and accept all weak men (but who knows what some of them have gone through), but when it comes to women you say we should accept not only weak women but also the bad ones, can you even hear what you're saying? @Twentyfirst Don't wanna, it seems dirty and gross. @Salvijus Drama and conflict bring more people. I thought it was a good strategic move to bring more people to get the answer I wanted (it worked really well) 😇

@petar8p Yeah, I know that. This moderator smart-ass guy told something along those lines, I'm just mocking him 🥰

@NoSelfSelf I'm not being emotional, what are you talking about? It's your messages that look like you didn't end elementary school / you type fast as motherfucker, because you're pissed or something. Bro, you told me that I should lead, and if she acts "bad" that's only my fault, are you delusional? Don't project that shit on me, nigga. I got monkey branched a couple of years ago, it's just what it is lmao, I experienced it myself bruh 🙈 I never said that a woman can control me or whatever, you are delusional, you have no real arguments, so you have to imagine them? Yeah, of course, which doesn't change the fact that women shouldn't even act like that in the first place. That's unconscious, feeling-based, animal shit and I don't like it at all. It shouldn't be like that is what I'm saying. We are humans, not animals, and you with you're attitude are like - yeah, let's just allow it, let them be as they are, they are not evolved so let's train them like dogs, I'm a clown 🤡 I will for sure. Don't forget to polish your white armor, before going to sleep ⚔️

@NoSelfSelf Can you read, defender of all women, Mr. White Knight? I already told you, I know I can handle it, manage a woman, train her like a fucking dog because that's what I - in your opinion - supposedly should do. I'm just saying - I don't think that should be that way and that they can act like normal human beings. Are you brainwashed by feminism or something? You just accept women unconditionally and let them be as they want, as their nature tells them, or otherwise, if they gaslight you, manipulate you, monkey branch your ass - it's all your fault, not a female nature fault (that tells her to act upon feelings, like an animal). Great advice bro, I don't buy it, go be a beta, loving simp, and accept that bullshit more Clownfiesta 🤡