2.5 Grams of Magic Mushrooms. I'm the only one.

[TheGod]

After staying away from psychedelics for almost 4 months I decided to start doing them again. I've been staying away from porn, sugar, weed, social media for 3 months and what I've noticed that my default level of consciousness has been constantly raising. Because of this I was really curious to see what happens if I do some psychedelics.

I need to mention that multiple trips on 5MeO have changed the way magic mushrooms affect me. Prior to 5MeO-DMT I did shrooms more than 50 times and I never had any profound trips. Now, when I do shrooms my trips are so crystal clear and so powerful, I can’t believe it.

Today I did 2.5 grams of mushroom tea and I was blown away by its purity. There weren’t any hallucinations whatsoever.  It felt like I was on 5MeO. I entered God consciousness within half an hour after drinking the tea. Ego death was quick, but still the fear was present until the end of dying. When my fake I died I woke up. I became lucid in my dream. I remembered that I am God and I’m playing games with myself. I was never born; I have been forever in nowhere. I’m pure magic, pure love, infinite creative power that has no beginning and no end. Anyways, words  can’t describe what I actually am and what is going on.

If you seek God, do psychedelics. You won’t find me trough meditation. If you think you will – you’re just kidding yourself. Your spiritual ego is in the way. All the teaching are corrupted (all of them), I created them in order to fool myself. The only way is psychedelics. The only reason why you’re afraid of psychedelics is because of your ego. Ego knows that there is not much danger in meditations or retreats. Psychedelics are really dangerous for the ego. If you consider to be a spiritual person, but you’ve never done psychedelics than you’re kidding yourself. If you did psychedelics a lot of time but you haven’t had a god realization than you’re kidding yourself, you’re not spiritual.

Psychedelics if applied correctly are the doorway to me, the rest is nonsense.

How do I know? Well, very simply. I am God.

[Leo Gura]

@TheGod Good work. But it goes so much deeper.

[TheGod]

8 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

@TheGod Good work. But it goes so much deeper.

Exactly, its depth is infinite.

I finally grasped what is my purpose as God: to explore and to understand myself.

I'm gonna be doing it for eternity. Forever. 

I'm so thrilled 

[Oppositionless]

This post is kinda arrogant.

imagine someone with schizophrenia reading this and taking psychedelics because of it.

that would be a disaster.

Edited August 26, 2023 by Oppositionless

[Osaid]

53 minutes ago, Oppositionless said:

This post is kinda arrogant.

Yeah

[Vlad_]

2 hours ago, Oppositionless said:

This post is kinda arrogant.

imagine someone with schizophrenia reading this and taking psychedelics because of it.

that would be a disaster.

Well, for that you would need someone else who has self-awareness. 
People on these forum exist only as words. 

There’s nobody with schizophrenia in my direct experience 

[Pudgey]

@TheGod This post is not arrogant, you are on the right track. 

I've had awakenings so powerful, explaining it would make me 10x more arrogant. 

This is nothing compared to what you are fully capable of - good luck. 

Edited August 26, 2023 by Pudgey

[Vlad_]

1 hour ago, Pudgey said:

@TheGod This post is not arrogant, you are on the right track. 

I've had awakenings so powerful, explaining it would make me 10x more arrogant. 

This is nothing compared to what you are fully capable of - good luck. 

❤️❤️❤️

[OBEler]

@TheGod Great tripreport! You have some good amount of trip experience.Thanks for sharing! How could you handle that you are the only one? Was this clear before in you r 5 meo trips?

Edited August 27, 2023 by OBEler

[TheGod]

1 hour ago, OBEler said:

@TheGod Great tripreport! You have some good amount of trip experience.Thanks for sharing! How could you handle that you are the only one? Was this clear before in you r 5 meo trips?

 

Thank you!

In my 5MeO trips it was crystal clear that I'm the only aware thing in the universe. It actually freaked me out so fucking much I though I lost my mind. It happend during my first trip where I vaped 40mg of 5MeO-DMT. At first it was scary but then the fear was gone so I went further. When I eventually woke up I was terrified, because I had never woken up so deeply. I even called my best friend and freaked him out, I told him "Listen, please tell me some stupid shit, I want to fall asleep again." As we were talking I was so fucking conscious I couldn't actually fool myself anymore. 

Yes, at first, I couldn't stand solipsism because of my ego, but the deeper I go the easier it gets. I'm also relatively young so I didn't form that many attachments. I don't have kids, I don't have a wife, I don't have a lot of money, I don't have a house, I don't have a car. But I am God and I'm fine with it. It would've been a lot harder for me to let go if I had all of those things. I would've probably killed myself. 

[TheGod]

21 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

@TheGod Good work. But it goes so much deeper.

How far are you Leo? You haven't been shooting videos for sometime. I can't wait for a new video about God. 

I know you are me and I know you're helping yourself to re-awaken. 

I want to know how radical it gets

[OBEler]

@TheGod oh man, that sounds hard! Hope your friends knew that you are doing 5 meo dmt. How would a relationship possible after such an insight I still ask me that