I Awakened. I AM GOD.

[Razard86]

On 2/1/2023 at 2:16 PM, DrugsBunny said:

bruh how do people be having awakenings while sober, what kinda practices do you do? I do 40 - 80 minutes of meditation, I feel like this is pathetically insufficient.

I can give you a guide on how to awaken sober. It can get very uncomfortable because you can merge with others....while still retaining your identity or memory of yourself as a human. Think of your consciousness merging with someone where their breath becomes your breath and their body is recognized as your body...while still retaining your memory of your ego....its highly uncomfortable.

I've conditioned myself to be able to do it more than once, but recently my ego has taken back control and judges the hell out of it. You can do it so easily that when someone eats food around you, you can experience the full sensation of eating that food as them without losing identification with your human body. 

I believe this awareness can be trained further but for now that is the level sober that I am at. I have no clue what would happen if I started taking the classic psychedelics at this stage.

[DrugsBunny]

@Razard86 As cool as that sounds, I'm pretty skeptical of the idea that it's possible to know that another person can achieve the same states that you can. For me it'd probably be about as effective as Leo's guided exercises video for realizing you are God. Even on LSD I had no such awakening.

But yeah if you have steps I can follow to evoke this awakening I'd go for it.

[Inliytened1]

On 2/1/2023 at 1:16 PM, DrugsBunny said:

bruh how do people be having awakenings while sober, what kinda practices do you do? I do 40 - 80 minutes of meditation, I feel like this is pathetically insufficient.

Self inquiry.  Do nothing meditation.   Concentration meditation.  I did it for two weeks.  But I was 48.  You are what 25?  There is a lifetime of experience and suffering that accompanied those two weeks.  There was also love.

Edited February 15, 2023 by Inliytened1

[Yimpa]

On 1/29/2023 at 4:02 PM, Sincerity said:

I welcome your questions and everything else.

How many angels are in heaven, hmm?

[blackchair]

you created corona virus and shut down whole planet for 2 years, how does that feel?

[Sincerity]

19 hours ago, Patang said:

There is an inherent paradox here. LOVE ??

Of course. ? Love. 

12 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

Self inquiry.  Do nothing meditation.   Concentration meditation.  I did it for two weeks.  But I was 48.  You are what 25?  There is a lifetime of experience and suffering that accompanied those two weeks.  There was also love.

Damn, nice.

18 hours ago, Jehovah increases said:

?♾️? ?♾️?

?

10 hours ago, Yimpa said:

How many angels are in heaven, hmm?

One ? ? ?

21 minutes ago, blackchair said:

you created corona virus and shut down whole planet for 2 years, how does that feel?

To be on your own, with no direction home, a complete unknown.

Like a rolling stone.

Edited February 15, 2023 by Sincerity

[Sincerity]

Just so You know, the state has faded quite a lot already. I don't recognize Myself "by default" and I'm not Unconditionally Loving anymore.

It's still nice tho.

I love it. ?

[Yimpa]

11 hours ago, Sincerity said:

Just so You know, the state has faded quite a lot already. I don't recognize Myself "by default" and I'm not Unconditionally Loving anymore.

It's still nice tho.

I love it. ?

[DefinitelyNotARobot]

1. Are you conscious of this right now?

2. How long will it take me to get "there"?

[Yimpa]

Just now, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

1. Are you conscious of this right now?

Yes. 

Just now, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

2. How long will it take me to get "there"?

Yes. 

[Sincerity]

6 minutes ago, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

1. Are you conscious of this right now?

No, as I mentioned in the post above. But my baseline is higher now.

Right now I'm distracted. And studying for an exam.

6 minutes ago, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

2. How long will it take me to get "there"?

Who the hell knows. You tell me. It depends on how much You want it, how much work You put in, etc.

Edited February 15, 2023 by Sincerity

[Yimpa]

Just now, Sincerity said:

Who the hell knows. You tell me. It depends on how much You want it, how much work You put in, etc.

Sometimes putting in no work yields the greatest results 

[Sincerity]

5 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Sometimes putting in no work yields the greatest results 

Yeah, yeah. That's terrific advice. But actually effortlessness and "no work" comes after a ton of crying, suffering, focus, contemplation and all that. Which is "work".

Also, quit it with your trolling posts please.

Edited February 15, 2023 by Sincerity

[DefinitelyNotARobot]

6 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

Right now I'm distracted. And studying for an exam.

It's funny to think about how God is studying for an exam right now haha

[Sincerity]

5 minutes ago, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

It's funny to think about how God is studying for an exam right now haha

Yeah haha.

Actually awakening has helped me a lot with my exams last week. I was studying with super speed and efficiency. My mind was like 3x clearer.

Also I had one oral exam. I sat in front of the lecturer with complete fucking peace and my mind incredibly clear. Deep eye contact. Answered a few questions with what knowledge I had. I was so calm that this dude thought I knew everything already so he quickly let me go hahaha. It was fucking comical to me. 

Edited February 15, 2023 by Sincerity

[Yimpa]

4 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

Yeah, yeah. That's terrific advice. But actually effortlessness and "no work" comes after a ton of crying, suffering, focus, contemplation and all that. Which is "work".

Also, quit it with your trolling posts please.

You bring a valid point. I was crying and suffering a lot recently, which I didn’t think was “work”. Thank you for reminding me of that

[DefinitelyNotARobot]

@Sincerity Do you meditate regularly too and if you do, how much does it add to your baseline state, compared to the individual awakenings you've had? I'm just interested in how you balance the more constant spiritual work routines with the deeper explorations, which lead you to your awakenings.

Edited February 16, 2023 by DefinitelyNotARobot

[Sincerity]

1 hour ago, DefinitelyNotARobot said:

@Sincerity Do you meditate regularly too and if you do, how much does it add to your baseline state, compared to the individual awakenings you've had? I'm just interested in how you balance the more constant spiritual work routines with the deeper explorations, which lead you to your awakenings.

I don't have a strict meditation practice. I do it whenever I feel like it. I just sit on the floor and observe consciousness when I get an urge. Or suddenly look at my hand and start focusing on experience.

Hard to say how much it adds to my baseline. I certainly get more conscious when I do it.

I don't have an every day spiritual work routine per se. But I'm trying to be conscious during the day and when some negativity arises for example, I'm melting it by accepting it for what it is and being present. So whenever I get brought down a bit or my state is weird somehow I take the time to stop and observe it. Basically my everyday goal is to love the NOW as much as I can. 

One routine I have though is going out for coffee about 3 times per week and contemplating there for hours. By contemplating I mean introspecting and deepening my understanding BUT also simply looking at experience and meditating, basically. These coffees have been INCREDIBLY beneficial to me in the last 2,5 months. And over the last 2 weeks after the initial awakening I've been awakening further and further during these sessions. I was observing what is and crying. Recognizing what I am and literally sobbing in public lol. So that's that.

If You're interested in more info I added many more posts to this thread, like this one: 

Or this one:

 

[Yimpa]

10 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

And over the last 2 weeks after the initial awakening I've been awakening further and further during these sessions. I was observing what is and crying. Recognizing what I am and literally sobbing in public lol. So that's that.

Do you ever have experiences where part of, or your entire body starts shaking? That happened to me a few nights ago while lying down in bed, the lower half of my body started involuntarily shaking 

[DefinitelyNotARobot]

@Yimpa It might be the trauma release mechanism of your body. You can actually observe this with animals like polar bears: 

I think that trauma is energy that has been trapped within the body and when it gets released it can manifest in your entire body shaking (because all of that energy now has to go somewhere). I can actually induce that state at will, which is great because I've been able to release a lot of emotions that way. Just give your body full control and let it do what it wants to do! Yoga and exercise also help a lot.

Edited February 16, 2023 by DefinitelyNotARobot