Giulio Bevilacqua

I am done, can’t go further.

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I have come to the crucial point. 
life can not go foward like this. It’s a living torture evry day since months now. 
Maybe the devil took possession of my body and wants to play funny games. Probably you have seen my post on kundalini and the weird movements that are occurring.  The body has become a spinning creature. I have tried many times to express and allow the movement but it is simply not possibile to let it out completely. 
I don’t want to live anymore, really, I can’t do anything else than spinning and whirling. Can’t even do a simple walk in nature after 2 minutes the movement happens again.

What is there to do. ? I have tried everything now, healers methods techniques. 
Didn’t want to come to this point, because I love life.
Days are passing and passing in my bed and social media.

I am destroying my mother emotionally and also my father that not hearing since moths. 
Couldn’t believe to touch this point. 
Not know why I am an writing this to you. Do not make comments to make the situation positive and nice  


 

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7 minutes ago, Giulio Bevilacqua said:

What is there to do. ? I have tried everything now, healers methods techniques. 

Have you tried visiting an actual physician ? Somebody with credentials?

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7 minutes ago, Harlen Kelly said:

Have you tried visiting an actual physician ? Somebody with credentials?

They could not understand what is happening 

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@Giulio Bevilacqua My advice for you is to consult actual professionals (physicians, psychiatrist, psychologist, etc..) and not ''healers'' as you mentioned above, since healers have not been able to help you. 

7 minutes ago, Giulio Bevilacqua said:

They would close me into a psychiatric hospital

I doubt that will happen. Make an appointment with a trained physician and go get treated, take advantage of the advancements that have been made over the last 200 years in the field of psychology and medicine. 

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6 minutes ago, Harlen Kelly said:

@Giulio Bevilacqua My advice for you is to consult actual professionals (physicians, psychiatrist, psychologist, etc..) and not ''healers'' as you mentioned above, since healers have not been able to help you. 

I doubt that will happen. Make an appointment with a trained physician and go get treated, take advantage of the advancements that have been made over the last 200 years in the field of psychology and medicine. 

I understand. But it’s a energetic situation .They can not understand what’s the problem.   If I would talk about kundalini they would laugh 

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@Giulio Bevilacqua Go to a physician and explain to them the symptoms you are feeling. They will know what to do to solve the situation that's why they are trained physicians. 

Instead of making excuses, simply make the appointment and get treated. 

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3 hours ago, Harlen Kelly said:

@Giulio Bevilacqua Go to a physician and explain to them the symptoms you are feeling. They will know what to do to solve the situation that's why they are trained physicians. 

Instead of making excuses, simply make the appointment and get treated. 

A physician can non help not even a psychiatrist 

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1 hour ago, Giulio Bevilacqua said:

A physician can non help not even a psychiatrist 

Mate, it's got to be worth a shot given how much you're suffering at the moment. What have you got to lose? If not for yourself then do it for your parents.


'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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1 hour ago, RickyFitts said:

Mate, it's got to be worth a shot given how much you're suffering at the moment. What have you got to lose? If not for yourself then do it for your parents.

Thank you. But how can they deal with such stuff ? They know nothing about things like this. They would put into medication and maybe hospitalized

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8 minutes ago, Giulio Bevilacqua said:

Thank you. But how can they deal with such stuff ? They know nothing about things like this. They would put into medication and maybe hospitalized

Dude, you rather kill yourself than at least try a psychologist?

Yes maybe they would give you medication and hospitalize you, so you get well. You rather die because of your false belief about some kundalini and demon nonsense than get medication and treatment which surely would cure you? That would be so unnecessary.

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"Never underestimate the power of human stupidity."   — Robert A. Heinlein

"I'm allergic to stupidity."   — Chris Colfer

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13 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

Dude, you rather kill yourself than at least try a psychologist?

Yes maybe they would give you medication and hospitalize you, so you get well. You rather die because of your false belief about some kundalini and demon nonsense than get medication and treatment which surely would cure you? That would be so unnecessary.

How can a medication heal this ? It would make things worse, modern medicine can not handel things like this. I have tried it in the past, just more frustration. They do not even know what i am are talking about 

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@Harlen Kellymaybe the best answer is to go to physician. But if there is such things like kundalini and they don't know anything about, they are going to treat him wrong possibly, and even more probable they are going to put him in ward and then put him in weird drugs and that will make him suicidal and then treat him with even less dignity and then he is going to suicide and tell everyone ''see this guy was so bad unfortunately he couldn't help himself out of this situation''. What I am saying is very likely to happen. If he doesn't suicide and they release him after decades, he is going to be a cripple plus the moving problem.

That being said I don't want to held responsible for what I am writing and put me to jail/ward myself and this guy should definitely go to a physician or even a psychiatrist or get in psych ward voluntearly to save himself! This is not simple stuff, I wonder why he hasn't go there yet! why waiting so much...? They are doctors they know things we don't , they have gone to universities and know every part of your body better than we do, parts we don't know even exist. You don't become doctor for no reason.

They probably will even tell him that he does this for attention and spread rumors cause they will consider going to such lenghts for attention craving to be dangerous they will try to tell anyone so doctors protect themselves or to also protect others.

Or he will go to the specialists , be fine, and nothing happen. I believe the 1st alternative, and of course what would happen if someone said these things to society? they would say they are nonsense and you she has to be put in ward. 

that's the best I could help

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@Giulio BevilacquaI don't have the picture of what happens, but even if involuntear movements are a very very very very bad thing, have you considered that suicide is way worse? Maybe you can have this problem and be fine, till you search for other solutions. Maybe it's treatable. 

They are people that have lost their libs and still don't suicide, even though I consider this to be tragic 

Could those involuteer movements be cause you don't eat well or for some other decision in your life, like caffeine overdose.

I am  no doctor, I am just trying to think solutions, these solutions may be wrong 

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2 hours ago, Giulio Bevilacqua said:

Thank you. But how can they deal with such stuff ? They know nothing about things like this. They would put into medication and maybe hospitalized

I've heard about people having these sorts of symptoms checked out by professionals and they didn't end up being hospitalised or on medication - the professionals couldn't tell them what was going on, which might happen to you too, but it's surely worth getting yourself checked out.


'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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@Giulio Bevilacqua

There is a therapist who specializes in treating people dealing with Kundaini, Tara Springett, her books helped me a lot with dealing with negative side effects that can come from Kundalini.

She also does online video session with people, although I haven't done one with her before. You might want to consider talking to her, or reading one of her books on dealing with Kundalini. 


The how is what you build, the why is in your heart. 

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@OctagonOctopusit's awseome feeling to know that the only difference between destruction and treatment is the right doctor. 

If he was in a psych ward and suicide from sadness of how they treat people like him would be very different from this woman Tara Springett which I don't know and possibly is awseome at what she does and saves people 

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14 hours ago, eaaaeaeae said:

@Giulio BevilacquaI don't have the picture of what happens, but even if involuntear movements are a very very very very bad thing, have you considered that suicide is way worse? Maybe you can have this problem and be fine, till you search for other solutions. Maybe it's treatable. 

They are people that have lost their libs and still don't suicide, even though I consider this to be tragic 

Could those involuteer movements be cause you don't eat well or for some other decision in your life, like caffeine overdose.

I am  no doctor, I am just trying to think solutions, these solutions may be wrong 

Yes i have considered this option. And that is the only thing that is holding me right now. Maybe i'll get trgough it, somehow.

No, it's not food. The movements occur to relese psychic tensions, in my case they are in the belly. At the end i am not against these movements, it just i can not phisically hold them or deal with , due to their intensity,

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14 hours ago, OctagonOctopus said:

@Giulio Bevilacqua

There is a therapist who specializes in treating people dealing with Kundaini, Tara Springett, her books helped me a lot with dealing with negative side effects that can come from Kundalini.

She also does online video session with people, although I haven't done one with her before. You might want to consider talking to her, or reading one of her books on dealing with Kundalini. 

I will check her . Have you ever tried shaktipat ? Mayve these could help the enrgy move

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