Proserpina's Journal

[Proserpina]

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INFJs aren't sensitive, they're angry at what they perceive as injustice and rebel against authority.  They're often journalists or activists who want to bring awareness to a worthy cause.

INFPs are sensitive and don't like to make a scene or stir shit up.  They'll keep their mouth shut and write books about a better world instead.

- thisintegrated

Concealed 'energy' work (INFP) vs Unconcealed work (INFJ). 

Behind the scenes (INFP) vs Chart the Course (INFJ)

 

Edited November 21, 2022 by Proserpina

[Razard86]

On 8/11/2022 at 8:49 AM, Proserpina said:

Here's a pretty picture I took a few months ago.  

Very beautiful picture.

[thisintegrated]

59 minutes ago, Razard86 said:

Very beautiful picture.

???

 

MBTI: ✅

SD: ✅

Instinct: ✅

Enneagram: ✅

Physiognomy: ✅

???

Edited November 21, 2022 by thisintegrated

[Proserpina]

4 hours ago, Razard86 said:

Very beautiful picture.

You're very kind.  Thank you.

Edited November 21, 2022 by Proserpina

[thisintegrated]

Just now, Proserpina said:

You're both very kind.  Thank you.

If you're curious, Physiognomy is face reading.  It's like MBTI, but unlike all other models uses selfies to type people.

[Proserpina]

6 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

If you're curious, Physiognomy is face reading.  It's like MBTI, but unlike all other models uses selfies to type people.

Oh cool!  So my physicality fits my typing structure?  Interesting. 

[thisintegrated]

9 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

Oh cool!  So my physicality fits my typing structure?  Interesting. 

I meant simply we now have a full picture of you, which is rare.  For most people it's only possible to type them in one or two models.

But yeah, without fail, faces always match the personality.  Even Carl and everyone else here.

It seems wrong to judge by appearances, but nothing is isolated.  Appearance is the outward manifestation of what's inside.

People's facial features even change over years/decades to represent the smallest changes in personality.

 

It's simple, but much harder to study than MBTI, and there's a lot of data to remember.  It's almost as complex as astrology.

Edited November 21, 2022 by thisintegrated

[Proserpina]

11 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

I meant simply we now have a full picture of you, which is rare.  For most people it's only possible to type them in one or two models.

But yeah, without fail, faces always match the personality.  Even Carl and everyone else here.

It seems wrong to judge by appearances, but nothing is isolated.  Appearance is the outward manifestation of what's inside.

People's facial features even change over years/decades to represent the smallest changes in personality.

 

It's simple, but much harder to study than MBTI, and there's a lot of data to remember.  It's almost as complex as astrology.

I think VI (visual identification in socionics) is very much based on intuition and feel for an individual.  I always get the functions correct but in the wrong order.  Fe - Ti feels sharp, cutting, and a little intimidating to my little Fi, for example. 

[thisintegrated]

37 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

I think VI (visual identification in socionics) is very much based on intuition and feel for an individual.

Yep.  I put this together a while back.

But physiognomy takes it to another level.  The thickness and shape of someone's eyebrows/ears/etc. alone can be usable information.

 

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I always get the functions correct but in the wrong order.  Fe - Ti feels sharp, cutting, and a little intimidating to my little Fi, for example. 

Makes sense.  Affiliative types look out for their "in groups".  While this sounds nice, affiliativism is what's solely responsible for all nepotism and patriarchy in the world.  Pragmatic types seem cold to you, but that's because they'll always do what's right, and will tell you you're wrong or you're not qualified for something because they value truth and fairness above all.

Leo/Atheistic = INTJ = don't lie = the idealists think they're assholes

thisintegrated = ENTP = doesn't lie = the idealists think he's an asshole

And hence the creation of AoB by Nahm (or whoever else), an ENFJ, an affiliative idealist who wants an "in group".

 

I seem to have unintentionally summed this up perfectly, lol.  I keep doing this?.  This is the first time these insights have been made known, even to me.  I hope Faith sees this, and @Carl-Richard/@AtheisticNonduality too, as it's quite significant and educational.

 

Edited November 21, 2022 by thisintegrated

[Carl-Richard]

@thisintegrated Legit Hancock vibes 

[Tyler Robinson]

How can Hitler be sage? 

[thisintegrated]

13 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

How can Hitler be sage? 

What else is he?

He was a man of ideology, first and foremost.

 

31 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

@thisintegrated Legit Hancock vibes 

Someone doesn't like being called out

Edited November 21, 2022 by thisintegrated

[Carl-Richard]

14 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

Someone doesn't like being called out

The conceptual house of cards, the conceptual Han of Cock ?

[Proserpina]

@Razard86 Do you happen to know your MBTI and Enneagram type?

[thisintegrated]

1 hour ago, Proserpina said:

@Razard86 Do you happen to know your MBTI and Enneagram type?

Challenge accepted.

 

Well that was weird.  Dude's Yellow.  Haven't seen one in a while.

My guess:  Yellow INTP 3w2 (unconscious ENTJ focus)

 

Can't rule out INTJ with developed Ne, but he's an informative type, so NTP is more likely.  Also know nothing of his background, so enneagrams 3w2 and 5w6 are similarly likely.  Leaning towards 3w2 now, but wings may be balanced.

Tier 2s have well developed unconscious functions, so it's hard to be sure without interacting with them.

Also INTP slightly more likely than ENTP.  Not enough enthusiasm and randomness for ENTP, but he's in his 30s-40s, which could account for this.

Facial analysis suggests:  Exxx unlikely, xxFx unlikely, Ni likely.  Too low res to figure out more.

Edited November 22, 2022 by thisintegrated

[Proserpina]

Yin energy

Yin energy rarely stands out.  She gives it all away, her praise, her attention, her everything.  She isn't really anything 'special'.  Its only when the masculine moves through her that she might even have her moment at her ball.  Spirit and the protection from the masculine is her only hope of that.  She wishes for nothing.  She is contented in her 'behind the scenes' nature.  She can move energy unconcealed here and make an impact.

Smoothing out sharp edges

When the masculine is particularly harsh, the feminine can be used to 'smooth' out the masculine.  If the masculine has an overly sharp, cutting edge, feminine energy is used to ease that energy.  If the energy is not reduced it can escalate.  A sharp edge is an indication, a sign of what is to come.  The sharp edge is a type of premonition for the collective.  

Sharp edges

Sharp edges can be premonitions for possible collective catastrophe.  The 'feminine' can ease these edges.  The 'feminine' in this case is obviously in quotations and may be the case of just an awakened being.  The 'feminine' uses the sword of truth and both concealed energy work and unconcealed energy work.   Sharp edges could be the energies that I sense around me at times (keys, cars, electronics, etc.).  The 'feminine' can ease the 'masculine' that has sharp edges. 

No-fap

I'm attempting to practice this.  Usually, it's easy but recently I've been surrounded by the masculine (outside the forum), triggering me to go into heat.  I think other masculines have noticed (to be blunt).  Perfect for my spiritual practice.  The perfect combination is masculine presence, extreme yin activation, and no-fap to activate sexual energy. I want to activate sexual energy for healing the collective, the smoke, intuitive activation, and whatever else sexual energy is used for. 

Compatibility 

From past experience, sexual energy is better and more sustainable when it comes from a deeper place.  A resonance.  Spiritual and pioneering compatibility.  Your usual run-of-the-mill attraction hardly suffices.  It has to run deep. 

Edited November 23, 2022 by Proserpina

[Proserpina]

I can see the green light. 

Pray. 

[Proserpina]

My Experiences

When I am not medicated I have mystical experiences for months at a time.  Typically my intuition and psychic wisdom are hyper-developed and there is this thing which I call the 'smoke' which is the well-being of the collective.  There is also a radiance and beauty and aliveness to life in general, as well as sometimes a oneness and profound heart chakra awakenings.  It usually coincides with major 'events' of the collective, I am in the flow of life.  I am of service to the collective. 

Spirit and intuition

As you draw closer to spirit, it cascades down into how you interpret the world around you, your intuition.  It will deepen the intuitive information you receive from things and you will receive signs.  It influences your reality.  It deepens your experience.  Signs 'cascade' down from Spirit, they are not separate. 

The Sword of Truth

The Sword of Truth zeros in on certain values (truth, transparency, and authenticity) at the expense of other values you may hold.  Whether or not it is 'right' to zero in on certain values at the expense of others is up for debate.  The blade cuts through swiftly this way, with very little in the way,  just a clean cut.  Highly focused.  It might look clumsy.  Socially unaware.  It may even look malevolent, but if you look closely if it comes from a pure place, you'll see it.  It cleans up energies that need cleaning up. 

The Unloved

If she isn't loved as she should be, don't be surprised if she rears her head and uses her sword.  It is not in her nature, but she will come down upon you swiftly with a great blow, highly focused.  She may do it to just teach you a harsh lesson in love, to wake you up.  A cold glass of water to the face.  The seduced are especially vulnerable to this, as she sees how unloved she is.  It just magnifies it. 

Spiral Dynamics

Where am I in terms of spiral dynamics?  I would say it is exceedingly difficult to place myself somewhere on the spiral as I have limitations, despite what others say.  I would have to say I have lower cognitive development and high spiritual development.  Overall I would place myself at stage Yellow with limitations.  My intuition a few years ago typed me as stage yellow during a mystical experience.  I try to tailor my path to my limitations and physical illness.  Of course, I'm not perfect but I have a spirituality that is akin to Tier 2 values.  

All tied together

All of this is tied together by Spirit.  The sexual energy, the archetypes, radiance, intuition, compatibility, and smoke (well-being of the collective) are all tied together by Spirit.  They all coincide, align and work together in harmony.  Some of my results might be off but I'm dealing with results that are tampered with by variables such as medication and other things. Also the further you get into this work the more certain things drop away and other values rise up to the surface.  And then they might return again. So you go through 'phases'.

Edited November 24, 2022 by Proserpina

[Proserpina]

This explains my spirituality completely.  There is radiance and beauty in everything. 

Oneness

This is significant for me.  I've been trying to put my finger on what makes the radiance and beauty particularly unique or precious to me.  It's the Love.  The Oneness.  I've never heard it described like that before really in the above clip.  But it made sense to me.  I feel so much better now. 

Stepping stone

This is a stepping stone.  If I can grasp oneness, I can start to grasp Leo's more advanced videos and develop my cognitive ability and move up in growth and development. 

Life is but a dream

This statement resonates at a core level.  Reminds me of when I was channeling.  All is mind.  All is but a dream.  I remember this.  I know this. Deconstruction happens automatically as a result of spirit.  You don't have to try.  

Edited November 24, 2022 by Proserpina

[Proserpina]

Deconstruction

You don't have to try (Spirit does the work for you), per se but you also do.  It's like combining self-inquiry with psychedelics or meditation.  But when you do try to deconstruct or contemplate or self-inquire, it doesn't come as a strain but as confirmation or affirmation of what you already know through communion with Spirit.  You have to put effort into the process and grow, but also it is effortless. 

Emotional regulation

My emotional regulation comes from channeling in the past.  It also comes with the realization that everything is but a dream.  That everything is Mind.  I have lower levels of neuroticism as a result.  My attitude toward reality is less stressed and more playful.  I can't seem to take reality seriously.  This can sometimes get me into trouble.  Similar to the character Captain Jack Sparrow. 

Edited November 24, 2022 by Proserpina