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My only love

Do I ever wonder
More than words can say
Heaven knows it's hard
Enough to pray
Let me tell you something
There is a change in me
We've been out, you're gone
You'll always be

My only love

Does it seem so funny?
For the fool to pray
Do know the meaning?
Of goodbye
As your wind goes through me
We are all in a dream
And you need to know
Even when they leave

My only love

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It was me on that road
But you couldn't see me
Too many lights out, but nowhere near here
It was me on that road
Still you couldn't see me
And then flash lights and explosions

Road's end getting nearer
We cover distance, but not together
I am the storm and I am the wonder
And the flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions

I don't know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish

It's about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What I have and what I ache for
I've got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
But what else is there?

Road's end getting nearer
We cover distance still not together
If I am the storm, if I am the wonder
Will I have flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions?

There's no room where I can go and
You've got secrets, too
I don't know what more to ask for

I was given just one wish

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A pale white girl rests in a forest and sometimes a sunlit field just at the edge of my manifestation visions as of late - who is she?  Me?  A guide?  She showed up when I let go of all of my old work and began to design a "wish" to bring balance and research into the problems the planet faces to come to know what I am up against pertaining to all forms of dysfunction. 
Strange how it all transmogrifies the moment you shed Light on it, building from any which way you move.  I would Be such a thing if I could, illuminated like living marble.

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I never thought I'd be a killer
Cause there's so much to lose
But if I can't drink the water
What else can I do

And although the axe is heavy
It just sits in my hands
While you're changing like the current
Not a shore on land

Every time I try to bring it down
You always turn my head around

Make up your mind
Let me live or let me love you
While you've been saving your neck
I've been breaking mine for you
The power is on, the guillotine hums
My back's to the wall, go on, let it fall, oh
Make up your mind
Before I make it up for you

I never thought that I'd be facing
A sea that's bluer than the tide [?]
Now my knees are shaking
And I can't look in your eyes

But if you're gonna make me do it
How'd you want it done
Is it best to sip it slowly
Or drink it down in one

Every time I try to bring it down
You always turn my head around

Make up your mind
Let me live or let me love you
While you've been saving your neck
I've been breaking mine for you
The power is on, the guillotine hums
My back's to the wall, go on, let it fall, oh
Make up your mind
Before I make it up for you

The executioner's within me
And he comes blindfold ready
Sword in hand
And arms so steady
Every time I try to bring it down
You always turn my head around
But every time I try to bring it down
You always turn my head around

Make up your mind
Let me live or let me love you
While you've been saving your neck
I've been breaking mine for you
The power is on, the guillotine hums
My back's to the wall, go on, let it fall, oh
Make up your mind
Before I make it up for you
Make up your mind
Let me live or let me love you
While you've been saving your neck
I've been breaking mine for you
The power is on, the guillotine hums
My back's to the wall, go on, let it fall
Oh, make up your mind
Before I make it up for you

(my tears stream down my face.  I look up and the eyes of wizard stares back at me through the smoke.  The eyes of wellbeing, that streams life energy.  So rarely do I meet him these days.  'Let me live or let me love you'. 'don't drown in a sea of negativity when you can float in an ocean of life')

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Tuleloits (AKA The Invocation of Fire) - "is a sacred song in ancient Estonian witchcraft, sung to bring about anything the practitioner wishes, to worship or to thank deities and nature" and the song is supposed to ask "the fire spirits to harness their power of warming one's soul and cleansing outdated energies."

Little spark, little spark
Rise from the ashes, the right one
Little spark, little spark
Rise from the ashes, the right one

Grow with my power
Open with my heart
Grow with my power
Open with my heart

Lift higher
Shine further
Lift higher
Shine further

Burst to the edge of the sky
Radiate to the edge of the world
Burst to the edge of the sky
Radiate to the edge of the world

Destroy my pain bodies
Light up my shadows
Destroy my pain bodies
Light up my shadows

Dry these little eyes
Burn these thoughts of worry
Dry these little eyes
Burn these thoughts of worry

Cleanse what has been
Release what is yet to come
Cleanse what has been
Release what is yet to come

Make me new
And give me your force
Make me new
And give me your force

Blazing light into the darkness
Gold shine into the blackness
Blazing light into the darkness
Gold shine into the blackness

Light into very mind
Warmth into every soul
Light into very mind
Warmth into every soul

And so mote it be

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A New Year starts soon - clearing out the old, brining in the New.
intention - inner balance that spreads like wildfire.

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Remains lay smoking
Crawling little by little I can hardly breathe
Unprotected exposed to the numbing conditions I feel no pain
Falling in the snow, dazed and confused, paralyzed with fear, huddled
Together for warmth in the
Trees, where are the lights, where is help, only the silence oh oh
Help me

Still the sky was empty
Freezing fog descended,
And the snow began to fall
Silence was an enemy, more hated than the cold
So we whispered stories to help us forget

Then out of the sky, came the lights, two tiny lights, I wanted to kiss
The Earth and the stars, no
Cruel mirage, a distant visage, the silence had broken
Out of the sky, came the lights, out of the night out of the fear,
Came the strength, strength to live
Out of the sky, came the lights, lights of life out of the fear,
Came the strength, strength to live
Out of the sky, came the lights, lights of life

"It was my birthday, the day they found me now I am one week old
My life from this
Moment begins again"

Out of the sky came the lights, out of the night out of the fear
Came the strength, strength to live,
Live to love out of the sky, came the lights, lights of life out
Of the fear, came the strength,
Strength to live, live to love, strength to live, live to love out
Of the sky, came the lights, lights of
Life out of the the fear, came the strength, strength to live
Out of the sky came the lights, lights
Of life out of the fear , came the strength, strength to live
Out of the sky, came the lights, lights
Of life

Have a Happy New year everyone from the PNW.  This is an artist from the 90's and I always have felt a special connection to this song, it's one of my favorites and one that I've been finding myself revisiting a lot lately, hope you all enjoy it.  I feel as though it has it's place in New Years as the lyrics touch upon the symbolism of rebirth.

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Happy new year, everyone! From Australia.  Blessings and well wishes.  My intention for this year is to step into my highest empowerment and integrity.  That I might utilize my strengths and set my priorities properly. To be a guardian of the earth, its habitat, and its people, selfless in energy and open. 

Just like the seed
I don't know where to go
Through dirt and shadow, I grow
I'm reaching light through the struggle
Just like the seed
I'm chasing the wonder
I unravel myself
All in slow motion

You cannot eat money, oh no
You cannot eat money, oh no
When the last tree has fallen
And the rivers are poisoned
You cannot eat money, oh no
You cannot eat money, oh no
You cannot eat money, oh no
When the last tree has fallen
And the rivers are poisoned
You cannot eat money, oh no
Oh no

Suffocate me
So my tears can be rain
I will water the ground where I stand
So the flowers can grow back again
'Cause just like the seed
Everything wants to live
We are burning our fingers
But we learn and forgive

You cannot eat money, oh no
You cannot eat money, oh no
When the last tree has fallen
And the rivers are poisoned
You cannot eat money, oh no
You cannot eat money, oh no
You cannot eat money, oh no
When the last tree has fallen
And the rivers are poisoned
You cannot eat money, oh no
Oh no

Feed me sunlight, feed me air
In a place where nothing matters
Feed me truth and feed me prayer (dancing around a shooting star)
And every cell remembers
Feed me sunlight, feed me air (that have taken us this far)
I see images of killer whales
Feed me truth and feed me prayers (sleeping in a desert trail)
Dreaming of a parallel world where nothing ever hurts
Dreaming of a parallel world where nothing ever hurts


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I feel so out of order
My brain is hazy
The shadows in the corner
They make me crazy

All my ghosts came back to life
Every whisper, every lie
Itʼs a restless emptiness
I canʼt deny Iʼm anxious...

I'm anxious...
I can't deny I'm anxious...

Why are good intentions
Always interrupted?
Clouded intuitions
No way can I trust it

Toss and turning in the night
When you got a troubled mind
In the darkness, I confess
I canʼt deny Iʼm anxious...

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I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
And I've been waiting for this moment, for all my life, oh lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord

Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am

Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies

And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord, oh lord

Well I remember, I remember don't worry
How could I ever forget
It's the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep this silence up
No you don't fool me
The hurt doesn't show, but the pain still grows
It's no stranger to you and me

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Paradox of pacifism. 

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Won't you be my dictionary
Won't you translate fun
Into something necessary
Inter uni sun

Won't you be my dictionary
Can't I be very necessary
Inter uni fun
Comes back

Satellites they mix you up
And hypnotize you with the sound
Reproducing would fuck you up
And make you forget what you found

Won't you be my dictionary
Can't I be very necessary
Inter uni fun
Comes back

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This is an annoying song.. It’s funny  if you sing along with slightly changed lyrics;

“I want to rock and roll all night and potty everyday.

I like the punch of Tony Iommi’s Lead guitar in this song. 


"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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Happiness, more or less
It's just a change in me, something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Happiness, coming and going
I watch you look at me, and watch my fever grow
And I know just where I am

But how many corners do I have to turn?
How many times do I have to learn
All the love I have is in my mind?

But I'm a lucky man
With fire in my hands

Happiness, something in my own place
I'm stood here naked, I smile and I feel no disgrace
With who I am
Happiness, coming and going
I watch you look at me, watch my fever grow
And I know just who I am

And how many corners do I have to turn?
How many times do I have to learn
All the love I have is in my mind?

Happiness more or less
It's just a change in me, something in my liberty
Happiness, coming and going
I watch you look at me, watch my fever grow
And I know

 

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Im tired,
Tired of the same things,
Tired of the scene,
Tired of the machine,
To tired to belive,
Tired being tied to a dream going on repeat,
and Im tired of the shaming,
Tired complaining,
Im tired,
Tired of the routine,
Still I got no energy to change how I feel.

I´ve been doing this most of my life,
Most of my time, always on my mind,
Doing it for kicks and to stay alive,
Get it right, 9 to 9.
And everybody knows I got it,
The passion and the ghost I got it,
The need to make it more I got it,
But you will never know and Im sorry.

Everybody wants to get even,
So I keep one open while sleeping,
This world was always eat or be eaten,
Im sleepless.

Im tired

Ive been staying up most every night,
Pushing life up a hill,
And always when I think its on the rise,
Sliding down standing still.
The vision and the flow Im on it,
The things you need the most Im on it,
Im getting really close I promise,
But you will never know and Im sorry,

Everybody wants to get even,
So I keep one open while sleeping,
This world was always eat or be eaten,
Im sleepless.

Im tired

Day four of nearly no rest.  

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My favourite song as an adolescent.  I would listen to this song on repeat and cry for the world every night.  Falling asleep in my own tears for the world is like my favourite past time as a child.  How emo of me. xD

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Statements aimed at everyone-

We're all liars and wishful thinkers caught somewhere in the layers of being well-meaning. The more angry you are at this statement, the more self-deceptive and asleep you are.

 

Us introverts

 


"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things that you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
Your words can crush things that are unseen
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way

You always tell me that it's impossible
To be respected and be a girl
Why's it gotta be so complicated?
Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated?
Oh, please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way

And I was thinking that it might do some good
If we robbed the cynics and took all their food
That way what they believe will have taken place
And we'll give it to everybody that had some faith
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way

I have this theory that if we're told we're bad
Then that's the only idea we'll ever have
But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty
Someday we will become what we see
'Cause anyone can start a conflict
It's harder yet to disregard it
I'd rather see the world from another angle
We are everyday angels
Be careful with me 'cause I'd like to stay that way

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There is a candle burning faster than most.
I'll tell you now I will not live with its ghost.
Along the path its fading light,
Yeah, it pulls...
And when it's gone, well you know out come the wolves.

And I will welcome their jaws.
Shred all my books with their claws.
No Hunter, no trader, no axe.
My mouth shut with cold, melted wax.

 

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American atmospheric metal, 2010.

 


"I believe you are more afraid of condemning me to the stake than for me to receive your cruel and disproportionate punishment."

- Giordano Bruno, Campo de' Fiori, Rome, Italy. February 17th, 1600.

Cosmic pluralist, mathematician and poet.

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It's beautiful, and even though
I told you so, you know
We'd face survival, we're leaving lights on
We'll move or go on somehow

Looking like soldiers waiting to drown
And I'm not around no more
And looking at people that don't make a sound
When music's around, stay warm

And we've got no rhyme or no reason now
We've got the time of our lives now

It's seasonal, nobody knows
We'll make it known somehow
Just you and me, and we can see
Small machines and sunrise

Looking like soldiers waiting to drown
And I'm not around no more
Lookin at people that don't make a sound
When music's around, stay warm

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