Ingit

Giving up your attachments to identity feels so painful

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just feel I can’t, giving up on identity feels like building up a huge amount of resistance that causes headaches and tension around my head areas....I wonder why it is not easy !!!! On the other part I try to force my identity go....and troubles me more and more... because I think if I not force it go it wont go.. 🤥


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@Shin  there is a constant voice all over the day inside telling me, ‘ its I causing the problems let it go, why wont you let go of yourself’’and I am like stressed cuz Its feels hard to let go...


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And it will cause maybe excruciating pain for a while and at level in the body. This being the reason only the Brave awakens. So in the end hard work will not do it for you.

Best of wishes. 

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That's the reason for my current state. Cause I had to be punched in the face before I saw my attachement to something I was not. But it'll be worth it ❤️🙏🏻

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@Ero I get what you saying.... I am worried if that my own darkness ever bring me a psychotic episode...


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@Shin Today Morning as I was on bed trying to wake up... I heard my Mom yelling about somethings.. and soon all the tension fear very very bad feelings came up and I was there seeing them and I became so confused with them... I hardly was able to differentiate any and A lots of suffering going inside my head that felt so painful to sit beside and watch 🥺


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26 minutes ago, Ingit said:

@Shin Today Morning as I was on bed trying to wake up... I heard my Mom yelling about somethings.. and soon all the tension fear very very bad feelings came up and I was there seeing them and I became so confused with them... I hardly was able to differentiate any and A lots of suffering going inside my head that felt so painful to sit beside and watch 🥺

Yeah I often look at people weirdly, cause I'm trying to see if they are really real.

Like sometimes I have no idea If I'm dreaming or not 😂


If you want the moon, do not hide from the night
If you want a rose, do not run from the thorns
If you want love, do not hide from yourself

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6 minutes ago, Shin said:

Yeah I often look at people weirdly, cause I'm trying to see if they are really real.

Like sometimes I have no idea If I'm dreaming or not 😂

shin go taper ta tête against a wall.
you'll see if you dream or not.


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1 minute ago, Aeris said:

shin go taper ta tête against a wall.
you'll see if you dream or not.

In a dream it hurts too.

 

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@Aeris if you ask me.... i feel good at the very moment after I hurt pople and after sometime I regret a lot.


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1 minute ago, Ingit said:

@Aeris if you ask me.... i feel good at the very moment after I hurt pople and after sometime I regret a lot.

if you regret, that's because you live in your shadow.

Don't hurt people, love them hard. It never is a regret inside if you do it from a place of pure truth & love.


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4 minutes ago, Shin said:

The only thing to do is to sit and turn inward now.

Maybe it will happen without suffering, maybe xD 

that's a big maybe. Suffering is growth though so say it "hello"

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3 minutes ago, Aeris said:

that's a big maybe. Suffering is growth though so say it "hello"

 

Some people says they had it easy, not even saw it coming, so

 

 

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But apparently the more you fear something the more chance you have to experience it,

So we're fucked either way :D 


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If you want a rose, do not run from the thorns
If you want love, do not hide from yourself

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