Losing faith in the system

[Seraphim]

My beliefs are very "new age"-like. You know like the kind of spiritual teachings you would get from a channeler, medium, etc. And I'm starting to lose faith in the system of incarnation and human experience, all the suffering that humanity goes through, all so that our higher selves can evolve and eventually ascend and eventually unify with god, which also makes god evolve, that's the theory.

I'm starting to think that it's not worth it, and not okay to put humans through this, because even though we are god in a sense, we are still trapped in this place, doomed to suffer. Our higher selves and spirit guides will put us through anything, it's like even though they love us we don't get anything from that love, they just use us.

You know how there are 3 factions on the other side and in the higher dimensions? The middle path faction, which is what our higher selves all belong to. The dark faction. And the light faction. I'm starting to feel like I'm aligned with the light faction now, instead of the middle path. 

Point out my delusions and set me on the right path again. Tell me what my spirit guides will tell me when I meet them on the other side. 

[aurum]

13 minutes ago, Seraphim said:

Our higher selves and spirit guides will put us through anything, it's like even though they love us we don't get anything from that love, they just use us.

You are not separate from any sort of higher beings. 

[Seraphim]

32 minutes ago, aurum said:

You are not separate from any sort of higher beings. 

Yea but they are still doing that to us. Like how in society we need to have laws and things, because we don't act like we are all one. So I can still be against the system.

[kavaris]

3 hours ago, Seraphim said:

Tell me what my spirit guides will tell me when I meet them on the other side. 

What is your spirit animal