I approached 100+ women

[TheGod]

Tonight, I’ve reached a milestone of having approached 100 women in two weeks and it’s very clear to me now how approaching women has begun to change me. Attention ! It will trigger you, especially if you’re a woman. 

Good things: 

I feel way less  fear when approaching women.

I fell numb when I get rejected. 

I have started the process of de-idealizing women. 

Bad things: 

I am getting numb towards what women feel. 

I am loosing my authentic cuteness, tenderness and empathy. Basically I am loosing a lot of my feminine traits. I’m becoming more masculine. 

The more women I approach the less I see them individually but rather as a collective, because they interact in the same way, talk about the same things, and are very conformists. 

By the time I have approached a 1000 I will turn into a very successful man in terms of getting women but I will lose my true self. I will lose this guy who deeply cares about women’s feelings, who has a lot of empathy and understanding for them. This guy who’s trying to take it slowly, the guy who’s trying to be a good friend and not being pushy. The guy women say they want but friendzone or don’t see. Instead, I will become the guy women claim not to like but who makes them wet and fucks them. I will become the guy my female friends used to complain about. 

Edited 6 hours ago by TheGod

[Zen LaCroix]

Very interesting. Can you expand more on what you mean by "getting numb towards what women feel". In what way?

I do think that just comes with being more grounded and less outcome dependent and validation seeking. However I'm curious to know what your perspective on it is?