How Often Do You Have "I lost myself" Phases?

[SimpleGuy]

I live usually in a quite productive and people say I`m very disciplined. Like usually no distractions, only good habits, like a freaking monk. Work, meditate, read, work out, eat healthy food, sleep at the same time and all that stuff always in place. But when I achieve my goal or goal loses its importance to me, I fall into limbo or smth where I just do the bare minimum of good habits and watch entertaining mindless videos, play videogames with friends from my high school that I hate and stay up late.

How do you avoid such phases in life?

The main thing is that I lose my passion towards life, it is very flowing with ups and downs. Leo seems like a robot who grinds on his life purpose for 13 freaking years. That`s insane. 

How do you not lose this passion towards life?

[Rafael Thundercat]

Actualized  videos deal a lot about this. 

[Koeke]

@Rafael Thundercat Which videos do you recommend?