Mansour al-Hallaj, the Highest Baseline Consciousness in Human History?

[Breakingthewall]

7 minutes ago, Someone here said:

There is some sweetness to struggling. My happiest moments were when I achieved high grades in high school after studying and studying for multiple sleepless nights in a row and then when you see the good grades you feel amazing

Sure, working hard and overcome obstacles is great, but that satisfaction is always egoic. It's fine to do if you need it, but doing it like ," it's my way to feel good", means that you are closed, isolated into your barriers, then your only satisfaction is achievement. Your are always testing yourself and comparing. As you said it's natural, it's a survival mechanisms. But this is what closes us in the jail of the ego. It's important to see it 

I also appreciate you old friend 

 

[Someone here]

@Breakingthewall  🙏🏻

[Purple Man]

On 3/4/2026 at 0:26 AM, Carl-Richard said:

Watch his BATGAP interviews if you want to be absolutely blown away. The experiences he talks about makes all the ridiculous stories of saints throughout history sound plausible.

Jan Esmann, besides being a fine painter and a profound mystic, helped me a lot about 15 years ago. He replied with great care to the emails where I shared my state, insights, and doubts.

[Carl-Richard]

8 hours ago, Breakingthewall said:

It doesn't means that you have to transcend your psyche, you have to make your psyche aligned enough to stop being a barrier. It's very different 

It's not. It's a semantic game, as it usually is.

Edited 7 hours ago by Carl-Richard

[Breakingthewall]

1 hour ago, Carl-Richard said:

It's not. It's a semantic game, as it usually is with you.

I don't do any semantic game, if you didn't get it I could explain what I mean 

Edited 13 hours ago by Breakingthewall

[Breakingthewall]

2 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

It's not. It's a semantic game, as it usually is with you.

2 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

 

What is called enlightenment could be defined as total clarity. Total clarity is the absence of opacity. It is extremely difficult to achieve this absence of opacity; when it occurs, reality loses its boundaries and perceives itself as open, totally unlimited, and this implies everything, you realize what you are, and it means the end of the lack. The lack is in our experience all time, but we don't perceive it because precisely, it's is all time. But perceiving is not the correct term because you realize it being it. You have to release the barriers and be unlimited, not contained, it's a total change, and energetic shift. 

Achieving a moment of total openness requires the relaxation, for a moment, of all your barriers. When I spoke earlier of not transcending the psyche but aligning it, it's because I believe that transcending the psyche is impossible, at least for me, but you can align it in such a way that it allows for moments of total openness.

Edited 12 hours ago by Breakingthewall

[Oppositionless]

@Breakingthewall holy shit dude. I'm such a wimp lol. If I get my blood drawn I will damn near pass out. You're crazy , haha. But that was a pretty cool story, great work, sounds like your spiritual practice has paid off.

Kinda insane tho to think surgery used to always be done with minimal anaesthetic. 

Edited 12 hours ago by Oppositionless