Power of Integrity, MDMA trip

[AION]

Yesterday I did a MDMA trip and I had some profound insights on integrity (with the truth). Basically life is about if you are in integrity with the truth or not. Nobody is in integrity 10/10 times since only God is in integrity 10/10 times.

For example in social situations you can't always be in integrity with the truth. Humans have to strike a sweet balance between integrity and survival as a razor's edge. It is all about determining which areas of life integrity is utmost importance and focus on that. We can't become integral in one sweep. Making priorities of the important areas where integrity is important and working from there is key.

This is what I determined. Areas were high integrity is necessary:

• Your health, if you are not in integrity with truth your body will say fuck you. You have to respect the rules of health. The body and mind is connected thus if you have bad health, it means you are not in alignment with the truth of the principles of health. Health is the highest priority to gain integrity because without a body, you don't have temple to prey in. This is why Zen Body Being by Ralston is so pivotal than anything else imo.
• Another area where it is crucial to be in integrity with the truth is the existence of God. If you deny this you are missing a fundamental part of the fabric of reality. If the the center of the body is the heart, integrity (with the truth) is part of the psyche. If you delude yourself too much from the truth, your psyche will fall apart and this will also reflect on your body.

Another insight is that integrity and authenticity are the same thing. A fragmented person can't be authentic. We have all seen them, it almost looks like an uncanny valley. But if you reached this integrity you have won back your "soul" that a lot of people lose when becoming adult and which children are born with. Too much hard drugs, dims the soul while being in total integrity with your body/mind is energizing. It is really true what Ralston says. The body and mind are one. For me the most important insight was that I have to respect the body as much as the mind because they are one. Too much overthinking is abusive the body. That is why great thinkers always get sick. After a deep think we need to give our instrument rest for it to recover and maintain its health.

I know some don't agree with this but I will say it again: health = truth. Health and truth are the same thing in my opinion. Because a healthy person is in integrity with the principles of the truth of health. An unhealthy on the other hand is not in integrity with the principles of the truth of health.

 

Edited Sunday at 08:43 AM by AION

[Leo Gura]

You will be in for a rude awakening should you ever lose your health.

Truth will not save you when your health fails. If only it were so easy.

Edited Sunday at 11:05 AM by Leo Gura

[vibv]

@Leo Gura You created that for yourself. No judgement.

[Leo Gura]

@vibv You're in for a rude awakening too. No judgment.

Edited Sunday at 11:21 AM by Leo Gura

[vibv]

7 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

@vibv You're in for a rude awakening too. No judgment.

To what? Seriously interested.

Awakenings happen all the time, some smoother others not so. But that's no news.

If you wanna keep me on edge don't answer  

Edited Sunday at 11:28 AM by vibv

[UnbornTao]

1 hour ago, Leo Gura said:

You will be in for a rude awakening should you ever lose your health.

Truth will not save you when your health fails. If only it were so easy.

Having been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and on his deathbed, Ramana was basically 'whatever.' He even refused treatment - for the cancer, not death.

I get OCD-like symptoms if I don't mention the guy every three posts or so.

Just an anecdote.

Edited Sunday at 12:38 PM by UnbornTao

[Leo Gura]

6 minutes ago, vibv said:

To what?

You'll see when the time comes.

[vibv]

4 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

You'll see when the time comes.

Of course.

Thanks for delivering the death blow. Has been a pleasure.

Edited Sunday at 04:09 PM by vibv

[AION]

The body is very mechanical. It is like a car. Some have better cars than others. Some abuse their cars with substances it is not made for. But that doesn’t mean there are certain principles how to deal with the car. The principles are the truth. But the thing is that if you have abused your body so much you can’t just fix the parts like you could with a car. At least not for now because of the technological limitations. 
 

Another thing I discovered. Taking care of your health, taking good food and supplements, does boost your health but at the same time it boosts your mind. I basically 10x my mind through health hacks that I shared on this forum. 

 

Mind over matter doesn’t mean matter doesn’t exist. Matter exist as much as mind. When you eat a piece of food for example you basically eat a piece of mind. 

[Peo]

4 hours ago, AION said:

I know some don't agree with this but I will say it again: health = truth. Health and truth are the same thing in my opinion.

Just so you know MDMA is not really healthy. It know to be neurotoxin and can deplete your serotonin levels. This results in low baseline serotonin signaling, leading to low mood, anxiety, fatigue, and irritability for a few days.

This is why i hesitate to ever do MDMA in life. MDMA seems to be more physically dangerous then any other psychedelic, depending on dose ofc.

 

Edited Sunday at 01:26 PM by Peo
More to say

[AION]

@Peo I think every psychedelic have its downside. I never take a full pill of MDMA. That doesn’t feel healthy. My preferred those is 1/4th of a pill or even less. 

[something_else]

22 hours ago, AION said:

@Peo I think every psychedelic have its downside. I never take a full pill of MDMA. That doesn’t feel healthy. My preferred those is 1/4th of a pill or even less. 

You should avoid pills and try to get pure powder/crystals. The pills are usually cut with all sorts of random stuff, harder to test, and dosage is harder to predict.

Also, while MDMA is an amazing substance you really shouldn’t take it more than a few times per year or you’ll really start to fuck with your brain chemistry.

The first few times you won’t get much of a comedown but my friends who have taken it more than a handful of times almost always have really awful comedowns now.

 

[AION]

@something_else I bought it from a research lab so I know it is good.  It is my final batch anyway because they changed the laws and I can’t buy it anymore even if I wanted. I have a bag of 5 Meo DMT but that shit is much heavier? I don’t know but that doesn’t seem very healthy for the brain either. I’m more kind of a micro dosing guy and focusing on healing, healthy ego development and contemplation.  One needs a healthy ego before it is safe to break shit down. 

[OBEler]

@AION @AION @AION 

5 Meo DMT is a much cleaner experience than MDMA for me.

Also just because a psychedelic has stronger effects doesn't mean it is more toxic for the brain.For example 5 Meo DMT has almost zero toxic effects on the brain.

 

[AION]

@OBEler I get extreme stress under 5 meo 

[OBEler]

@AION extreme stress is something else than toxicity of the substance by itself. Some people get extreme stress from watching horror movies. That doesn't make movies toxic. It's your psychic reaction to it.

If you get too much stress, start lower and do it frequently until your stress level sinks. It will sink over time I promise you.

[OBEler]

I highly recommend you to do a normal dose of MDMA and right after the peak (1,5 hours in), take a medium dose of 5 Meo DMT. You will have almost zero stress/fear and can experience the power of 5 Meo DMT. 

[gettoefl]

Body doesn't respond to world but mind. Aspirin is magic. You ask for the migraines. You want them. It's your great lesson or your great crutch. You need a miracle not magic. A miracle means you see things properly. Through this lens, illness and health are the same. To see illness means you want to keep the dream going a bit longer. Everyone loves an illness just like everyone loves death. They save me from having to drop my illusions. If this rings true take a read of ACIM - it's free online.

[Schizophonia]

On 19/10/2025 at 1:29 PM, Leo Gura said:

You'll see when the time comes.

I suggested the work of Joe Dispenza, whom OP likes too btw and who is one of the best in the alternative health market, and you dismissed it out of hand. On the other hand, you agreed to take an interest in obvious scam bullshit; you even went to a witch doctor lol; you did a blog post about that. Your ego likes to suffer, but you can't enter a frequency that contradicts your health problems because that would destroy your ego of "I'm the annoying guy in a white shirt like the serious anti-Trump Republicans who reminds you that life is shit and that you have to be serious and that in life you are nothing without nothing and that I'm going to make 3 and a half hour videos you explain this to yourself while intermittently giving you looks like a disillusioned/severe professor that I worked at toastmaster because it's important to go to toastmaster to glow up because life is a competition and a development tool because I..."

It's your own corruption.

The proof is that if you really didn't like your health problems you would shift your attention everywhere but here, but you don't do this for the secondary benefit of being able to call out your persona/ego that I described above to troll you a little by saying "You're going to be disillusioned." ("You'll see when the time comes").

Consider why you really took the time and energy to give these answers.

Edited Tuesday at 12:42 PM by Schizophonia

[AION]

Personally I think eternal youth is possible

Edited Tuesday at 12:59 PM by AION