So Infinite Love really is like a million orgasms (LSD 800ug)

[Loveeee]

I've been tapping into love more and more these past months during my trips but always thought to myself, does it really beat a good old orgasm

But a few days ago I broke through and experienced levels of love I didn't know were possible, for a sec I feared I broke my (imaginary) brain or even reality, it was so so good and kept rising and rising, it felt timeless, I was like that's it this is heaven, I wondered if I "physically" died or something 

It wasn't just pleasure but love, like God was loving the fuck out of me and vice versa, intelligent sentient love 

At some point I was drooling as I forgot about my body and wondered if I'd even been breathing, completely raptured by this love

I remembered Leo's talk about being afraid of Maha Samadhi during 5meo (becoming so conscious you lose your body and become love forever) because I myself got a little scared, I did feel like I was blissing out, my room was becoming more and more fluid and formless and the love just kept rising dissipating the fear and everything else, but yeah it got me shook as it was the first time. I definitely sense there is much more where that came from

This recontextualized everything for me, afterwards I was like ok now I get it, jig's up, God is good, fear is bullshit and all part of the plan, I'm an infinite singularity of love

As Leo said countless times

[Leo Gura]

It goes even deeper. That's just the beginning.

The Love is insane.

Edited Tuesday at 10:43 PM by Leo Gura

[theoneandnone]

14 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

It goes even deeper. That's just the beginning.

The Love is insane.

What does the love feel like? I can’t even really understand what love is as my emotions are kinda dull.

[Leo Gura]

@theoneandnone You can think of it as pure Goodness.

Imagine if Goodness existed as a pure abstraction.

Well, it does. That's what Infinity/Consciousness is.

[TheGod]

31 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

The Love is insane.

Can God take it though or it's too much? 

See, I sometimes get confused because Love scares me and I don't know if it's Ego or God. 

On the other hand, I crave love when I am 100% but when I do 5MeO-DMT love is sooooo overwhelming that I regret dealing with it in the first place 

Edited Tuesday at 11:13 PM by TheGod

[Leo Gura]

@TheGod The human cannot take it.

It will kill the human if it goes too high. Physical existence is a limit on Love.

If you want Infinite Love that is death.

But you can get a sneak peak.

Edited Tuesday at 11:29 PM by Leo Gura

[TheGod]

32 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

@TheGod The human cannot take it.

It will kill the human if it goes too high. Physical existence is a limit on Love.

If you want Infinite Love that is death.

But you can get a sneak peak.

I was never a human in the first place that's what I realized on 5MeO-DMT. I've always been infinite Love. 

The thing is can infinite love handle itself as infinite love ? Can infinite love be afraid of infinite love?

That is the question. 

 

[Leo Gura]

@TheGod You have a human life and a human psyche. That cannot handle Infinite Love.

[Hojo]

@theoneandnoneIts like you are in a room with your family watching a romance movie and it touches your heart and you dont want to cry and cant hold it in so you have to leave the room. But its like that emotion times forever and it gets so strong you cant even feel you have a body anymore. You arent a human anymore and you are a vibrating emotion.

Then you hear and feel everyone shooting this emotion at you as you are now God and everyone and everything is loving and accepting of you. Not you the human or the identity but you the soul of every single person in existence worshipping God. We are all from the same thing and when we see it we love it for its helping us exist and we are helping it exist. We are its cope and it is our creator. The universe cannot exist without you its literally helping you and loving you. When you die, you will go back and see you are the entire universe, we  on this forum cannot exist without the entire universe, which you can see yourself to be.

And the same for everyone else on the forum. Its paradoxical like that.

If you died and left the universe the universe would beg you to come back because it needs you to exist.

Edited yesterday at 03:28 AM by Hojo

[theoneandnone]

47 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@theoneandnoneIts like you are in a room with your family watching a romance movie and it touches your heart and you dont want to cry and cant hold it in so you have to leave the room. But its like that emotion times forever and it gets so strong you cant even feel you have a body anymore. You arent a human anymore and you are a vibrating emotion.

Then you hear and feel everyone shooting this emotion at you as you are now God and everyone and everything is loving and accepting of you. Not you the human or the identity but you the soul of every single person in existence worshipping God. We are all from the same thing and when we see it we love it for its helping us exist and we are helping it exist. We are its cope and it is our creator. The universe cannot exist without you its literally helping you and loving you. When you die, you will go back and see you are the entire universe, we  on this forum cannot exist without the entire universe, which you can see yourself to be.

And the same for everyone else on the forum. Its paradoxical like that.

If you died and left the universe the universe would beg you to come back because it needs you to exist.

That’s fucking beautiful thanks for sharing

[Hojo]

@theoneandnoneI felt it for 5 seconds and I came back screaming crying rolling on the ground laughing for 6 hours straight and I couldnt stop. It, in a human, looks like madness. I was lucky I was alone.

It in a highly divine being like they think adiyogi was would look like a tear drop falling from his eye hes in control of his energies so much. He can sit in it, I touched it and went insane.

Being able to hold the energy is what spirituality is about.

It feels like your point of view is Gods dick and you are seeing out his dick hole and he is actively fucking maya another energy. And he cums and the entire universe shoots in front of your face and you see that which is not there. and you see the universe is a ball of energy with nothing looking at it. And the universe is using its Dick made of nothing to fuck the universe and see inside of it. When it cums its like an empty balls sack and the empty ballsack sees that its not the cum or the vagina of energy its fucking its the empty space thats now inside of the metaphysical ballsack instead of the cum or the vagina . All of this from the first person perspective with 0 context.

Edited yesterday at 05:17 AM by Hojo

[TheGod]

5 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

@TheGod You have a human life and a human psyche. That cannot handle Infinite Love.

I feel like I've constructed this answer to scare myself off infinite love as the part of the game I'm playing with myself. 

It's because I don't want to wake up. 

[vibv]

9 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

It goes even deeper. That's just the beginning.

The Love is insane.

Completely insane. Thank God.

[Someone here]

Great but if you can't feel the same thing by watching the birds or the moon then it's just a drug high .

[UnbornTao]

2 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Great but if you can't feel the same thing by watching the birds or the moon then it's just a drug high .

[Someone here]

@UnbornTao baby girl I need ya ..can't live without ya ..oh yeah 

[Jowblob]

The bad news is, when you rise naturally without psychedelics and experience these high forms of love at first, you also adapt to it really fast and experience it as normal state, so pretty much this highly high energetic state will be gone because you're adapted to it. Then the cycle will continue, you will feel more unitative, but this unity will feel like a regular state and will lack the ecstasy, then you will crave more unity/love, and crave to feel this ecstasy again. And this is how you slowly but surely leave the human realm.

[UnbornTao]

2 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

The bad news is, when you rise naturally without psychedelics and experience these high forms of love at first, you also adapt to it really fast and experience it as normal state, so pretty much this highly high energetic state will be gone because you're adapted to it. Then the cycle will continue, you will feel more unitative, but this unity will feel like a regular state and will lack the ecstasy, then you will crave more unity/love, and crave to feel this ecstasy again. And this is how you slowly but surely leave the human realm.

The mind can be really creative.