Does hell exist?

[Someone here]

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

No I don’t know about you. But the average person in the west doesn’t live in hell comparable to medieval torture chamber lol. They would’ve probably killed themselves already if that was the case. But ofc there’s exceptions like extreme pain conditions and some severe mental issues causing extreme mental distress . 
 

What is jihanum?

@Sugarcoat jihanum is the Arabic word for hell .

What I mean is i suffer everyday physically and mentally.  I don't give a crap about medieval era because its just a thought in your head it never even happened.  Go wake up at 4:45 AM everyday and exhaust the shit out of yourself by going through unbearable suffering until you drop dead metaphorically on bed at 10PM with the only refuge mentally masturbating on this forum 

 I've reached 100% complete  not knowing which is no joke.  I don't know why are we even alive …we suffer all the time no matter how good life we have.. we see others sufferings way too much sometimes we feel helpless about the issue and sometimes we ignore it..

I don't know what's the purpose of my life anymore other than just surrender to god as a kid we do our dies we make friends we get bullied..we bully other…we receive love ..we give love..we receive hate we give out hate…we work hard we make money….we spend it on ourselves..or our family or things which make us happy etc

But we are never satisfied.

We get inspired or we get insecure..

But for what we are doing all this?? At the end their is death…

We expect from others but people can leave anytime anywhere…

We want power..we want respect..we want everything which we deserve or even more than that..

We want acceptance from others yet we say we don't care..all of us wants validation…idk for what..

Idk I just don't know.

[Someone here]

2 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

He is Indian of course his life sucks.

 

Jk

 

What if I'm not Indian but been fooling you guys all along and playing basketball with your dumbass skulls ?

[Schizophonia]

7 minutes ago, Someone here said:

 

What if I'm not Indian but been fooling you guys all along and playing basketball with your dumbass skulls ?

Ok Tamerlan 

[Someone here]

@Schizophonia look who is talking lol..an obsessed with drugs and pharmacology kid who is simpin on a woman twice his age .

No offence. 

I can be a bully too. When I want to .but your soft white butt can't handle it .

[Sugarcoat]

@Someone here Who is twice his age?

[Sugarcoat]

25 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@Sugarcoat jihanum is the Arabic word for hell .

What I mean is i suffer everyday physically and mentally.  I don't give a crap about medieval era because its just a thought in your head it never even happened.  Go wake up at 4:45 AM everyday and exhaust the shit out of yourself by going through unbearable suffering until you drop dead metaphorically on bed at 10PM with the only refuge mentally masturbating on this forum 

 I've reached 100% complete  not knowing which is no joke.  I don't know why are we even alive …we suffer all the time no matter how good life we have.. we see others sufferings way too much sometimes we feel helpless about the issue and sometimes we ignore it..

I don't know what's the purpose of my life anymore other than just surrender to god as a kid we do our dies we make friends we get bullied..we bully other…we receive love ..we give love..we receive hate we give out hate…we work hard we make money….we spend it on ourselves..or our family or things which make us happy etc

But we are never satisfied.

We get inspired or we get insecure..

But for what we are doing all this?? At the end their is death…

We expect from others but people can leave anytime anywhere…

We want power..we want respect..we want everything which we deserve or even more than that..

We want acceptance from others yet we say we don't care..all of us wants validation…idk for what..

Idk I just don't know.

I suffer too mentally (pretty much every day to some degree) and physically . It hasn’t gotten absolutely unbearable yet. I get suicidal thoughts sometimes. I wonder if I’ll take action on them if my suffering gets absolutely unbearable. Am I weak for that?

I don’t know if “suffer all the time” applies to average person but for me I have suffered every day of my life to some degree so it applies to me. 
 
How was that state of not knowing?

 

Edited Thursday at 08:33 PM by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

27 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I knew a guy who liked to watch gore and he was also on neuroleptics with symptoms of derealization or something like that.

He surprised me because he had good success with girls despite being average, speaking in a hypomanic, almost feminine way in text messages, and suffering from psychosis.

He was something, too bad he blocked me.

 

Yea sometimes it’s the oddest guys that can get girls

28 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Yes, but it's always painful in one way or another; even if there are things like comfort or love.

Yes; the samara wheel.

 

I don’t know how much the average person suffers. But for me I think I have suffered to some degree every day

29 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

But then if God is subject to impermanence then he is not omnipotent/infinite.

If you see what i mean.

 

 

Maybe. 

[Schizophonia]

15 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@Schizophonia look who is talking lol..an obsessed with drugs and pharmacology kid who is simpin on a woman twice his age .

No offence. 

I can be a bully too. When I want to .but your soft white butt can't handle it .

Why are you being triggered because I said ? I was teasing you, to have fun, and you take it as a casus beli to be aggressive.You're the one who's keeping this hell going.

I flirt/tease @Sugarcoat because it's funny to me and because she please me, even if she remains and will remain discreet about it on the forum.

I know her personally and she's not twice my age lmao: I'm neither blocked nor desperate; That would actually be completely stupid when I can relatively easily get 7/10s where I am.

Trying to please isn't simping or anything, it's narcissistic and weird to think like that. We all seek love and social connections; Whether it works or not.

As for hormones, hehe, well, those are my passions/experiments; it's as simple as that, my karma in general, if you like.

I would advise you to find your own passions instead of "wanking off on the forum" if you're really feeling unwell.

 

Edited Thursday at 08:40 PM by Schizophonia

[Someone here]

17 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

How was that state of not knowing?

It's the default of every human not just me . But most people play pretend that they actually know squat .  No body knows a goddam thing including that Schizophonic kid jumping on your butt at every chance he gets . Just examine your knowledge and realize you ain't got a single clue about anything. It's not difficult to do .just do it .

Edited Thursday at 08:50 PM by Someone here

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Someone here said:

It's the default of every human not just me . But most people play pretend that they actually know squat .  No body knows a goddam thing including that Schizophonic kid jumping on your butt at every chance he gets . Just examine your knowledge and realize you ain't got a single clue about anything. It's not difficult to do .just do it .

Id agree. I just thought if it was some mystical state you reached 

[Schizophonia]

4 minutes ago, Someone here said:

It's the default of every human not just me . But most people play pretend that they actually know squat .  No body knows a goddam thing including that Schizophonic kid jumping on your butt at every chance he gets . Just examine your knowledge and realize you ain't got a single clue about anything. It's not difficult to do .just do it .

I don't know if you realize that I made a lame joke about being Indian, and that you took the opportunity to spew ad hominem and projection of your personal insecurities.

You would never dare say things like that to me face to face, like everyone here who has made bad comments to me for some obscure reason.

[Yimpa]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

You would never dare say things like that to me face to face, like everyone here who has made bad comments to me for some obscure reason.

 

Thanks for killing me

But I've got more than 9 lives, baby

Edited Thursday at 09:02 PM by Yimpa

[Someone here]

6 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Id agree. I just thought if it was some mystical state you reached 

I know this is disappointing (for those who don't grasp it yet) ..but anything and everything is a mystical phenomenon . An out-of-this-world trip on DMT where you encounter aliens with 5 heads and 10 dicks  or meeting god and playing chess with him in the 11th dimension is no different than this experience right now . Both are totally unknowable .

@Schizophonia let's end it here .apologies if I crossed a line .no worries. 

[Yimpa]

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Someone here said:

I know this is disappointing (for those who don't grasp it yet) ..but anything and everything is a mystical phenomenon . An out-of-this-world trip on DMT where you encounter aliens with 5 heads and 10 dicks  or meeting god and playing chess with him in the 11th dimension is no different than this experience right now . Both are totally unknowable .

 

Yea but then the term becomes of no use. 

[Someone here]

Exactly. 

[Aaron p]

Hells just separation from god, so yeah

[Schizophonia]

9 minutes ago, Someone here said:

 

@Schizophonia let's end it here .apologies if I crossed a line .no worries. 

I forgive you.

10 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

 

Thanks for killing me

But I've got more than 9 lives, baby

Eheh you i like you, it's okay.

I allow myself to be "cringe" or "bawdy" here because I know it will have no tangible repercussions on me.

In fact, I'm pretty sure now that behind the pathologies common to spiritual seekers a feeling of being at the bottom of the social hierarchy in general. there are just too much paranoid tendancies. 

Edited Thursday at 09:12 PM by Schizophonia

[Someone here]

@Aaron p that's cute and bambi and all .. But OP is asking if shit like this exist :

 

[Hojo]

@Someone here the only thing I am scared of is dying. I have minute fears like getting my testicle chopped off yes. There are things I don't want to happen if that is fear then I am scared of alot of things. The fear of death took over my life for so long that I never had a chance to be scared of anything else. I don't want to be embarrassed and if it happens then I will deal with it but I am not scared of it. I do go out of my way to not be embarrassed so you could say im scared of that too.

Edited Thursday at 09:14 PM by Hojo